benji vgotsky

" plants-- they know more than we think. they see everything " ( indie fandomless oc rp blog )

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                                     love, someday, will kill us all.                               a shame that my day came so soon.

                                            ‘you were both suddenly so fascinating.’

[botaniist-blog]

@nodxmsel ( x )

         ‘ daphne, baby, how long has it been since i’ve treated you to a nice dinner ?? ‘

[botaniist-blog]

i’ve sorta been gone forever so like for a starter ?? 

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                  he had walked into the greenhouse merely out of curiosity, it wasn’t like he had anyone to go buy flowers for, nor was he planning on buying some sort of plant to place within his room at the facility, but he had been drawn to it. light laughter slipped past steve’s lips as he noticed how rushed the other had been to hang up the phone and seemingly get rid of whoever was on the opposing end, the captain only assuming that it had been somewhat of a rough day, especially having to deal with people like THAT. ❝just looking around.❞ his voice was soft, slight smile stretching upon his lips before nodding in the direction of the phone he had just shoved into his pocket, silently referring to the conversation he had just recently hung up on. ❝sounds like a pretty rough day, huh ??❞

[botaniist-blog]

          eyes shut tight for a moment. ( that woman might have given him a migraine. ) she’d been nagging at benj for weeks, along with that older woman that lived in his building that wanted lilies for her dinner party. And the one girl that lives next to him wanting to know how to care for a venus fly trap, asking him to bring her another one....  but it’s quiet for him now, deadlines could be worried about later-------- ‘ oh, yes, very, very rough day. ‘ he expected his words to come out in a nervous jumble but they don’t. the superstar hero standing before him hasn’t changed how benji’s acting. ( maybe these famous people were normal after all. ) ‘ but i can’t really complain about rough days compared to yours probably. ‘

[botaniist-blog]

i went and did it again. i made another blog. go follow @midascurse cos it’s gonna be awesome.

[botaniist-blog]

i went and did it again. i made another blog. go follow @midascurse cos it’s gonna be awesome.

[oraculumin-a]

[ GREETER FOR @botaniist ]

{🌼} “Oh, well.. I can’t say I’m very good at  gardening  myself, I never did have green  thumbs, I don’t think anyone in my family  really did. Might’ve had a  house plant before, but I think it WILTED. “

[botaniist-blog]

‘ it did ?? oh what a shame. i guess keeping plants is just another gene that some people have and some people don’t. ‘

[omcrtarchive-blog]

( @botaniist. )

       ❛ if you have a problem with me then just fuckin’ say it, okay? ❜ he almost wishes he could be satisfied with passive aggressive intentions of other people but he can’t ignore it. and he can’t ignore how most people feel about him. keeps him up for days.  ❛ just be honest, will ya? ❜

[botaniist-blog]

          ‘ fine. i’ve got a problem with you. ‘ tone is harsh and overly vitriolic as it passes his lips. a bored and overly disappointed look falls on his face. he’s tired. he wants to go home and be alone. attitude that poisons his every choice won’t change until that occurs.

[bowstruck-deactivated20170809]

                ❛   no,  no,  it’s  fine  with  me.  it’s  the  last  one  &  i  probably  don’t  need  it  as  much  as  you  do.   ❜

  @botaniist liked for a starter  !!

[botaniist-blog]

          ‘ it’s fine, i promise------ you take it. i’ll find it somewhere else. ‘

[apprcnticesuprcmc]

✨ ║ @botaniist started following you

“Truth be told, I wouldn’t even know where to begin.”

[botaniist-blog]

         ‘ truth be told------ i’m a little busy right now. ‘

[botaniist-blog]

LIKE THIS for me to hop into your IM’s and talk about shipping cos I feel like BENJI BOY needs more love.

[botaniist-blog]

i promise i will respond to all those starters today. after class cos finals and stress but starter calls look so appealing and i can’t stop liking them.

[noisepolluters]

[botaniist-blog]

Inside Out Sentence Meme

"Do you look at someone and wonder what's going on in their head?"

"First day of school! Very, very exciting!"

"We're gonna have a good day which will turn into a good week which will turn into a good year which will turn into a good life."

"Think positive!"

"Remember the funny movie where the dog died?"

"Crying helps me slow down and obsess over the weight of life's problems."

"Goodbye Friendship! Hello Loneliness!"

"I'm too say to walk. Just give me a few hours."

"I only make things worse."

"Well I just saved our lives. Yeah, you're welcome."

"On a scale from one to ten, I give this day an F."

"Congratulations San Francisco! You've ruined pizza! First the Hawaiians and now you!"

"Can I say that curse word now?"

"I'll have you know I'm not scared of everything."

"What was that?! I thought you said we were gonna act casual!"

"Welcome to Imagination Land!"

"We were best friends."

"Depth! I'm lacking depth!"

"Take her to the moon for me, okay?"

"Stop saying everything will be alright!"

"He...cares very deeply about things being fair."

"Well why don't we quit standing around and do something?"

"Like quitting! That's what I'm doing! Sure, its the cowards way out but this coward's gonna survive!"

"Fine, let's sleep on it. Because, hey, I'm sure jolly, fun-filled times are just around the corner."

"There are no bears in San Francisco."

"I saw a really hairy guy, he looked like a bear."

"Sorry, I went sad again, didn't I?"

"We did not die today, I call that unqualified success."

"I say we lock ourselves in our room and use that one swear word we know. Its a good one!"

"All these facts and opinions look the same. I can't tell them apart!"

"I..I know you don't want me to but I miss home."

"Sorry I don't speak moron as well as you, but lemme try!"

"We could cry until we can't breathe."

[wordsnquotes]

I am empty. Or, no – I am full of pain. It’s my life that’s empty.

Rachel Cohn and David Levithan, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via hawkinthenest)

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                        ▍▍▍▍▍▍▍▍ ▍ → ❪@botaniist || (x) ❫ 

☀ ⟶                  ❛—- why?❜            

                           in the same manner that clark can feel a semblance of sadness billowing from the other male, a cosmos of murky depths, smoke & mirrors that wouldn’t reflect the agony chained against opposed heart, the same is fueled within his own essence. the loss of his existence, the bitter resentment that was now labelled with humanity ( those he had once sought to PROTECT & now only desired them skull & bone beneath his boots ), the way organ in caged chest now beat to a different drum. a marching choir of annihilation, DOMINATION, death. yet rare moments formed, such scenario prompted in this moment, that the man of steel questions what his intentions are really about, what they’re for. why did such tragedies in his life need to exist in order to make superman a complete shadow of the good, tender man he used to be? despite not knowing the other male’s internal struggles, there’s a glance within opposed orbs that almost threads him to his own, that feeling of helplessness, that weight of drowning in your own EMOTION that you wish you can tear it straight from your damn soul.

                        ❛—- why can’t life be…easy?❜ 

[botaniist-blog]

           caught between self-pity and sympathy for the other, he takes himself back to that dark places. a cold heart comes out of the option of wallowing in this loss, it feels like the pain will never end. if this sorrow were an ocean benji would be sinking in it, like a lost ship attempting to pass through these rough waters. sensing the same familiar intense emotion, eyes soften themselves. not having a clue who this man was or what he’d gone through, he knows it’s the same hole that had been formed. this was a poison of never actually dealing with it. people who know this pain, can feel when others carry the weight. you can see behind fake smiles, numerous i’m fine’s, the lie doesn’t work anymore when you’re amongst people like these. that’s when you feel vulnerable. benji breathes, mulling over all the philosophical answers he could give, and they all seem overly cliche, and mildly inappropriate. a small hum falls from his lips before actually formulating a response. THE TRUTH.

           ’ i don’t know————— ’

[killerson-blog1]

       ‘ yes.     —— does it make you uncomfortable? ’

[botaniist-blog]

          ‘ not that much oddly. ‘