I think I'm pregnant. Like for real this time. I'm scared. Really scared. For a million different reasons. I can't even find a guy who wants me for me like how I want them. It's never gonna happen if I really am pregnant. Also my family. How would they take it? Would they help me or would they disown me? I'm just getting back on good terms with them. And I'm not financially ready. I can't even take care of myself. I've never been so scared in my entire life. Doesn't help that I don't know who the father would be. Now I feel like a slut in a bad way. And I thought my life couldn't get any worse












