TacozRg00d

Current interest:FMAB/BSD Ao3 Author: TacozRg00d TikTok: TacozRg00d

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My Fave fics ~list updates a bunch~(good amount are angst so read the tags before reads to see if you can handle themes)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Might just be because the loss is raw but I think this is grounds to quit, I don’t want to look at this guy on my next shift.

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I hate working at Chipotle but yesterday was very fun - multiple customers wanted 2 scoops of the black beans so I got to say

“Double Black beans?”

Theeee sky’s are black, with led filled rainn~!!!

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Why isn’t it enough

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

rip ao3 beta. gone but not forgotten

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Me after working from 4pm-1:40am

Gods do my feet hurt, but now that I’m on the kitchen floor (will wood ref) I can’t get up

I made it to my room, my legs hurt so much I’m crying so much it’s awful - can’t stop 😭

Ate maybe a 6th of my food before pain and misery made me go try again to get to my room

Omg I need to get back up I left the milk out omfg fml frfr ong 😞

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The BSD fandom has this one fanfic based joke

“It’s snowing in November” or something- I haven’t read it bc I saw somewhere it’s plagiarized? Idk-

All I ever think when I see that is “It’s snowing in July” from You Heard It First From Charlie on ao3

It’s based of 2012 and Charlie Slimcicle has a radio show type thing

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28895850

[thoughtcascades]

sometimes i feel like my childhood was just training to apologize for who i am, and i still don’t know what i did

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They’re literally babies

No thoughts

Just babies

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I’m actually going to tear my skin off if she comes in here to tell me some nonsense again

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My own ADOPTIVE ‘mother’ threatening to kick me out as a adult, takes me back to when I was 3, 4, 5, and above years old when she would make the same damn threat- making these threats knowing she’d be sending us to a house with an accused pedophile

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Don’t even care that her oldest biological daughter was from her baby daddy hurting her - it’s dead awful and shouldn’t have happened, but it gives her know right to be such a fucking ASS. Not even her birth given kids want to talk to her

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Fuck I hate how gross these words made me feel. I shouldn’t feel bad for the truth. I shouldn’t feel bad for her. I shouldn’t feel so guilty over typed words on a screen

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My own ADOPTIVE ‘mother’ threatening to kick me out as a adult, takes me back to when I was 3, 4, 5, and above years old when she would make the same damn threat- making these threats knowing she’d be sending us to a house with an accused pedophile

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Don’t even care that her oldest biological daughter was from her baby daddy hurting her - it’s dead awful and shouldn’t have happened, but it gives her know right to be such a fucking ASS. Not even her birth given kids want to talk to her

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My own ADOPTIVE ‘mother’ threatening to kick me out as a adult, takes me back to when I was 3, 4, 5, and above years old when she would make the same damn threat- making these threats knowing she’d be sending us to a house with an accused pedophile

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She’s just pissy that I’m taller and bigger and rival her husband in strength because she has no way to enforce I listen other than my stupid brain convincing me that I HAVE to listen to her.

Stars if I wasn’t so weak minded I could have gotten her locked up I bet

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I need to GET OUT-!!! Nothings changed since I left college-!! I’m still in my room all day alone doing fuck knows what, pretending to be productive and tricking myself into thinking that any form of betterment will actually stick

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She wants me to kick my cats out when they don’t even both her, I’m literally going to give her dogs away to owners who give a shit

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AND THEN

She accuses me of having NO REASON to “be depressed” which I’ve never been diagnosed with nor have I told her I felt such a way, and her solution-?

Send me to some ‘mental health classes’ hosted by her church for older people who never knew mental health was a thing that existed.

I know square breathing, I know the 12345 senses, I know how to calm myself from a panic attack, I know all of that and HAVE known since I first learned how to pick up a damn book-!