undisclosed desires

Fawzi Hakim. 29. Well I know gettin' you alone isn't easy to do, And I don't wanna lie and I don't wanna tell you the truth.

[bitchpleaseunicornzarereal-blog]

Be as intrusive as you want, I'll answer 110% honestly.

1. Are looks important in a relationship?

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

3. Are you a virgin?

4. Are you in a relationship?

5. Are you in love?

6. Are you single this year?

7. Can you commit to one person?

8. Describe your crush

9. Describe your perfect mate

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

11. Do you ever want to get married?

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

13. Do you get jealous easily?

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

15. Do you have any piercings?

16. Do you have any tattoos?

17. Do you like kissing in public?

20. Do you shower every day?

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

43. How long was your longest relationship?

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

47. How old are you?

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

55. Share a relationship story.

56. State 8 facts about your body

57. Things you want to say to an ex

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

64. What is your definition of cheating?

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

68. What is your sexual orientation?

69. What turns you off?

70. What turns you on?

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

83. Who was your first kiss with?

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

[brbfawzi]

ninaxmikkelsen​:

“ just a mild overreaction, ” nina let out a little sarcastic scoff, her palms filled with the broken pieces of the vase with little pebbles draping over the shards. “ honestly, i don’t know what the fuck happened. he literally lost his shit because i couldn’t set up his flower arrangements that would normally take a couple days to be ready, in two minutes. he wanted it in two minutes! ” nina raised herself off the floor, wobbling awkwardly towards the trash can inside the counter and threw the pieces away, as well as the smaller debris fawzi had gathered. “ i’m so sorry, i don’t mean to be this annoyed, it’s just been rough day.”

Fawzi grimaced as she described the scene. “No no, you don’t need to apologise,” Fawzi replied, shaking his head. “Sounds like you’ve had a day and a half already. And power to you for dealing with that guy, by the sounds of it I don’t know if I could have let him leave without smashing something myself.” Fawzi gave her a light smile as he began wandering around the shop, admiring the flowers on display. “I did come in to ask for some flower-related help, but I can come back tomorrow if you’d rather?”

[brbfawzi]

As much as Fawzi could dislike his work at times, he hated his days off even more. Without something to keep himself occupied with, he always found himself thinking of his mother. He had decided that he wasn’t ready to process it just yet, or maybe ever, so he was trying to keep himself busy the easiest way he could think of; being blind drunk. He tapped his fingers on the booth table in time with the music that was blasting through the speakers as he watched the people on the dancefloor enjoy themselves. He wasn’t the worst dancer in the world, but he would need a lot of alcohol before he was comfortable busting some moves in front of a crowd. He got to his feet and made his way toward the bar, trying to maneuver his way through the sea of bodies. With one faltered motion he ended up elbowing someone’s drink out of their hand, and immediately turned around to apologise as he heard the glass crash to the floor. “Ah fuck- sorry! My bad, uh... l-let me get you another one. What are you drinking? Or what were you drinking, I guess I should say.”

@amorestart​

[emberkyles]

              The amount of orders she had filled within the last twenty minutes would’ve shocked anyone. It was her little super power, she could make drink after drink without making the smallest mistake but the minute she had a second to stop it was almost like she’d melt into the bar.  Running her fingers through her curls she jumps as she hears someone sit down again at the bar. Sure, The Manor was a usual hotspot but for some reason the bar was packed more than the tables. Eyes dart towards the new customer before sighing and straightening her back. “Shoot…Also watch your hand you might be near a spill spot, it’s been fucking crazy lately so sorry about the mess.”

@amorestart​

[brbfawzi]

Fawzi huffed as he meandered around The Manor, glancing every so often at the bar which was heaving with customers. Fawzi’s regular routine after finishing a closing shift at work was to head straight to The Manor, sit at the bar for a couple of hours and bother one of his best friends while waiting for her to finish her shift. Though when it was busy like this, Fawzi always felt he was in the way. Still; he wanted something to do, and he thought perhaps seeing his face would make her time behind the bar a bit more tolerable. He managed to push through the crowd and get a seat, and gave her a large smile as he met her gaze.

“No need to tell me twice,” Fawzi responded, grabbing a couple of napkins from the dispenser and placing them down in front of him. Whenever he was in one of the other bars on Kissing Gate, he couldn’t help but slip back into work mode. “So, what’s a guy got to do to get a drink around here? I don’t have to jump over the bar and make one myself today, do I?”

[brbfawzi]

MOODBOARD 001: Fawzi Hakim - The Man, The Myth, The Absolute Mess

[brbfawzi]

cvllaghan​:

chance & counters was probably one of archie’s favourite spots in san amore, he always loved making his weekly visit and today was no different as he leant against the doorframe of fawzi’s office, watching as the other man sifted through the paperwork he had. “i’m not envious of that, it is literally the most boring part of any job – this is why i usually pass it onto my assistant.” the man grinned, wiggling his brows. “but i will definitely take you up on that drink,” he said, “although, i feel like being a little spicy today. i had a rough one case at work this morning so i need something to get the morale up. gimme something super secret off menu, but still kinda fruity and delicious.” the scot grinned, stepping aside to let the other through before taking a seat at his usual spot at the bar.

“God, what I wouldn’t give for an assistant,” Fawzi replied as he stepped behind the bar. “Do you reckon yours would want to do my paperwork for me? I’ll pay them - mostly in alcohol. Or board games is that’s their kind of thing.” He flashed a smile at Archie as he grabbed one of the cocktail shakers before glancing around at the ingredients he had on hand.

“Fruity and off-menu? Hmm... I think I have just the thing. I can even make it Christmassy, how about that?” Fawzi had been working on a Mulled Wine Spritzer to add for the menu for Christmas, and Archie seemed like the perfect person to test it on. He carried on chatting as he darted about grabbing ingredients. If working in the service industry had taught him anything, it was how to multitask well. “So-- tough day, eh?” Since his mother’s funeral, he had more of a profound respect for the mortician’s work. He wasn’t one to deal well with death, and somewhat admired Archie’s ability to deal with it on a daily basis. “You wanna talk about it?”

[brbfawzi]

stcviclash​:

a bright smile graced stevie’s face as the man set a cocktail glass in front of them, an appletini, it was their absolute favorite drink to have, unless you were buying them 4$ shots during shot hour at the manor when they were performing. then stevie was a sucker for anything, really. stevie was supposed to be sweeping and wiping down tables, but really, they were too caught up in gossiping at the moment than cleaning. “oh she is, and let me say this, she can’t perform to save her fuckin’ life. you should see her, she looks like she’s just a robot that needs a fuckin’ oil can.” stevie went on to say before grabbing their glass and taking a decent drink from it. “oh she doesn’t know what’s coming for her. she’s gonna look like a damn fool when i steal her second number and she has nothin’ to perform. does that make me a bitch? be honest.”

He smacked his lips together as he finished a sip of his drink, pursing his lips as he though about their question. “Oh, most definitely,” He grinned. “But I would say that’s a bad thing. It sounds like she deserves it, so you bitch away.” Fawzi stirred his cocktail with the long, metal straw that rested in his glass as he continued to speak. “Y’know, I don’t think I’ve ever experienced drama quite like what you’re talking about. What time are you are you performing on Friday? I’d love to see you perform, and I’d also love to watch someone crash and burn on stage. Schadenfreude is one of my many vices.”

[ninaxmikkelsen]

nina stared back at the mess that had been made, a tragedy had occurred. the beautiful peonies that rested in the vase on the counter, ripped to pieces and thrown to the ground. “ y’know, i never quite imagined i’d encounter this, ” nina knelt down to pick up the bigger pieces of the broken vase before turning over to the other figure present at the boutique.  “ you’ll have to excuse mess, the customer before you had a bit of a temper tantrum. — is there anything i can help with? ” 

@amorestart​

[brbfawzi]

Fawzi let out a low whistle as he stepped around the mess, looking at the destruction that had been wrought. “That is... a bit of an overreaction to not getting the flowers you wanted, right?” He knelt down to pick up a few smaller bits of debris that had scattered towards the door. “What did you do - give them carnations when they asks for chrysanthemums?” He looked around awkwardly for a moment before handing her the shards of glass carefully, unsure of where to put them.

[brbfawzi]

@cvllaghan​

“Honestly, I’m glad you’re here,” Fawzi told Archie as he tried to sort through the endless piles of paper that cluttered his desk. Wednesday had always been delivery day for as long as he could remember, but somehow he was still four weeks behind on putting the stock lists onto the system. The admin side of the job was the only part he hated, and he was grateful for any reason to put it off for another day.

“I could do with a break.” Not that he had done much work today; he had spent most of it chatting to customers and annoying his staff members, as per usual. He locked his computer and stood up from his desk, giving his friend a gentle pat on the arm as he slid passed him and out of his office. “How’s about a drink? I’ll make you your favourite, on the house.”

[marriedtolali]

[brbfawzi]

photos from Fawzi’s first year at university

[keptsecretsfm]

@amorestart​​

It was likely that no one could tell that under her seemingly harsh exterior, Max actually loved Christmas. Her decorations were usually some of the best and brightest on Kissing Gate– though it was understandably hard to compete with the bright lights coming from Klub Kiss and The Manor. After she finished directing a few of her employees and putting some finishing touches on the deck outside the bar, Max stepped back with her coffee and took a relieved breath. After nearly a month of waiting for the decorations to come, and a week of decorating, it was done.

“So they don’t make me look like some cheesy bar in a Hallmark special, right?” Max turned to the person next to her as she stood out in front of the brewhouse.

[brbfawzi]

Fawzi admired the work of his friend and her staff with a large smile as he stood outside. He was always impressed with her decorative skills, but she had really outdone herself this year. His smile faltered slightly as he thought of his own bar, which currently stood bare at the other end of the street. After the whirlwind that was the passed few months, he had completely forgotten about Christmas.

“Hmm, I don’t know...” He replied, stroking his chin as he squinted at the lights in an almost pantomime fashion. “... Pretty sure you have an odd number of lights on one side. Looks like you’ll have to start all over again, Max.” He gave her a playful nudge and a short laugh as he finished speaking.

[hcldenbitch]

@amorestart​

“and don’t even get me started on this cum dumpster that thought she could just death drop the entire performance. but the nerve of this bitch, she had the absolute audacity to tell me that ariana grande was her signature look and that if i knew what was good for me i wouldn’t try to do her. so guess who is doing ariana’s santa tell me this friday night.”

[brbfawzi]

Fawzi listened intently, his eyes barely leaving Stevie as he wiped down the bar. He listened to their story with a small smirk on his face, and set down a full cocktail glass in front of them when he had finished cleaning. He took a sip of his own drink and perched himself on the edge of the bar. They shouldn’t really be drinking on the job, but it had become a bit of a habit to have a stiff drink and a bit of a gossip while they closed up for the evening, at least when his sister wasn’t around. “This cum dumpster sounds like a right piece of shit,” He stated with a grin. “I’m sure you gave them a piece of your mind after they said that. Or several pieces, knowing you.”

[brbfawzi]

character stats

Full Name: Fawzi Hakim

Faceclaim: Avan Jogia

Age: 29

Gender: Cis Male

Pronouns: He/Him

Sexuality: Pansexual

Hometown: San Amore

Residency in San Amore: Valentine Cottages

Occupation: Co-Owner/Manager of Chance & Counters, a board game bar in Kissing Gate (Previously known as Chance Encounters, a cocktail bar owned by his mother.)

bio under the cut - tw// death, cancer

Fawzi was born and raised in San Amore with his younger sister. His parents both were very ‘well-to-do’ - his father being a PR consultant for a famous fashion designer and his mother owning the popular cocktail bar Chance Encounters in Kissing Gate, which meant that the two children lived quite comfortably for all of their childhood, but unfortunately never got much attention from their work-invested parents. Most of their childhood was spent with nannies or other family members, which seemed to bother Fawzi more than it did his sister.

Fawzi was always trying to get the attention of his parents by playing the fool and getting into trouble, but it never seemed to work. If anything, it seemed to make them drift away from their ‘problem child’ even more. He found his antics caused a great deal of commotion in school however, and found that being the class clown got him a great deal of attention from his schoolmates. He enjoyed making a spectacle of himself and loved to hear people laughing, whether it was with him or at him.

One of the drama teachers in his school seemed to cotton on to this, and had a chat about him trying some form of performing, be it stand-up comedy or just regular acting. After taking part in the school play, Fawzi found a love of acting. On stage he felt like he could do or be anything that he wanted, and while he was doing it, everyone’s eyes were on him.

Much to his surprise, in his last year of sixth form, his parents actually attended his school play. They were impressed with his performance and dedication, and offered to pay for him to go the Cal Arts once he finished the year. Fawzi was grateful for his parents’ generosity, and spent his years at university doing his best and buckling down to hone his skills and become the best actor that he could.

While at Cal Arts he joined a few societies to try and make friends, one of which being the board game and table top society on the recommendation of one of his classmates. He had never really seen the appeal of games like Monopoly - to him it seemed like it was all up to chance. But the games they played in the group seemed to be more based on strategy and using your wits, which Fawzi instantly became hooked on. He especially enjoyed Dungeons and Dragons, which in his opinion was basically just acting and maths (two of the only things he felt he was truly good at).

Unfortunately during his second year of university, his mother discovered that she had stage 4 cervical cancer which had gone unnoticed. Fawzi’s father, unable to deal with his wife’s illness, left her and the children to fend for themselves. This left Fawzi and his sister to look after their mother, and also run the bar while she was ill. Four months after she was diagnosed their mother passed away, and it was a shock to everyone in the community. 

Fawzi had made it very clear from a young age that he had no intention of working in his mother’s bar, but in her will she had left both him and his sister ownership of Chance Encounters, and requested that they both run it together. He sat down with his sister and discussed their options, and during their conversation had an idea. He wanted to be able to carry on his mother’s legacy, while also adding to it himself so that he could be invested in it. And so Chance & Counters was born, a new board game bar in the heart of San Amore. A lot of people in the community were upset and some even enraged by the change, but Fawzi felt that he had made the right choice.

It’s been a few months since his mother’s passing and since the rebranding happened, and business is booming. Chance & Counters has been so busy that Fawzi hasn’t really had time to grieve or even process the loss of his mother. Not that he really minds - the more he works, the less he has to think about it.

personality:

Fawzi can be a little ‘out there’ at times. As no one was really around to say no to him when he was younger, he’s very impulsive and does whatever he wants. He loves making a fool of himself for attention and enjoys making people laugh. He’s quite oblivious to the world around him and other people’s feelings and issues. He’s not good with subtext or hints about things, he needs to be told directly or he’ll just never figure it out. Though he can be selfish at times, he is mostly a caring person and will do anything for a friend in need.  

connections:

I have a few ideas for connections!! Here’s a quick list, I’ve also included the ones that I put in my application in case those take anyone’s fancy! if you fancy plotting send me an IM or like this post and I’ll come to you !!!

Friendly Neighbours - The kind that can walk freely into each others house like it’s normal behaviour. Very close and would be good friends.

Rival Businesses - They would never say it out loud to any one else as it’s terribly unprofessional, but their rivalry runs deep. Always trying to one up each other and poach each other’s customers.

Chance & Counter Regulars - Customers that always make his day when they come into the bar. He knows their orders off by heart, and sometimes sits down with them to play a game or two.

D&D Players - This could be fun I think - a weekly game of Dungeons and Dragons run by the boss man. Maybe your character is a pro D&D player or absolutely new. Either way, Fawzi would be more than happy to rope someone into his favourite pastime.

Childhood/Family Friends - They’ve known each other for years and know almost everything that there is to know about each other. They’re terribly close and nothing could pull them apart. Or so they say.

app connections:

( AVAN JOGIA ) FAWZI HAKIM is searching for HIS YOUNGER SISTER WHO HE CO-OWNS CHANCE & COUNTERS WITH, with the following suggestions of NAOMI SCOTT, CHARLIE XCX, ALHIA BHATT, OR ANY HALF GURJARATI FC. ( AVAN JOGIA ) FAWZI HAKIM is searching for A REGULAR OF CHANCE ENCOUNTERS THAT DISLIKES HIM FOR REBRANDING THE BAR, with the following suggestions of ANY FACECLAIM. ( AVAN JOGIA ) FAWZI HAKIM is searching for 4 BAR STAFF AND 2 BOARD GAME GURUS THAT WORK IN CHANCE & COUNTERS. THE GURUS WOULD HELP CUSTOMERS PICK BOARD GAMES AND TEACH THEM HOW TO PLAY. with the following suggestions of ANY FACECLAIM.

[alphalewolf]

[desirableendings]

Tell me what you’re waiting for

I just wanna love you…

[adultgaywad]

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But everything looks perfect from far away

[brbfawzi]

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