💌sounds like penance.

there will be happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you. beau/lucas. 20.

[vamplreteeth]

hello ^-^! i’m lucas welcome to my fuck house 

                                       CARRD. 

lucas / beau (call me either, no preference), 18+, gay man, he/him. 

this is mostly a vent blog. i have bpd and struggle with it a lot. im in therapy + trying to get better but sometimes a guy just needs to reblog a jpg of hello kitty saying fuck, y’know? 

warning for suicide, self harm, occasional gore, general negativity, etc. i tag triggers, if u need anything tagged lmk.  

my interests include vampires, poetry, cartoons, dogs, psychology + medicine, stuffed animals / general kidcore stuff!! talk to me or tag me in stuff related to these nd i’ll kiss u !

i’d appreciate if u could like my posts if u see them :]  all my posts r okay to reblog unless stated otherwise

don’t follow me if ur ableist, racist, homophobic, transphobic, voting for trump, etc. don’t be a piece of shit.   

i support black lives matter and the abolishment of the police / institutional racism / white supremacy. block me if you don’t agree with this. 

i love u !!! 

[stank-00]

celebrate love every day

[kewpielolitamoves-deactivated20]

[icried4you]

ig : chrissofly22

[ytphobia-deactivated20210908]

“fuck america i hope things get worse for you bc your fascist government has made my european government fascist and we never had racism before 2016”

1. hoping things will get worse for black and brown americans is racist. idk how else to explain to y’all that wishing ill on black and brown americans is still racism and still antiblack ‘even though’ they’re americans. as if black and brown americans have any fucking say in the government and as if they’re not directly and instantly harmed by the actions of their government while your white ass is safe and retweeting in bumfuck netherlands talking abt you’ve never been racist but you’re cool with americans of color dying bc somehow you’re the real victim of white supremacy in america.

2. your country has always had racists and fascists. always. your country has never not had fascists. the rise of fascism all over the world didn’t happen out of nowhere. trump didn’t get elected and one day millions of white europeans woke up and decided to be bigots after a whole lifetime of loving poc and muslims and jewish ppl. trump only emboldened the fascists your country’s always had. and you’re one of them.

3. the deaths of black and brown ppl and the oftentimes irreparable damage that they will suffer at the hands of the government and white supremacists will not fix your government. wake the fuck up and get your head out of your ass. white supremacists attacking the capitol is in no way putting the trump or biden government in danger, it will only affect poc and muslim and jewish americans, the ppl you supposedly have always loved and protected. the attack on the dc capitol is literally only going to make your fascist government realize they can do the same thing with their own domestic terrorists.

[ytphobia-deactivated20210908]

white ppl are encouraged to rb this but keep your mouth shut. i don’t wanna hear abt how you’re one of the good whites.

[pathologising]

girl you are so mentally i'll... i would kill to know whats going on in your head and then kill again to get out

I got every disorder in the dsm but I also got a gorilla grip coochie so it cancels out <3

[pathologising]

PLEASE...

[joshlovesyou]

[anxietyproblem]

[shirkers2018dirsanditan]

you know what...i am not interested in takes that flatten the racial element of this. i’m not interested in takes from white people that emphasize the ideological or partisan divide. this is about institutions that accommodate white grievance. that allow white violence and white terrorism; that RELY on it to function. and that will always make room for white people to kill as many people and be as destructive as possible in defense of white supremacy. this is no time to mince words about that

[byunbaekhyunie]

[devilishrats]

i love you so much boys

[tsunflowers]

this is so scary and evil and I don't understand how there are people who haven't become radicalized from this. the difference between how white terrorists and poc protestors are treated has never been more stark and the role of police in maintaining the status quo of white supremacy is completely open and obvious. if even this can't reveal to you that the system is fundamentally broken I don't know what can

[uglifruit]

if you're feeling a lil guilty after the current events™ and wanna support black people maybe consider commissioning a black nb lesbian artist to make you a custom rug or wallhanging! 🧑🏾‍🎨

you can see my prices and fill out an order at this link here. or if you just wanna support you can follow me on twitter and instagram!

[goldenteadust-deactivated202205]

Fighting Covid When Kept Home

This was shared on a Covid survivor group…have heard many of these before but it seems helpful: HOW TO FIGHT COVID AT HOME when you are not hospitalized.

“When the nurse came in to discharge me, I asked her, What can I do to help fight this at home? She said:

1. Sleep on your stomach at all times with Covid. If you can’t sleep on your stomach because of heath issues sleep on your side. Do not lie on your back no matter what because it smashes your lungs and that will allow fluid to set in.

2. Set your clock every two hours while sleeping on your stomach, then get out of bed and walk for 15-30 min, no matter how tired or weak that you are. Also move your arms around frequently, it helps to open your lungs. Breathe in thru your nose, and out thru your mouth. This will help build up your lungs, plus help get rid of the Pneumonia or other fluid you may have.

2. When sitting in a recliner, sit up straight - do not lie back in the recliner, again this will smash your lungs. 

3. While watching TV - get up and walk during every commercial.

4. Eat at least 1 - 2 eggs a day, plus bananas, avocado and asparagus. These are good for Potassium. 

5. Do not drink anything cold -  have it at room temperature or warm it up. Drink Pedialyte, Gatorade Zero, Powerade Zero & Water with Electrolytes to prevent you from becoming dehydrated. Water with lemon, and little honey, peppermint tea, apple cider are good suggestions for getting in fluids. No milk products, or pork. (as a singer I know milk products produce phlegm and always advised my students to have none for 3 days before a performance)

6. Vitamins D3, C, B, Zinc, Probiotic One-Day are good ideas. Tylenol for fever. Mucinex, or Mucinex DM for drainage, plus helps the cough. Pepcid helps for cramps in your legs. One baby aspirin everyday can help prevent getting a blood clot, which can occur from low activity. 

7. Drink a smoothie of blueberries, strawberries, bananas, honey, tea and a spoon or two of peanut butter. 

We always hear of how Covid takes lives, but there isn’t a lot of information out there regarding how to fight Covid when you are not critical. I hope this helps you or someone you know, just as it has helped me.”

(Wow, @thetimetostrikeislater  wish you’d had this info when you were ill)

@cptdorkery  @fortheloveoftrekuniverse  @peridotsarelongterm

[thetimetostrikeislater]

I definitely wish I had this info when I contracted Covid back in March😓 it was so hard on my lungs! and I couldn’t go to the hospital because it was too full. Stay safe my friends.

[emmaharwoods]

in addition to those in the dc area if you are in california, kansas, arizona, georgia, florida, ohio, oregon, or arkansas, please stay safe, and if you are a bipoc, woman, or lgbt+ person, do not leave your house unless absolutely necessary. this thread is updating constantly as more trump supporters and terrorists riot nationwide.

[sanrioqueue]

[gaptoothsupremacy-deactivated20]

I think we’re all entitled to a little substance abuse in times of great strife