includes: smut, oral!female, friends with benefits (kinda), friends with secrets, teasing, pet names, dom!chris, fem!reader.
short summary: you’re always been in a little situationship with chris, meeting up everyday, having sex in secret and pretending that you’re strangers in public but after chris’s team won the tournament he broke the friends with benefits thing.
“Oh- fuck”, Chris breathed out while throwing his head back while I was on top of him, bringing both of us closer to the edge. Once I felt him release inside me i got off of him and licked the juices off.
“Atta girl”, Chris praised me as he grabbed me by the arm and leaned in to kiss me.
“Don’t you need to start getting ready for the tournament?”, I whispered between kisses.
“It can wait”, Chris whispered back, deepening the kiss, I felt his hand sliding up on my chest.
“Yes, now”, Chris groaned.
I pulled away and threw his shirt at him.
“Get ready for the tournament asshole”.
Chris looked at me the whole time as I was putting my clothes back on.
“Tell that to your girlfriend”.
“You know we broke things off”.
“Doesn’t seem like she thinks that way”.
Chris rolled his eyes as he got off of the bed, starting to get ready for the tournament.
“Are you nervous?”, I asked him.
“Not really, I know my team can win”.
“Okay, well I’m heading out.”
“Wait”, Chris grabbed me by the arm before I was able to leave.
“Will you be at the tournament? You know the the final, it’s important to me.”
“Don’t worry, your girlfriend will be there to cheer you on”.
“She’s not my girlfriend and I want you to be there.”
“You already got what you wanted. Sex before your big match. I think that’s enough.”
“I want you everywhere with me.”.
I looked at him and deeply sighed.
“Don’t you think how weirdly everyone would react when they’ll see me with you?”.
“I really don’t give a fuck on what people will think”, he whispered as his hands were softly trailing around my waist.
I breathed out as I backed away.
“I’ll think about it, bye for now”.
I did arrive at the tournament because deep down I wanted to. I wanted to see how good he looks in his hockey clothing. I arrived earlier so I could catch up with Chris before his match but I saw him laughing with his team and his supposedly ex girlfriend standing very close to him. His arm was wrapped around her. I don’t know why I get so jealous when me and him are nothing. We’re just fucking for fun. At least that’s what he said a while ago.
He doesn’t know I’ve been having feelings for him and I’m not planning on telling him. He saw me from afar as he gave me a smile. I didn’t even notice how he was looking at me, I just walked away without noticing.
I walked into the nearest girls bathroom and started at myself in the mirror. A few minutes later she walked in.
I turned to look at her and then turned to look at the mirror again, fixing my hair.
“Is it okay if I ask you something?”, she asked me with a worried tone.
“Is everything okay with Chris? I figured that since you’re very close with him you might know what’s happening to him? He’s been acting very cold towards me”.
‘He doesn’t wanna be with you, he tried breaking up with you tons of times but you’re still not understanding the signs cuz you’re blind as fuck’ is what i wanted to say but instead
“I’m not sure. We don’t talk about stuff like that. I’m sure he loves you”, is what I said to her as I stormed out of the bathroom.
I saw more people surrounding the building so I walked into the arena to take my seat. Chris was standing next to the door. He was looking at me but I glanced at him and turned away. I was pissed and jealous. I was tired of pretending like I don’t feel anything back. I wonder if feels the same.
I saw the teams entering the ice arena and everyone was cheering and screaming loudly, especially to Chris obviously because he was the captain. I saw her again, sitting not so far away from me. She was smiling and cheering him. I started to feel like shit and so guilty because she has no idea what i’ve done with Chris plenty of times. That would destroy her and I’m trying to imagine myself in her place, I would feel the same way. I just hope that Chris will break it off with her for real in a nice way because I don’t want her getting hurt.
The game was going on for about an hour now and the teams were tied up and everybody was screaming so much. The winning goal was given to Chris. All the people surround me were loosing their minds and I know the pressure Chris was feeling. He bend down to his knees for a few seconds and he turned to the audience sight. His eyes met mine. I could see how nervous he was. I nodded to him and mouthed him
I swear, in this moment I could feel everything around me stop, like it was just me and him, having our moment. I snapped out of it quickly tho, noticing him nodding back and him holding his hockey stick firmly. He tricked the other team into spinning around in circles and him landing the puck straight into the middle of the gate. Absolutely everybody went wild, cheering. Chris was raised to the top by his team and all of them shouted “chris” at the same time. I got up and tried getting through the crowd only for her to stop again. I saw her eyes were teary and she was mad.
“What’s wrong?”, I asked her.
“I saw that little eye contact you had with Chris, I wondered why he wasn’t looking to my direction. I know everything..”,
My heart dropped because she was never meant to find out this way.
“Chris said he was gonna talk to you soon, im sorry you found out this way”.
She just looked at me and sighed.
“Look, next time, promise me that you won’t lie if you end up in situations like this. Tell the truth to the girl if the boyfriend is lying”.
I just looked at her because I felt guilty.
She softly smiled and leaned in to hug me.
“Nice to meet you too”, we both laughed it off. We quickly gave each other our phone numbers and she left the game. I saw people were leaving except the teams friends, families, girlfriends.
I tried leaving and I almost did but I heard my name.
“Chris is waiting for you”.
I turned my head and I saw Chris next to the door, I walked down the stairs and walked closer to him. He was looking at me, placing his hand on my cheek and softly playing with my hair. I slowly took off the helmet off of him and placed it on the chair. He looked so fucking good. The wet, messy hair.
“You’re so cute when you look up at me with those doe eyes of yours”.
“Yeah well I can’t change my height.”
“Sexy and feisty. Can’t get enough of you”, and with that he leaned in to kiss me in front of his whole fucking teammates. I didn’t care at that moment because this kiss felt real, because he officially broke the “friends with benefits”, situation. His whole team was cheering and that’s when I pulled away but Chris leaned me in for a hug.
“I love you, I always did”, I whispered into Chris’s ear. He had to bend down a little to hear me perfectly. Gosh, something about him bending down for me made me weak in the knees.
He smiled at those words and leaned in to kiss me again.
“My place, spend the night please”, Chris whispered between kisses.
“Call me that again”, Chris whispered again.
“I looked up at him as I pulled from the kiss for a few seconds.
“Christopher”, I whispered in a tiny seductive tone.
“Fuck, how did I get so lucky”, Chris placed his hands on my ass and leaned in to kiss me again. I softly giggled and pulled him away.
“Everybody needs to know hot my girl is”.
“Go get ready”, I softly punched his shoulders urging him so we could leave this place faster.
Never saw him getting ready this fast, he practically sprung out of the bathroom and fell into my arms.
“You really are something”, I giggled while he was attacking my neck with kisses.
Durning the car ride home it was silent but it was that comfortable silence.
“I broke it off with Camilla”, Chris said out of no where.
I looked at him with a questionable face expression.
“Did you talk to her?”, I asked him.
“Yeah, I thought she left the game before I could talk to her but she was waiting for me next to the bathroom after the game ended”.
“Okay, I talked to her too. She seems hurt.”
“I know. I know. But she pretended to never hear the words when I said that we need to break up so that pissed me off”.
“Well she finally heard you”.
As we slowly pulled to the driveway Chris parked the car and turned to look at me.
“I want you to know that we’re officially breaking this shitty benefits thing. I want you. Not just for sex. But I wanna know everything about you, I wanna spend every minute with you. I want you everywhere with me”.
I just looked at him and slowly picked up his hand and placed it where my heart beats. It was beating crazy.
Chris just looked at me and smiled, leaning in to kiss me again, this kiss felt real, for the first time it felt real. The kiss kept getting more intense, more heavy, Chris leaned in closer, placing his hand on my face, his breath got heavier and his hands were trailing down around my body.
“I need you so bad right now”, Chris whispered. His tone sounded needy and whiny.
Chris pulled away from the kiss getting out of the car, he walked to my side and opened the door for me. Both of us walked into the house, Matt and Nick were eating dinner in the kitchen. When they saw us Matt immediately walked up to us, giving Chris a hug.
“Congrats on winning the tournament bro”.
Matt smiled and then looked at me.
“So I’m guessing you guys made it official?”, Matt asked.
I looked to Chris, I thought that I will have to answer this but Chris answered before I opened my mouth.
“Yes, it’s official”, Chris spoke as he placed a soft kiss on my head.
“That’s cute”, Nick came up to us and gave both of us a hug.
“Well we’re gonna head out”, Matt said.
“Nick wants to see some new movie at the cinema and he’s begging for me to go with him”.
“We will, y’all have fun too”, Matt winked at us before leaving the house.
“Definitely, which gives us the perfect opportunity”, Chris picked me up and placed me onto the kitchen table.
“You really can’t wait, can you?”, I teased him.
“Not when I have the perfect opportunity to please my girl when nobody’s home”.
I smiled at him as he slowly began taking off my shirt as well as I took off his shirt.
He slowly took me into his arms again and took me upstairs, placing me softly onto the bed and kissing all over my neck down to my chest. I breathed heavily not breaking eye contact.
He slowly lowered himself between my thighs, taking off my thong, trailing his fingers around my throbbing clit.
“Fuck-, Chris, please”, I whined.
“Patience pretty, patience.”
Chris slowly licked my folds, low whimpers escaping my mouth, him slowly fastening the peace as my fingers dig into his hair, thrusting my hips into his mouth. He slowly entered his fingers inside, i arched my back digging my fingers deeper into his hair. He threw one of my legs on his shoulders so he would have more access.
I grabbed onto the bed sheets, biting my lower lip trying my best not to let out any sounds.
“Let me hear you ma, i love the sounds you can make with that pretty voice of yours”, Chris teased.
“Don’t fucking stop, oh - my god.”, I whimpered out, throwing my head back.
Chris brought me to the edge making me gasp out loud. He got onto the bed and leaned in to kiss me once again, leaving marks on my neck.
“I’m good, gotta let let everyone know you’re mine”.
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the way i got lazy at the end to write the smut im sorry yall 😞😞been super super busy so please bare with this one. i love you all💗
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