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jigsawgirl96-deactivated2022030

Every day I come on here and go blah blah blah blahblablahbksngyiidwrrZTT DU HHNNCDVVBNffccvnnnjhn

I don't think its ever going to end

#I've been here forever #lights.txt

muzantropic

Abandoned Planetarium (Pink Planet House) Solnechnoye Sanatorium. Leningrad Region, Russia

Lenproekt, 1965

Maybe im just hangry

#maybe i AM the problem #lights.txt

Nothing has happened recently but i just keep thinking. At what point do you get to stop being the one going "im sorry, i didnt realize, i wont do it again." And having to be on edge and policing your own behavior around someone who does not reciprocate this to you. If they do something to upset you and you tell them, it turns into them telling you how and why they cannot change their own behavior and how dare you even say anything about how it makes you uncomfortable. And they will cry and be upset until you apologize and you don't bring it up ever again. Do they at some point realize that you have stopped engaging with them anymore? Do you just fade out of their lives? There just seems no point in trying to explain to them that it's easier to not talk or engage with them bc there is this ever present looming fear of upsetting everything by doing something accidentally. And then you feel bad bc there's just nothing to say anymore and they obviously don't understand why you aren't the same as before.

#i think we're just not compatible as close friends.#im going to be honest #i keep feeling like there isnt any point in trying anymore #and this is with a couple of people #i feel very taken advantaged of by being considerate of others and im tired #lights.txt

Literally i have been so busy driving to and from work and being at work i have no time to think about anything and i am sleeping like shit all the time i am too tired to be anything but tired

#literally all i ever want to do is come home and lie down #i miss my friend coffee what if i start drinking coffee again i dont think it would help tbh #sigh #lights.txt

The fact that ive been coping with a grief so big and deep for years and no one notices or cares 🙂‍↕️

#mostly because I don't talk about it 🤭#lights.txt #its truly been agonizing

mr-dinosaurus

I love reading fanfics where one character is tagged as jealous, but their partner is unlovable to anyone but them. Like.. calm down, sweetheart, no one wants your man. We're still trying to figure out why you want your man.

#🥰

markovchaingang

guitar with "the purpose of this machine is what it does" written on it

Good news is it's finally snowing. Bad news is that i have to go to a JOB INTERVIEW an hour away in the CITY

#the job wont be in the city it would be 20 minutes away from my house but theie main office is in the city and theyre doing a hiring event #soooooo here i am 30 minutes early bc i wasnt sure how the traffic was going to be

Good news is it's finally snowing. Bad news is that i have to go to a JOB INTERVIEW an hour away in the CITY

#the job wont be in the city it would be 20 minutes away from my house but theie main office is in the city and theyre doing a hiring event #soooooo here i am 30 minutes early bc i wasnt sure how the traffic was going to be

Good news is it's finally snowing. Bad news is that i have to go to a JOB INTERVIEW an hour away in the CITY

#the job wont be in the city it would be 20 minutes away from my house but theie main office is in the city and theyre doing a hiring event #soooooo here i am 30 minutes early bc i wasnt sure how the traffic was going to be

Amd then her fucking over a month of paid vacation she gets every year for her work from home job and then shes like ''im only going to have one paid vacation day for this 3 week long trip im taking to see relatives for the holidays :( i still have pto but i just don't want to use it :/" fuck offffffffffffffff

#cant stand her fucking ass #.txt

I have incredible money fear and i hate not having money and having to owe people money bc ive had so many fucking complications with cars and also health and ive had to borrow money from people and pay them back and it sucks and i want to be self reliant but i just cant seem to be able to save money (bc of the aforementioned complications) and my roommate has almost 100k on her bank account and always complains how she has to move money from her back account to her checking and its like bitch i have 2k and thats going to be gone by the end of December

#shut up shut up shut up shut up #cant even be assed to be like ''oh i'll cover your dinner'' or something when shes always the one trying to convince us to eat out with her #.txt

Where's that post thats like friend who makes minimum wage: hey man don't worry about just cover my lunch sometime :)

Vs friend who makes salaried: ok so venmo me 3.46 for the shared lyft ride

Or whatever bc its SO TRUE

#its so fucking annoying #and like i dont think friendship should be tit for tat or i did this for you so have to do this for me #but my roommate doesnt fucking do any chores (I DO THEM) and doesnt drive doesnt pay car insurance and i drive her around all the time #and i dont ask for like gas money or anything #and idk shes always lets go out to eat lets go do this and then venmos me for every little thing #and i dont have a job rn and i should make better financial decisions but she never offers to like pay or cover anything when she knows #that i dont have an income right now #and i want to be able to pay for rent #god she just pisses me off all the time #and she'll also forget to venmo things and so she'll do it all at once and im like why couldnt you have asked me for this when I HAD INCOME #god i need to get a grip but im pissed off #sick of doing everything #.txt

kidangel

U a girl?

i am nothing

asurrogateblog

I think tumblr should have a self-plagiarism alert feature I want a pop-up that says “you already made this exact post with this exact phrasing two weeks ago. there is no hope for you”

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