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No unsolicited advice pls, this is just a venty blog it's not that serious I just have brain bad disease and no friends

Im really fucking tired.

#its been a bad few days #its been a bad few months being honest

I love having like 0 sleep over two days and then being hit with a uti that's just sososo fun

#helth #owchie :(#ughghghhhh #like just put me out of my misery jfc #this whole month has been suffering #both mentally and physically #i would like One Day where i am not Afflicted bls

Hmm, oke oke, second time puking out of nowhere in like. A couple weeks. This time after a shitty minimal sleep under a lot of stress so it might be something to do with that. Also gonna note the pizza. The pizza may have caused this. In any case what a way to start the day at like 6.30am 😬

#helth #fuck me dude i feel like shit but i have 6000 words due in less than 30 hours #i should really use this blog more #better tracking of my health issues so that when i do eventually go to the gp i have something to show #like my leg thats been acting up more and more... hmm.

Day three of my knee being fucked 🙃 but I've invested in a cane, maybe that'll help

#owchie :(

Guess who's back to complainnnnnn :)))

I am once again contemplating dropping out cuz lol lmao im so fucked

Messed up inputting the raw data so I've been set back hours, not that it actually makes that much of a difference given i have No Idea how im gonna test my third hypothesis because I Collected the wrong data AND I have written approximately 0 of 10000 words due in uhhh a week and a half??

Even with meds this just. It isn't happening. And I don't have the money to do it all again so. Fuck me ig.

And i have work today and tomorrow lol, gotta get up in like 6 hours and then not get home til 11pm 🤪🤪

I am the stupidest bitch alive but tbqh if people had just let me quit when I wanted to initially it woulda saved us all a whole lotta hassle.

Maybe i will just shit Something out so I can fail the submission instead of the module. Give myself another few months to figure shit out. I've got like. The bare bones of an intro and methods for paper 3 and half the results. If I just scrounge up the rest, slap it into a doc...

I'm about to produce the worst dissertation ever seen but I just. Am too tired rn to care because it is 5 am and I have almost been awake 20 hours.

#ugh #education eduschmation #not like they actually taught me how to do any of it #moved country and spent all my savings to force myself to work with no guidance or support 🤪#not a total waste of time tho #i know what i AINT gonna do going forward 😅#and i met some cool people #im rambling #bleh #gn

Still bleeding btw. It's been almost 2 weeks :)

#owchie :(

Before I forget; cramping and spotting the past two days 😩 also accompanied by a migraine and nausea :)))

#owchie :(

Big Ole cramps yesterday :)

#owchie :(

Today is not a good day. I am so lonely and my heart hurts. I'm sorry my brain is bad but I cant help it especially when I'm stressed and alone.

#loneli

I'm on holiday please I beg of you let me live 😭

#owchie :(#istg #cant even visit a friend in peace without my body freaking out #first my knees #now the Death Cramps

I am so painfully insecure right now. Did I do something wrong? Do you not want me anymore?

#ive had maybe 4.5 hours sleep which probably isnt helping #but i woke up alone #and youre in the next room #and i dont wanna be too clingy #but it makes me wanna cry #because why didnt you wake me up #loneli #my heart hurts :(

The universe is being mean to me for no reason. I do not appreciate this

#>:(#im this close to a fucking meltdown #why is literally nothing going right today?#im also being ignored which doesnt help #i feel like shiiiiittttt <3

Ow ow ow ow ow

#owchie :(

I am once again bleeding from whence I should not and haven't heard jack shit from the doctor :) I would like this to be stopped pls + ty

#:/#its been going for a couple days now and is getting heavier :/

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#ooft owch my soul #loneli

I am once again cursed with cramps, I would like them to go away soon :)

#owchie :(

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I'm so tired:)