Secrets, secrets are no fun.
I alluded to it all night on the phone, but I couldnāt bring myself to say it out loud. It frustrated him, but I think he knew I wanted to say it, but couldnāt. I waited until the conversation went back to textingāwhere I was safe to admit the true humiliation Iāve been hiding.
āI wonāt press it,ā he said.
āPress it,ā I pleaded.
I needed to get it out somehow. It had been eating me up for hours, on my mind for days, weeks even. I didnāt know just how heād take the news. I didnāt know how much he would judge me for the sick mess I really am.
Soon, it was out there. Written in text for him to read over and over with no deniability on my end. I said it. And he reacted in kind to me. He called back to let me listen to his reactions. He indulged the sickness of my confession. Teased me. Coaxed more and more from my mouth until we were both too turned on to ignore. Heavy breathing into the phone turned into whispered taunts which turned into quiet crying. I spiraled down into subspace with every hushed word he spoke.
I didnāt touch myself for at least fifteen minutes. I just edged with his voice in my ear, letting hot tears fall down my cheeks. When I finally let a hand slide down between my legs, I was shocked at the wetness I found. Absolutely soaked. It amazed me. Impressed me. Completely embarrassed me. But I think he enjoyed hearing my cunt slosh while I played with myself.Ā
The first orgasm was fast and quiet. He warned that next time I wanted to cum, I had to ask permission. Hearing that pushed me back on track for another instantly. A second one came. I asked and he granted. Relief flooded over me that he was not unkind about the power he had over me. A third followed with similar kindness.Ā
āCum for me,ā he whispered.
I had cum multiple times with an empty cunt and by using only my handāan achievement Iām not sure I ever obtained in the past. Itās hard to recall a time before my advanced toy collection but I swear that multiples were never common on my own. I slid a dildo in for good measure and kept going while I imagined him stroking his hard cock on the other end of the phone for me.Ā
A fourth, fifth, sixth, and possibly seventh orgasm happened not long after. I honestly lost count in the chaos of his disgusting descriptions of what heād do to me. I mounted the pillows with the dildo inside me and felt his cock pounding into me. It made an audible sound as I rode it, which turned me on beyond belief. For the final orgasm, I collapsed back on the mattress and teased my clit while he got closer and closer to orgasm. I begged for the final release, and squirted a pool beneath me. It dipped down my body even after I got up from my spot on the mattress. My cunt was hot and wetāsore and so satisfied.Ā
He inched closer to orgasm and I tried to do my best to coax him but after my own six or seven, I lost my focus. I begged several times for him to cum. To fill me up. To make me his. Finally, I heard him climax. He took several minutes to catch his breath and come down from it. I could hear the exhaustion in his voice. We said goodnight around 4AM. I fell asleep a happy, depraved slut.Ā
āIām glad you told me.ā