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I’ve never felt so alone, if I didn’t have you growing inside me I wouldn’t be here. If anyone just knew the truth maybe they all wouldn’t have left me for dead. Ironically I’m signing my own death wish but choosing life. Once you are earth side I promise you a better life with a good family I’m sorry I couldn’t be more. I’ll see you soon bro ❤️

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In the embrace of the fog, my soul finds peace.

I go too call you every morning, and I have to stop myself because the rejection is physically breaking my heart. I have lost the most consistent love of my life for the past 15 years. I cry every single morning thinking about you, but this morning is different - I have never felt pain like this before and all I want to do is tell you I miss you, I’m sorry and would do anything to make this right. I go to send you a message but I stop myself because the last thing I want to do is put further pressure on you and face more rejection.

I’ve lost a lot in my life but nothing hurts like this, I never thought there would be a day where you wouldn’t be here.

I have never been more scared and alone in my life, I’ve been through some stuff but nothing has ever felt this terrifying because I always had you.

Nothing prepares you for friendship heartbreak.