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Blessed Ostara!

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I was rage.

All for but a moment. Like a storm that changed its course.

Just one moment, I was Lyssa,

A Daemon, mad

An uncomfortable fury.

And how the storm caused

Such devastation with all it chaos and pain.

And as fast as it crashed in

It was gone

Still like the sea as sun rises

But then comes the hurt and the confusion.

I'd forgotten my fury was still with me

For years she lay dormant and at peace

But something happened

From just protecting the girl

The locks slowly broke away

Then it was too late. The woman of fury was unleashed

Filled with rage and such anger

It was engulfed by darkness and the cold

Now I lie wounded

My soul bleeds

My mind screaming

there so many voices

but I can't hear what they cry

I'm so confused

My body hurts, and the fury has left me shaking.

I cry without a moments peace

Because she came back

Now I lay here another night

Just me my thoughts

Alone in the dark without peace to rest

Tomorrow I will go on

Moving like a ghost

Never seen, never heard.

Raven .L

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Current mood Gif dump...

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I felt this.

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Because sometimes insomnia can make you laugh hard.

Just chillin in my room, when I was what I can only describe as sleeping with my eyes open.....I just yelled at my child "OMG come quick there's a massive bear outside!!" Pause for moment then asked :did I just say that out loud??" 🤣🤣🤣

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1. I could swear on my life there was a huge brown bear outside

2. So real my heart rate just went up in fear

3. I could see it in the reflection of mirror

4. Failed to remember I'm on the top floor there for said Bear would have had to be baby godzilla size

5. That bear was huuuuuuge!!!

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Hi! You can use RW3OM0C7 to get 10% off on Rogue + Wolf on rogueandwolf.com

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I Loved you

But the time apart has allowed me to see things so much more clearly now.

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“I let you you in, I fucking let you in and you completely destroyed me even more.”

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I've never had to let go of someone I love!

Discontent Duchess

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Sleep thief

I remember how all my problems with sleep went away as soon as you were with me, I could lay with you and be at peace fast asleep in an instant.

My old demons have returned, today I sit here with less than 2hrs rest because my mind won’t be quiet.  The noise is deafening, every thought and wonder race through my mind, whether I like it or not.

So thanks, it’s bad enough you’ve taken so much from me already!

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I Don’t Love You - My Chemical Romance

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You promised you would keep my heart safe.

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Delete

Today I erased you from my life, every word, picture, every detail of us ever existing.

If only the hurt could be erased as easily as a file or document.