Everything On This Blog Is Triggering

For all the bad bad things | runs on queue | I’m 20 | lmao so much trauma | csa, cocsa, emotional abuse, rape, not in any particular order | uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh | don’t follow/interact if you’re a m.ap / n.om.ap / n.sfw / d.dl.g / ki.nk / exclu.sionist / t.er.f / r.adf.em (Forgot to add but even if you’re an “s..fw” l.it.tle or k.in.k blog I’m still uncomfortable thanks) | age regressing due to trauma and/or system littles are a-ok though | idk I block liberally | still in an abusive home yeet | 🚿- grandma (ick) 👁‍🗨- parents 🔳🔇- Her 💫 - a specific toxic friend

[bpdminds]

Cycle of my emotions

[ojibwa]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[spreekilling-deactivated2017020]

2:50pm, June 2014

[thepastelpeach]

thoughts at 2am

[mentaldiisease]

[rottentrauma]

Whoops

[rottentrauma]

The real question is did I not show signs before the age of three or does nobody remember if I did or not

Because my brother was diagnosed around then. I was 7 at the time. My mom says that she first noticed things when I was 7 because I had so many of the same symptoms.

[dangered]

via weheartit

[rottentrauma]

I’m this close from just straight up crying but I can’t do that in from of the guy who evaluated me specifically because he doesn’t think I’m autistic

[rottentrauma]

I have places to go, I have school that’s going to happen, I have people that care about me, and I want to die

[rottentrauma]

Supposedly not autistic because I didn’t show signs before age 3

[rottentrauma]

I hate this I hate this I hate this

[screenshotsofdespair]

[heavensghost]

kinda wish I was dead but I don’t have the guts to do anything about it so I’m just gonna continue crying and eating bread

[qqquixote]

*isolates myself* perfect! but why am i sad

[unstablemotions]

I’M TRYING TO CONCENTRATE BUT I JUST CAN’T

AM I REALLY THIS STUPID???