no longer human

why does it hurt when u answer the messages she sends | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | cptsd bpd | following from ur2dcutie

[unfiltereddddmess]

All I see when I look around is all the ways I fail as a person

[starjasmines]

im going to kill myself and then go grocery shopping and maybe kill myself again after that

[dollheartbadparts-deactivated20]

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

[sosashawtyy]

I must spiritually lobotomize myself just to get through the day

[bpdoll]

In the middle of my hike wanting to smash a rock over my head lol

[samvents]

MAYBE YOU JUST EXAGGERATED

[bpdoll]

I feel how I felt when I was 13 I’m scared and I feel so lonely

[bpdoll]

why did I even cut vertically when I don’t even cut deep lol

[fallen-in-love-suggestion]

I love hearing you talk about all your interests, even if I don't fully understand them

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

just me and the borderline urge to hit my head anytime i can’t stop thinking about something distressing 💞😇

[disgustinggf]

What are your hobbies?

no hobbies, just mental illnesses

[0ymx]

[softrsoftest]

how do people not feel like shit all the time

[quietvoiced]

[useleverage]

[macabrevampire]

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

[hysteric-boy]

Sex is great but have you considered hitting me as hard as you can