happily dying

hello !! this is a side blog in which i complain about my BPD, & all that good shit // pro self-dx'd — feel free to message me with any questions about anything ❣️

[healinglilia]

WHY THE FUCK is healing so damn hard??

[complexptsdresources]

[toastbutteregg]

[whyamistill-alive]

Even if there was no penetration

Even if they were younger than you

Even if they were physically weaker than you

Even if you wanted to do it at first

Even if you can’t remember every detail

Even if they were “family”

Even if they were in a relationship with you

Even if you trusted them

Even if it only happened once

Even if they had a mental illness

Even if they were also a child

It was abuse

You have every right to be mad or traumatized

[furiousgoldfish]

this is a survey : like/reblog if you ever tried to, or straight up slept on the floor as a kid, because you felt like you didn’t deserve a bed, pillow or covers (even once counts!)

[furiousgoldfish]

I shouldn’t have to even say it, but, that is NOT NORMAL, that is extreme and I wanna scream for all of you who were put thru that, we’re living in the world where adults manage to brainwash children into thinking BEDS are too good for them. What the fuck. All children deserve basic comfort. No matter what.

[wxrthlxssbxtch]

[borderlinebubbles]

[run-from-the-scalpels]

i am broken. i am empty. i am easily destroyed. and it's all your fault. i am nothing. i am everything. i am insane. i hate myself i hate you i hate everything. my rage is boiling me inside. or like a thunder, it's rumbling. inside me. i don't deserve you. i don't deserve love. care. attention. anything. please please please don't ever leave me please

[doctorlovesick]

it hurts so bad  you don’t even talk about me or think about me anymore you hate me and it hurts so bad  you don’t even love me anymore

[badlydrawneverything]

i don’t want to feel like this

[trauma-ruined-deactivated202110]

[konoko]

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

if you don’t love me anymore please don’t pretend that you do — my heart is weak and i can’t handle another breakdown

[siickangel]

i hope better days are coming... from my journal

[konoko]

[vamplreteeth]

i’m completely unlovable 🥰💖 it’s so easy to replace me because i’m not remarkable in any way and no one will ever regard me as important ❤️😍 i’m always the last choice 😽✨ i will always be left behind for better people and everyone will always get tired of me and leave me 🌈🌟

[deadbyinsidee]