horrid boy

he/him

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

*absolutely nothing happens* 

wow this is giving me a lot of anxiety 

[bpdbot]

a selection of bpd moods

- nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real nothing is r

- depression but emptier

- anger but emptier

- hey wanna see a cool trick? *dissociates*

- setting 3782634 reminders to do things but ignoring them anyways

- I Cannot Physically Move My Body Fast Enough To Handle This Energy Right Now So I’m Just Going To Sit Here And Hope I Spontaneously Combust

- when ur dryer is off balance and it goes ThunkThunkThunkThunkThunk except that’s ur brain

- everything is GREAT and AMAZING when ur with friends and then you go to the bathroom and cry for ten minutes for absolutely no reason

- The Mirror Staredown

- very small ᵒʰ when u realize someone hasn’t answered the clingy text u forgot u sent six hours ago and suddenly Everything Is Terrible And You’re Gonna Die

- LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME!!!!!!!!

- i’m a god and everyone that doesn’t like me can burn in hell

- my skin does not fit right and i am not equipped to handle this feeling

- everything u touch feels WRONG and u don’t know WHY but u want to SCREAM

[eliasericson]

basically having a depressed episode after a hypomanic one is like waking up after a wild night out regretting everything

[mjalti]

being vulnerable at 3 am is like whatever but being vulnerable at 3 pm is a power move

[eliminated]

[veliseraptor]

when you can sense a Mood incoming and feel like a farmer standing in a field looking out at the horizon as the storm approaches like “looks like it’s gonna be a bad one, boys”

[natcatgirl]

[mischiefmakermax]

[fiestasaur]

[thesadghostclub]

Things will get better, but when?

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[hexxit-deactivated20180526]

does anyone else with intrusive thoughts do that weird dismissive head shake when they get them to kinda like.. reverse/reject the thought or is that just me

[meow-n-save]

Gotta shake your brain like an etch-n-sketch and start over

[hanzako-deactivated20181219]

this is so real it hurts

[avpd-chekov]

nice hypomania feels

never being satisfied

stress stress stress

too many things to do and i can’t take a rest

a break?? think again

dissociation

i am faking my entire illness? i,!!!

what even is a memory

no seriously i have no idea what i did today

i am happy but i’m not happy

no time for feels tbh

pls give me some rest pls

[trauma-tape]

me: feels kinda bad

me: triggers self and turns kinda bad into very fucking bad so i can at least properly suffer™

[bekflskgkslhllr-deactivated2022]

tfw ur dissociating™ and someone calls ur name or a car stops for u to cross the road and ur just like,,,, me?? am i real? do i exist???

[dreamgrl1998-deactivated2022072]

can’t my serotonin levels just regulate their fucking selves. grow up

[spicypsychosis]

Not all people with OCD/OCPD are ready for exposure therapy. Forcing someone who is not ready into exposure therapy is extremely traumatizing.

If your friend/family member has OCD/OCPD and needs the windows closed and you purposely open them in attempt to “help them” you’re forcing a mentally ill person into a breakdown they didn’t need.

If your friend/family member has OCD/OCPD and contamination anxiety and you purposely wipe dirt on them or spill something on them to try and “help them” you are traumatizing someone.

You are not a liscened psychologist, you cannot practice exposure therapy because you don’t know how to. All you’re gonna do is traumatize them and ruin your relationship!

[saturn-matcha]

me: if i just face this intrusive thought and force myself to not be bothered by it will go away

the intrusive thought:

[kmarx]

someone: *is mad at me* me: they’d feel guilty if i DIED