i need to get better

; twenty ; they/she bpd, did, arfid, c-ptsd

[borderlinebitchin]

Which oddly specific colours do you think go well together?

lime/ electric green and a deep eggplant purple :)

[borderlinebitchin]

i just wanna die

as soon as i think i made a friend they ghost me

whats so wrong with me 😢

[borderlinebitchin]

do you know who you are?

do you know what has happened to you?

do you want to live this way?

[lmaonade]

feeling so hamburger helpless

[phoggo]

[borderlinebitchin]

you kept me like a secret, but i kept you like an oath

[fullmetalfisting]

“Bad romance” by lady Gaga came on the radio and my boyfriend said “this song opens up my penis chakra”

[cetirizene-off]

s // 10:40 PM

[rabbittongues]

the way school made me feel

[borderlinebitchin]

i want to self harm so bad right now. i feel like a total failure and i just want to control something

[borderlinebitchin]

i want to die so bad. i just want someone who gets me. everyone has someone who just gets them but me. no one cares about how i feel they just care about how i can help them. im lonely and i dont think ill ever find someone to make me not.. im tired of looking

[homoidiotic]

[feralg0blin]

[fattypanc4kes]

brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011

[valtsv]

me when i'm with other people: i am loved 😌

as soon as i'm alone: but am i 😰

[puukkolesbo]

no emotional object permanence

[borderlinebitchin]

literally, not one person cares for me as much as i care for them. not one. i better stop hoping, its useless

[borderlinebitchin]

im sorry im not a person anymore... im a problem

[borderlinebitchin]

watching you want other people hurts