I realised that i dont want anything sexual with anyone else. Its not something i can do. I made the mistake of sleeping with someone after a night of pills and coke because i wanted to feel something. Shock, I never. Theres only one person i’ll ever feel comfortable with but thats over. Im not the kind of person to scroll through an app and say yes to a hook up, i need to know the person. i need to connect with them.
Ugh.









