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kerry - they/them - vent blog

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[bpd-asshole]

[bpd-asshole]

*to the tune of gucci gang* i wanna die wanna die wanna die wanna die wanna die YUH

[bpd-asshole]

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[bpd-asshole]

why oculdnt i have just contained my bullshit for a little while longer

[chamomile-bpd]

it’s hard to “stop trying to be someone you’re not” when you don’t know who you really are

[l0st-and-f-a-d-i-n-g-deactivate]

everything just keeps getting worse and I can’t take it anymore

[pariaaaaah]

anyone ever get that moment where you could be having a great fine time and then suddenly everything, the world, just goes completely silent and lonely for no reason and literally everything feels so empty and you feel so hollow

[bpdealwithit]

i wish people would understand that when i continuously blame myself for something going wrong, it’s because i truly believe it’s my fault, it’s not because i’m looking for attention

[roseocd]

[rottentrauma]

I wanna get drunk and self harm and that’s the mood

[borderline-pizza]

sorry i get jealous so easily

i didn’t mean to chase you away

[bpd-asshole]

i want the die

[bpd-asshole]

i hate that for every relationship i get into it ends with either “i dont love you anymore because youre too boring” or “i dont love you anymore because youre too much” and i wish i could find a middle ground to be enough for people and make them happy but im stuck being this shit gross manipulative neglectful partner and i really do hate myself for it

[buumblegum]

You ever convince yourself that you’re so annoying that you’re not allowed to post anything or text anyone because it’s so annoying and by some weird logic you convince yourself that even writing down your feelings is annoying so you feel like you’re collapsing in on yourself and you feel so awful and trapped and alone? because mood.

[dog-teeth]

dog teeth #159

[bpd-asshole]

im going to lose everybody who matters to me and its going to be my fault and im going to deserve it