savvy fucking starving @br4wlcl0wnz - Tumblr Blog

me anytime someone I like's tone is slightly off or I feel rejected : I should lose 20kgs

being chronically suicidal is ridiculous bc wdym when i get overwhelmed by my messy apartment instead of washing some dishes i start eyeing pill bottles

i’m the master of eating just enough to not be questioned by our husband

#—🚬

man. feels good to have eaten >1000 kcal yesterday and then SEE the difference today in the mirror. it’s not much, but it’s an encouraging start.

luxsmall

me dropping random crumbs of lore when I get tipsy like "oh yeah I got engaged and left, 4 year relationship from hell" jaws on the floor just for me to move on to my favourite types of energy drinks, rollercoaster conversations are my speciality

#me when i somehow forgot to tell my youngest sibling that i got married until i mentioned i had signed the divorce papers #two years later #and only after my ex husband nearly killed me #OUR FATHER WAS THE OFFICIANT I DONT KNOW HOW THEY DIDNT KNOW

relapsing again 🫠

#i just can’t stay away

i love being estranged from my family! i love knowing that the sibling I RAISED won’t see me again until they’re adults! i love knowing that my parents know what they did to me and just don’t care! i love knowing that i’m nothing but a problem to them! kms

caffeinatedopossum

America really sees unemployed disabled people and goes "skill issue"

hollowboobtheory

ideologically i disagree with outdoor cats but I do like living in a world where there's always a small chance of seeing a cat wherever you go

disconnection-notice-deactivate

Don't talk about weight loss and diets to your daughter, don't talk about weight loss and diets around your daughter, don't comment on your daughter's weight, don't tell her she has to weigh herself every once in a while, don't ruin your daughter's relationship with food, don't make her feel bad about the way she looks. I'm sorry if diet culture fucked you up but please try to break the cycle instead of perpetuating it. Thanks.

#not just your daughters but your kids #eating disorders don’t discriminate

maybuds

the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

should-be-sleeping

I understand old men sitting on porches staring at an empty field more now than ever.

ev1lilminx

i saw a post on here earlier that said if you're fat its not considered ⭐️ving because you have ample amount of stored fat & god damn i cant even have my ed right

grunge-me-up

Quick PSA: most an0r3xics don't die from starvation, but from malnutrition and the side effects of that! No matter your weight starving IS possible! And dying from an0r3xia is also possible even if you're overweight.

toothistired-deactivated2024092

people who say that have never set foot in a nutritionist’s office and it shows.

last year i was admitted to an ed clinic for 4 months, and my weight was “healthy”. i was admitted because i was at risk of cardiac arrest due to the malnutrition in my body.

when i was underweight, that didn’t happen to me. but when i weighed more, it did.

by this i mean it doesn’t matter how much you weigh.

your ed can kill you because of your behaviours, not because of your weight.