Breathe Hope in Me

Alyssa Marie Zawislak ☮<3 :)

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[breathehopeinmee]

Until the one time you fucking do it falls apart

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[caramelcoatedxxxtacy]

I know now that I can’t save you, But I didn’t know that at 13 or 18 or even 20. At 13, I didn’t know that it was possible to love someone so much that your heart could feel like it was going to beat right out of your chest so when you said you loved me, it was the first time I heard it from a boy I liked so much that it hurt so of course I said it back & even though I didn’t know what love was back then, I knew it had to feel something like that. At 18, I didn’t know that my heart could bleed for nights at a time, but it can & there was so many nights that I thought I was going to die but you said you loved me again & I said I loved you back, I meant it. God knows I meant it. I was a few days from being 21 & you said you were sorry so I unlocked my door for the last time & I held your hand like I did when I was 13; I led you to the bed & I let you undress me like you did for the first time when I was 18 & sorry felt like your lips all over me & it wasn’t nearly enough but that night, it felt like it was. I’ve been 21 for almost two months now & I know for sure that I can’t save you & your apology that night wasn’t nearly enough. I know that you still aren’t sorry & when we had sex, it was the only time you ever gave a fuck. But what a fuck it was.

My first love in a poem. (via caramelcoatedxxxtacy)

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i always change my mind about everything except the password i have been using since i was 10

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[breathehopeinmee]

First episode of Orange is the New Black: Wow this theme song is long

Halfway through the season: THE ANIMALS THE ANIMALS IS TRAPPED TRAPPED TRAPPED TILL THE CAGE IS FULL THE CAGE IS FULL THE DAY IS NEW AND EVERYONE IS WAITING WAITING ON YOU AND YOOOOOOOOOOUVE GOT TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME

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Wow… just wow en We Heart It.

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"People say don’t get married young or whatever because we’ll miss out on everything, but the thing is I don’t really see much I’d wanna do without you."

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the best graduation speech ever

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school picture day

[deansurvived]

At 17, I was a depressed teenager who self harmed and wondered about just how painful it could possibly be to end my life.

Right now, I’m laying on the couch, and I can hear my husband reading our four year old a bedtime story using silly voices.

Life gets better. Make sure you’re there to see it.

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