#actuallyborderline

~~no neurotypicals~~ main blog: holy-queer I needed a place for exclusively bpd/mental illness posts. The tumblr bpd community is a cool thing.

[bloodiinfections]

im mentally ill and like attention, reblog if you too are mentally ill and like attention

[bpdisfun]

When I say I’m doing well I really just mean my suicidal thoughts are more fleeting than usual

[ruingazaki-deactivated20171122]

google search: how to get through life when everything you say and do is annoying and caused by a horrible personality disorder 

[bpd-issues]

bpd issue #48

Feeling like different people. Literally, looking back at a time and thinking, “why did I do that? why did I do that??” and not even feeling like you were the one that did. Not feeling like your body’s yours. Feeling like you don’t exist or are just a passenger in your own body.

[neurofish]

as a Borderline who loves to steal Personality Traits™ it is incredibly infuriating when you meet someone with a particularly good Trait™ but you can’t successfully copy it yourself. like when someone is just Very Goddamn Witty and you just Aren’t As Good at being witty so you hate yourself instead

[poetrylesbian]

someone: *uses borderline to mean ‘on the border of’ and does not at all refer to the personality disorder*

me: shoutout whoo

[c-ptsdofficial]

hatred as self defense!!! if i hate myself then no one can hurt me!! if i hate them then no one can hurt me!!!

[elbowspit-deactivated20250526]

Please don’t promise people with BPD that you’ll never leave them because it’s an impossible promise to keep and it will hurt x10 more when you do leave

[c-ptsdofficial]

them: it’s not good to base your self worth off others’ opinions of you me: i have a cluster b personality disorder sharon 

[preslemore]

i genuinely forget about The Disorders™ most of the time because they’re such a major part of my life and it all seems “normal” to me now but then i’ll mention a symptom to a NT and their shock/disgust/confusion reminds me that i’m one fucked up pumpkin

[adrianna-rcissist]

[bpdurself]

Me: *buys one new article of clothing*

Me: I am a new person. I have a new style. I have no idea who I was before this

[bpdepreciate]

[bleed-in-ink-deactivated2017052]

It always cracks me up when neurotypicals are like “if you’re so bothered by everything, how do you even function?” And I’m like, well, first of all, I don’t,

[babybriderag]

[colorbandiits]

My personality is literally 50% queer and 50% mental illness

[sickmessss]

hey siri how do i explain that my behavior is a part of The Disorder without sounding like im using it as an excuse