all the fishes in the sea

[stcrlghts]

i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

[nocontextderrygirls]

[bravestworrier]

IS ANYBODY STILL OUT THERE

if any of you are please let yourselves be KNOWN

Everytime I open this website it’s just pictures of sharks and bots in my inbox

This blog feels like a shipwreck with sexy robot mermaids trying to get my bank details

If you are a real human and we’ve followed each other a while oh please give me a bell, I don’t know if I should continue to use this haunted house of a website or if I need to find another place to be weird!

S h o w Y o u r s e l v e s L a d s

[gingerhaze]

[bettydraperlookingpissed]

[bravestworrier]

tell you what isolation has messed with my body image so horrendously. I feel like I’m in the fucking yellow wallpaper but the room is my body and I’m just climbing the goddamn walls lads

and like look, I’m potentially never going to buy a scales because I, shockingly, have a history with obsessing over my weight, however, having an objective indication of where my bod’s at would be SICK right now

anyway anyway I was talking about this with my girlfriend and I feel better and I have a lil plan in place to strike a balance between exhausting myself and not having any routine. I just want some kind of stability in this chaos. And I’m lucky as fuck because my home life is generally very stable and sweet and great and lovely.

so this is doable

pew pew

[bravestworrier]

I’ve been in isolation for a month now and I am deeply grateful for my gorgeous adoring partner who I get on with so fucking well

But I’m also missing moving loads. I miss feeling sexy which I’m learning is, for better or worse, really important to me

I miss the fuck out of smoking. I keep thinking this would be a lovely experience if I still smoked. I miss drinking and I miss going dancing While drinking and smoking. Which is gas I didn’t do these things before Covid anyway! Like five years ago yeah but not recently!

I am gettin that itch to do stupid stuff to my hair but I’m holding off on it for a couple more weeks.

[rebel-rebel]

How is this no-budget youtube show the fucking funniest thing

[bravestworrier]

i love the way my body is

[bravestworrier]

i want babies that’s so gross!

[bravestworrier]

im so cute!

[bravestworrier]

people who dont like rise of skywalker are allergic to fun

[bravestworrier]

spending a couple nights away from my girlfriend because we’ve both gone to our family houses for Christmas aaaaand I just woke up to a lil video of them cuddling a kitten and my heart is just... not able

[bravestworrier]

this week i’m gonna do the scariest thing i’ve ever done and i woke up this morning feeling more myself, more resolute, than i have in a long time. like i’ve picked up my pride and dusted it off and i’m me again. i have my girlfriend and my friends and my family all around me. i have a great therapist. i am going to be good!

[a-hologramgalaxy]

[days-of-reading]

“The bad reading [of Gender Trouble] goes something like this: I can get up in the morning, look in my closet, and decide which gender I want to be today. I can take out a piece of clothing and change my gender: stylize it, and then that evening I can change it again and be something radically other, so that what you get is something like the commodification of gender, and the understanding of taking on a gender as a kind of consumerism … When my whole point was that the very formation of subjects, the very formation of persons, presupposes gender in a certain way—that gender is not to be chosen and that “performativity” is not radical choice and it’s not voluntarism … Performativity has to do with repetition, very often with the repetition of oppressive and painful gender norms to force them to resignify. This is not freedom, but a question of how to work the trap that one is inevitably in.”

— Judith Butler

[bravestworrier]

hello my job is exhausting