❛The Sam Dean Land❜ @bottomlecki - Tumblr Blog

“They said I was pregnant.

And for a second, I forgot how to breathe.

Dean’s hand didn’t move from my chest. Maybe because he knew if he let go, I’d fall apart.

I’m not scared of being pregnant—not in the way most people would think. I’m scared of what I’m carrying.

Because it’s not just cells dividing in there. It’s mine. And I’m not normal. I haven’t been since I was six months old.

There’s demon blood in me. It’s part of who I am, in ways I’ve never been able to shake.

And now? Now I can’t stop thinking: what if I pass it on? What if I’m not carrying a baby, but a demon? Or something worse? Half human, half hellspawn—something with my blood and none of my soul.

Dean doesn’t say it, but I can see it in his eyes. He’s trying so hard to be calm for me, but we’ve both read the lore. Demon-blooded vessels don’t just have kids—they breed power.

And I don’t want that. God, I don’t want that.

I just wanted to be his.

Now I’m his and this… and I don’t know what that makes me.

But I’ve learned to stop spiraling. To stop seeing myself as a ticking time bomb.

We take it one day at a time now. And I’m learning it’s okay to be scared—so long as we’re scared together.”

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impalamistakes

“Morning’s barely broken and Dean’s already got me wrapped in his love—fingertips tracing my skin, his warmth grounding me. I’m carrying our future, and he makes me feel seen, safe, cherished. No rush, no noise—just us, quiet and close, before the world wakes up. This is the kind of love I never knew I needed but now can’t live without.”

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impalamistakes

“Mornings aren’t quite what they used to be. There’s this odd pressure and a weird little dance going on inside me. Still, coffee helps, so that’s something. Dean’s probably already up and about, pretending he’s not worried but checking in more than usual.”

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Please don’t put more AI slop in the tags. It’s killing the environment and disrespectful to real creators. AI is disgusting and lazy.

Filter the tags out.

you suck for having this account btw

You’re right.

deanscutiepiesam

Fun fact, I showed this image to my mother and said, "Why does he look at him like that?" And her response was, "That's how I look at your dad."

So, my mom is a J2 shipper, I guess 😭

bottomlecki

AHAHA ! I would have high-fived your mom so hard 😆🔥

#where is the lie #j2 tinhat

cigarettebarrette

my crackpot theory about why other dudes love jared so much is that jared’s traditionally masculine physique disarms them because he looks like a mans man, and then he gets ‘em with his puppy boy golden retriever touchy feely nature. and they love it bc so many dudes can’t be emotional with other dudes. (really they can’t be emotional with women either, it just manifests as sex because they’re repressed, but whatever. also i am most definitely generalizing here) so when this 6’5 tank is openly affectionate with them it gives them the ok to be openly affectionate back. am i making any sense. it’s part of why jensen “there’s no manly way to drink out of a straw” is so obsessed with him.

bottomlecki

this whole discussion is chef’s kiss 🤌🏻

#ugh jared why