[boyshauna]

Ezra + lesbian + she/they

Morally gray women enjoyer.

18+ centered blog.

Media: Yellowjackets - bones and all- killing eve - few others.

Content that will be present on this blog: dead dove - dark content - nsfw - homosexuality/homoeroticism - cannibalism - violence - blood - kink - rpf.

[lawtties]

get yourself a woman who can do both

[jaypilled]

are those my only options

[djotime]

Inde Navarrette ph. by Nick Rasmussen for Schön! Magazine

[tyrantts]

Ginger Snaps (2000)

[toiich]

Spider Woman by Man Ray, c. 1929

[diidona]

GONE GIRL (2014) : dir. David Fincher

[reinapepiada]

shipping a consensual, safe & sane pairing all the while i'm shaking my head in disapproval so the audience knows i still love wildly toxic abusive fictional dynamics

[giflxndia]

[yourteresia]

Me core

[boyshauna]

if lottie ever fucked shauna with a strap, she’d absolutely be the type to tell shauna shit like how badly she wishes she could cum in her and give her a baby. just whining and moaning like she can actually feel shauna through the strap.

[boyshauna]

“Judas kissed him in the darkness, He did not walk in light.”

[schizsune]

i love when women clearly have something wrong with them

[paperbiter]

what kills me about lottie and shauna is that lottie wants to help shauna so so much but its never in the way shauna needs. which then leads to a cycle of shauna constantly pushing lottie away, until lottie gives shauna what she wants, leading to a brief period of closeness while simultaneously worsening both of them. this lasts until lottie ‘messes up’, really without realizing it, and the cycle repeats.

[boyshauna]

hope op doesn’t mind but I wanted to add to this.

there’s a common factor(s) in what causes lottie to be rejected, and what causes her to actually be successful with shauna.

her rejection by shauna is almost always because of lottie ignoring boundaries - specifically whenever it comes to shauna’s child. we see that a lot in s2. shauna hates when anyone does it, but especially when lottie does it. We even see that in s3 when lottie put the necklace on Callie, which resulted in her being screamed at and kicked out.

but what usually causes lottie to be successful with shauna ? violence. the main reason we saw them coming together in the later part of s3 was because of violence. Lottie gave shauna the vote needed to execute ben. lottie kills Edwin and shauna smiled brighter than she has since god knows when. And the hunt in the finale, they both wanted it. they were on each other sides and lottie helped finish the count for her. it’s all tied to violence if you really think about it.

that’s why I’m so confident that s4 will actually bring them closer together than we’ve ever seen them. they both want to stay in the wilderness, they both want to continue hunts, and they both are very willing to cannibalize their teammates.

violence is lottie’s key for closeness with her, and I think she’s finally realized that.

[boyshauna]

when u say something intimate will happen between Lottie and Shauna, but not kissing or sex, what exactly do you mean ?

what i mean is that it wouldn’t be a conventional form of intimacy. like it would be some weird shit like lottie licking blood off of shauna’s neck or fingers and shauna lets her.

[boyshauna]

i think shauna having that dead wife flashback of lottie is indicative of something having happened between them. either in the wilderness or when they returned home in the short period of time before lottie got sent to Switzerland.

it was way too intimate, and honestly in a way.. its surprising? I’ve always been a fan of lottieshauna, way before s3 and I’ve always known they had a weirdly deep tether with each other, but I would have never guessed that shauna would react the way she did in that bedroom. something’s missing from this puzzle and I think we’ll see what exactly that missing piece is in s4.

[butcheringqueen]

I got the impression that she was familiar with the room, too, which is interesting...

I think they got close before they left the wilderness, and Lottie going catatonic when they returned home was probably really hard on Shauna.

Feel like Shauna will almost accept Lottie's death in a sense, because her attempts to get through to her won't wake her up. So when she gets sent away, Shauna will just bury that pain like she does with everything else.

But we see it a bit here, that lingering grief....

[boyshauna]

the lingering grief/look is what really took me back when i first watched it. because shauna doesn’t just look sad, but also guilty.

we know that shauna was the first person to realize that she was taking medication, and we can assume that she was also the first person to have realized when she ran out of those meds in season one. and we also know that shauna clearly understood and seemed to even emphasize with her because she knew that lottie wasn’t well.

so maybe having kept that secret for so long, and lottie becoming catatonic - effectively getting her sent away when they got home made shauna feel guilty because she knew, and maybe felt like she hadn’t done enough.

and this guilt that she feels is exacerbated bc of this possible newfound closeness that they shared in the wilderness.

[sunhreis]

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