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[demondetoxmanual]

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[samgifsdaily]

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kvllerqueen

She didn’t know how long she’d slept for when she woke it was still dark but the sky was starting to lighten, she blinked a few times. She knew this was real because the car was still moving and Sam was next to her. “How long have I been asleep?” She asked stretching in the passenger seat trying to find her bearings again hard in a moving car.  “And where are we?” It looked like they were still moving down a large chunk of road, nothing really there, she knew that until they probably got to Nevada that was all they were going to see. 

Sam wasn’t sure how he managed to drive as many hours as he did, but two coffees, and one energy drink later he was still awake. “A few hours,” he replied with a yawn, as he reached for his drink to take a long sip. “I got you a red bull…” He pointed toward the bag on the backseat. It also had a few snacks in it since he was sure they wouldn’t stop again until the gas light came on. “I think we’re like a hour or two away from Nevada…”

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kvllerqueen:

“You are normal Sammy.” She said as a yawn came through, she was getting sleeping soon she’d leave him for a nap, waking only when it was her turn to drive, adrenaline leaving her body. “You’re my normal, being with you is normal.” She never thought she’d ever be with someone like Sam, he was, for lack of a better term, out of her league. She was the dorky girl who rid books and didn’t want to be a part of the popular crowd. Sam was tall and handsome, and smart and kind, all of these things that any girl could clammer for, he could have anyone, she thought but instead, he went with her. He followed her around bookstores and watched wrestling with her, he was perfect for her. 

Throughout his life he had always felt like the outsider, a freak and nothing more. And with a brother like Dean, although he adored him, but at times it was hard being around someone who was so perfect in their father’s eyes. Being with Az was like a breath of fresh air, one in which he never wanted to let go of. So he followed her around bookstores, watched her favorite shows with her, because the more time he spent with her, the more he felt normal, like things could actually look up for him. He took a moment to glance in her direction as he watched her sleep, a smile gracing his features as he turned back to face the road ahead.  

[cupcakesam]

12.21 | There’s Something About Mary

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kvllerqueen:

“Good.” She had worried for a moment if maybe they were just doing this without thinking but she had never thought that there would be someone like Sam. She took his hand in hers bringing to her lips to give it a small kiss before allowing the hands to relax. She knew the benefits of them getting married John couldn’t interfere in their life, and when it came time to go to college because they were married they would be together in the student housing. “I don’t think I had ever pictured myself getting married, I mean I just never saw it working out, but that before I knew you existed. If I had known you were out there I wouldn’t have thought so poorly of marriage.”

His thoughts about marriage were never poor, but he was aware of what happened to his Mother, and there was a small part of him that didn’t want to bring someone into the madness that came with the Winchesters. Az wasn’t aware of the life his family lived, as far as she knew his Mother died in a house fire and nothing more. However now that they would be married, he hoped he could ease her into the truth without her running for the hills. “If I knew you existed I would have tried to get away from my father ages ago. You make me feel normal….safe.”

[cupcakesam]

12.18 | The Memory Remains

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kvllerqueen:

“Don’t know how much sleep I’ll get, I’m a little wired.” She didn’t think there was any way she could actually sleep, shocked that this was actually happening, she couldn’t believe it. She couldn’t believe that Sam would actually do this, that they’d disobey John, but Az wasn’t going to really put too much stock into the absent father. The plus side about taking her Aunt’s car instead of the old junker car she had was that people would assume that they hadn’t left home. “Are you nervous?” She asked leaning back towards the back seat to grab a sweatshirt that’d act as some kind of blanket. “I mean about getting married, I mean — like this? I know we’re doing this but still — in a day we’ll be husband and wife.” She said a grin easing onto her features.

He couldn’t blame her for not being able to sleep, it was one of the reasons he volunteered to do the first round in driving, because not only was he excited about what was to come, but he was nervous that something would get in the way of them becoming husband and wife. “No, actually I’m excited,” he admitted, pausing to flash a small smile in her direction. “I never pictured myself getting married this young, but I never pictured meeting anyone like you either.” He kept one hand on the steering wheel, and with his free one he reached over to hold one of her hands as the drive continued on.

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kvllerqueen:

 Sam even if he was younger than her had been driving longer and was the better of the two so she was willing to let him take the wheel. When the issue of money was brought up she sighed softly, “I have eight hundred dollars that I have from working at the bookstore and the Inn, and my Aunt said if we ran into any real emergency she’d wire us the money. I don’t think it’s a good idea to use your Dad’s credit card he could track it or stop it.” She paused mentally thinking about how much this might cost and if her money would actually stretch that far. She knew it was a long drive but if they could make it straight through or even just sleep in the car for a night they’d be ok, “I think if we’re careful we can make it. Where there is a will there’s a way. It’s about twenty hours to Vegas, what do you think, should we take turns or drive until we’re tired and find a motel?” She asked questions like this was a big deal, no this had been Sam’s life for so long. 

He was used to long car drives, but this would be the first he was actually behind the wheel for a large amount of time. Normally it would be either his father or Dean, and both men never were willing to let Sam get behind the wheel, unless it was the only option. “I think if we drive in shifts we’ll be good. You want to try and get some sleep and I’ll wake you in a few hours?” He took a glance at the gas gauge and luckily it was near full, so them worrying about gas would be the least of their concern for another couple of hours. Truth was Sam was trying to get to Vegas under the twenty hours if he could help it, he figured the more time they spend on the road, the longer it would take his family to catch up to them in the end.

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My sleeping princess. 👸🏼💤

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kvllerqueen:

There was something different about Sam and the men in his life, Azin knew that, but she didn’t want to ask too many questions. She wondered why they all seemed to fear John and listen to him at all costs. She wondered why someone wouldn’t be proud of their son for getting a full ride scholarship to Sanford, she wondered all of these things but didn’t ask. Which was good, because maybe she wouldn’t be able to handle the answer. She could see Sam running towards her and the Jeep, her Aunt had given her car to not raise any questions, they’d just assume she was working late. Az herself was armed with over $800, a white sundress and two wedding bands that had belonged to her maternal grandparents. She wanted to argue it but her Aunt insisted telling her that if she really had a problem with it then it was on loan until they could get them their own. 

Once Sam slipped into the car she leaned forward to give him a quick kiss, kissing was still new to her, and they were about to drive over thirteen hunded miles to get married! it didn’t matter to her though she knew this was right. “We’re getting married.” She said almost as if she was waiting for someone to tell her no they weren’t.

Sam wouldn’t have been surprised if Bobby was already aware of the fact that he was gone. But he hoped the older man would at least give him a head start before telling John he fled the state. “I can’t believe we’re doing this,” he said once he was inside the jeep, unable to contain the excitement he felt. Truth be told, Sam couldn’t remember the last time he had been this happy about anything in his life, he didn’t know what it was about Az, but he had never come across anyone quite like her, she was sweet, good to him, but most of all she made him feel normal. “Hey, pull over,” he said once they were down the road a decent amount of distance. “…let me drive.” He waited for her to pull over before he got out to switch places with her, and once he was inside again, he adjusted the seat before starting the car and pulling back onto the road. “I just thought of something. How are we going to pay for this? All I have is a credit card my Dad gave me.”

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kvllerqueen:

She’d sent a message that said alright, she’d see him in an hour. There was no real hesitation in her mind about what they needed to do, if his father was going to make life difficult for him then they’d find a way around it and she thought they did. Sam had just turned eighteen and she already was, it was a weird thought to be married at that age but they were going to do it. “I’m going to go now.” She told her Aunt who shoved some folded up bills in her hand, before Az could fight it she told her, “It’s a loan or it’s a wedding gift, right now don’t worry.” With a nod and a hug, she’d leave her Aunt’s place to drive towards Bobby’s. Grabbing her phone she’d send a message to her future husband that read ‘i’m outside, a block away’, she knew the man known as B.obby S.inger so well.

Bobby might have looked like an old drunk, but the man was wise beyond his years. So it wasn’t a surprise when he stuck his head in the room, in the middle of Sam’s packing. “Going somewhere, kid?” He asked. “No, sir.” He quickly replied. “...not until tomorrow when my dad gets here.” He sighed heavily, before taking a seat on the bed and glancing in the other’s direction. He could feel his phone vibrate in his pocket, so he knew Az was close. He swallowed hard as he continued to glance at the other. “I just wish I could stay, you know? School year almost over…Az.” Bobby came over to pat him on the shoulder. “I know you do, kid. I know you do…” And with that he finally left the room, but Sam could sense he right there on the other side of the door. So instead of grabbing anything else, he just grabbed the one bag he did have packed and slipped through the window. “Sorry, Bobby,” he thought to himself as he landed on the ground with a soft thud. He read Az’s message and made a quick dash toward the road. 

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kvllerqueen:

( MSG | SAM | sent. ) she will, she knows about your Dad. ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) she doesn’t like it. she said it was only a matter of time before we got married anyways, says we’re in love. ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) don’t worry. it’ll be between the three of us.

( MSG | AZ | sent. ) Good.  ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) I’m almost finished packing.  ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) But we should wait another hour.  ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) Bobby will be sleep then. 

[coldofflesh]

                                      your smile is everything I aim to protect

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kvllerqueen:

( MSG | SAM | sent. ) we have these plans, going to Sanford finishing our senior year. ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) we can’t do them if he’s there controlling everything.  ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) being married will help us get student housing too.  ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) let me ask, at this point she’ll probably give us a loan too. ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) i’ll text you back once i know.                                         five minutes later. ( MSG | SAM | sent. ) get your stuff we’re going to vegas.

( MSG | AZ | sent. ) NO FLIPPING WAY!!! ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) your aunt is the coolest woman on the planet! ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) Will she keep this herself? ( MSG | AZ | sent. ) I don’t want this getting to my Dad and him or Dean coming to Vegas to stop us.