[bpdvulpix]

im still so hyper vigilant from yesterday and i feel so nervous and anxious and scared what do i do

[bpdvulpix]

My mom is a narcissist and yelled fuck you at me several times then said i was the one being rude and she did nothing wrong she threatened to kick me out then laughed and mocked me bc id be homeless and “learn” she apologized and more bad shit happened besides that but im so exhausted and hyper vigilant and sad i know shes my mom but why does she make me feel so bad. I feel so guilty for wanting to move away. I have horribke anxiety and depression and bpd and driving is haes for me im trying my best to grow up and be an adult but my whole self worth ans indentity has been baaed aroind her needs ans what i can do for her im so sxarwd and lost

[bpdvulpix]

im safe im safe im safe im safe im safe im safe

[bpdvulpix]

Hello, I haven't been diagnosed with bpd but after lots of research on it and feeling like its something I could have I want to find out if I have it. The thing is I'm scared they'll say I don't have it and I'm scared because I want to know why I'm like this and if they say I don't have it they'll be taking my one piece of identity away from me and I don't think I could handle it. Can you give me any advice or support or something please? 😫

Hi love! its definitely scary to go get diagnosed and it not be what you had thought especially with bpd. Depending on your age it might be hard to diagnose you. Id go see a professional and ask for their help and tell them that you have done your research and exhibit the symptoms. i myself wasnt diagnosed with bpd because at the time i was a minor. i wish you the best of luck and if you need something you can always come here. xx

[bpdgoner]

can you please reblog this if you’re pro self-dx, i need some validation

[bpdvulpix]

my fp broke up with me. i had to call out of work. Im crying and cant eat. I cant stop crying. Im so lonely

[bpdvulpix]

im so fucking sensitive and soft i hate myself

[bpdvulpix]

Hey I'm going through the same thing right now with my fp (he's away for a month) and I'm having anxiety attacks about not loving him anymore (even though it's not true) and it's seriously messing with my wellbeing. Is this a symptom of bpd? I'm self diagnosed but it never occurred to me that what feeling could stem from the disorder!

YEAH. Its like your mind is playing a trick on you since you cant be with him rn since hes not tangible ): its a sucky feeling i keep having anxiety attacks too

[bpdvulpix]

my bf is on vacation across the country and its giving me anxiety becsuse hes so far away it feels like its not real)): someone help me

[bpdvulpix]

my fp: goes on vacation fp: just hang out w other people while im gone me: ok but ur my fp so idc about anyone else

[bpdvulpix]

My fp told me he's sociopath which means he has never cared/will nevwr care about me and i dont know what to do im just panicing what should i do ?

its nothing 2 do w you ok sweepea its ok to care about him!!! Possibly distance urself!!! :/ idk im sorry

[duopolar]

tfw you just sit and refresh your fp’s blog and social media over and over again, even though you know they haven’t posted anything new

[bpdvulpix]

And you know they havent because u have them on notifs 🙃

[wnq-anonymous]

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[bpdvulpix]

having bpd does have positive effects, you feel more deeply, you are very passionate and understanding. Its not all bad.

[bpdvulpix]

what medications are typically prescribed to treat bpd? also do you have to go to a therapist?

a mood stabilizer is probably the most common medication for bpd, although therapy has been seen as more effective.

[bpdvulpix]

is being possessive over certain things you like such as: a clothing style, bands/music, friends, opinions, etc... a symptom of bpd?

YEPPPO i do it all the time, its a part of your identity which changes frequently and so when someone else “takes” ur personality you become possessive like “no this is my thing”  

[bpdvulpix]

ok hi!! i was wondering if turning on someone immediately/talking bad about them behind their backs when they make you upset or angry is a symptom of bpd? also do you have any advice for someone who isnt really sure how to bring up that they might have bpd to a parent?

okay 1) yes yes its called splitting and i do it ALL the time!! and 2) i think if you sit down and fully explain what bpd is and how it effects you your parents might understand, i hope this helped feel free to message me if you need anymore help