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bad case of too many bad days

[tordenvejr]

why are you repeating a pattern you want no part in? remember who you are.

[bpd-world]

I wish I loved myself as much as I love him

[rottinghunger]

sometimes i just have the most stereotypical symptoms and I just

[killerquetiapine]

[bpd-world]

fuck im the worst. why can’t I control my anger? I drive everyone I love away

[bpd-world]

how do I stop being so codependent? I feel like I’ve lost myself in this relationship to the point where my sense of self has completely deteriorated. I’m terrified of spending time alone or with friends.. it’s like I need to be with him at all times to avoid facing the empty, non-person that I’ve become

[borderlineyounggod]

BPD Obsessions

Often mistaken for autism special interests, BPD obsessions are a symptom noticed in many people with borderline personality disorders. Borderline personality disorder is obsessive in nature, and many sufferers experience periods of time when they are obsessed with something in particular. These periods of obsession can last from a few days to months. 

These obsessions, while mostly commonly associated with a ‘favourite person’, can also extend to fictional characters or celebrities, hobbies, objects, franchises, activities, past actions, events, numbers and foods.

A sufferer with a current obsession may find their life consumed by obsessive thoughts and behaviours surrounding their obsession.

A personal example would be my obsession with a particular story I was writing. I wrote for hours at a time, refused food and water to instead spend time writing, and thought about it every waking moment, even dreaming about it!  After a week however, it faded into obscurity in my mind and I soon felt bored and listless when discussing it. 

I’d love to hear other BPD sufferers’ experiences with obsessions. Please feel free to comment below if you’ve experienced something similar.

Sources:

https://themighty.com/2018/01/borderline-personality-disorder-bpd-embarrassing-symptoms/

https://themighty.com/2018/09/borderline-personality-disorder-obsession-bpd/

[bpd-world]

me: I have no idea how to get people to like me, and I’m terrified of this person abandoning me, so I should have sex with them so they become attached to me and stick around

me, surprised I’ve been abandoned again after seducing said person, appearing desperate and ruining our friendship:

[agirldying]

[nocuturnal-deactivated20211223]

This user accepts and supports narcissists, real people with god complex and sociopathy traits, welcomes all cluster personality disorders to their page, and does not welcome ableists.  

[beepdee]

bpd is having to try 10x harder than everyone else to not be a shit friend or partner and still failing

[metzti-deactivated20250717]

[killerquetiapine]

always somewhere inbetween ecstasy and suicide

[killerquetiapine]

borderlines are not evil!!! histrionics are not whores!!! narcissists are not manipulative monsters!!! psychopaths are not homicidal maniacs!!! cluster b people don’t deserve the negative stigma!!!

[bpd-world]

my doctors can’t explain my symptoms or my pain, but you are my strange addiction.

[killerquetiapine]

[rottingsick-deactivated20240721]

becomes codependent on you... but like, in a cute way. it's cute, I swear. please please, it's cute ok- it's just a little bit of codependency in a cute way. in cute way! I said in a cute way- it's cute- c'mon, it's like, in a cute way though, please... don't leave me.... in a cute way tho. fuck.