Repulsive

Trauma/vent blog × minor × female × anyone that isn't a child-molester can interact I don't really care × mainly about csa and abandonment issues × I speak portuguese and english Backup: @howamistill-alive

[whyamistill-alive]

I hate how some people come to my blog about my childhood trauma a.k.a. being sexually abused when I was little and act surprised when they find out I think ddlg is gross. Like yes I'm going to kink-shame you if you think role-playing pedophilia/rape is okay. Cry about it.

[whyamistill-alive]

Hey guys, it's been a while and I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm recovering and that's why I don't post anymore.

I stopped self harming for almost a year but recently I relapsed and I'm doing it semi-frequently again, but you know what, that's okay, because I'm doing better and I'm slowly getting my shit together, and honestly even though I had a little relapse in the sh department I'm doing good in regards to everything else.

Yeah I guess that's it, that's my little update.

[whyamistill-alive]

i wish i wasn't toxic

[whyamistill-alive]

i had actual flashbacks for the first time a couple weeks ago and i rlly want to kill my abuser now

[chessys]

*takes it personally*

[scenecorekat]

[ojibwa]

[angelicdazed]

what do i do with my anger

[ojibwa]

[patheticngross]

[eviscerateddolls]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[rottenhaze]

Could you see the signs?

Or did you just ignore them?

[girlonline]

[whyamistill-alive]

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Hai guys I'm going to make a group chat where we can talk about our childhood trauma and find pedophiles to report if you want me to add you like this post

Please reblog so people see this

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[speedlimit15]

The tumblr experience is pouring out all of your feelings in a run-on sentence/paragraph hybrid and it getting no notes despite you having over a dozen thousand followers and you just keep doing that for like eleven years

[846782364278]

really wish nothing bad would happen to children ever