I'm Not Meant For This World.

Iv 23 Zack. T Date 4/13/2017. Top Surgery 1/18/2019 New York. ~ I'm not meant for this world. I just don't see the point.

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I'm REALLY sad.

But I DON'T want too talk about it because it'll piss everyone off.

I'm so fucking sad.

But I have to pretend it's all okay no matter what.

If I'm sad, no one knows what to say.

Or they say it gets better.

I KNOW it does. But everything is about to change.

And I'm being left behind.

But I can't even talk about it cause I guess it's MY fault.

Obvs I'm making everyone sad.

It's all my fault

That's why I'm being left behind

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Lol I'm sad.

And lonely.

Clearly not a priority.

At all.

It's obvious.

It's been.

[chipsprites]

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I haven't taken a selfie in forever. But here. It's been a while. And I'm moving soon.

And I'm sad and a little buzzed.

But I'm a champion and will get thru this like I al waa always do.

Less then 2 months till I leave Long Island.👌

If you wanna see me one last time, nowadays your chance.

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I keep forgetting to *officially* delete my tumblr.

Like. I don't need this anymore.

But I always think about what I lose if I do get rid of this.

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I haven't want to stop existing this badly, in a long time lol

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Two weeks post op.

Nipples took well, and everything came out great with no complications.

Double Incision with Free Nipple Graphs.

Doc said once they turn a dull pink I can stop treating them with Neosporin, and switch to normal compression.

😁

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Since my blog still is here, somehow, here's me 5 days Post Op.

I did it everyone, I finally had top surgery.

Ignore the yellow things over my nipnops, that will be coming off soon.

Still in recovery, but I'm feeling good.

So happy this has finally happened.

That it's finally over.

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Since I'm still here, why not let y'all know that I have Top Surgery in one week and I can't fucking wait.

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Fun fact, Tumblr hasn't deleted my blog yet. So I'm still here.

G r e a t

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Hey Tumblr.

I'm trying to delete my b l o g.

I already made my sappy post.

This is not the best time to keep giving me error messages.

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This will be my last post before I delete my very first blog.

I had this Tumblr since I was.. idk 12?

It's funny how I named my URL Born-From-The-Fire.

Like a Phoenix rising from the ashes, so to will I.

I've gone through a lot in these past 10+ years on here.

But now it's time to leave.

Thank you Tumblr for all of the memories. For all of the posts and people I still have on here.

Thank you for being one of my last ways contact some people who have changed my life for the better or worse.

But It's time to move on.

To move on is to grow.

Goodbye Tumblr.

Thanks for everything.

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59 more days.

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So I dressed as a demon yesterday, and felt like I looked good, so for once, here's a picture of myself. 😈😁

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I officially scheduled my Top Surgery for January 18th.

82 more days to go till I'm free.

[slavery]

Woah I’m ugly and everyone hates me I almost forgot

[riversixx]

What happened was not your fault. It does not matter what they told you. Please don’t blame yourself. You did not deserve this.