Breeja_Mae

MCL/Eldarya. I like to write but can't draw for crap. Therefore I will write about my candy, your candy, a candy, some boys, whatever. Ask for scenes, head cannons, ect and I will see what I can do for ya. My icon picture is by the amazing @Jedruch !

[breeja-mae]

The Lion King

Bree: Hakuna Matata? Haha, I can’t believe it!

Cas: Give it back! And what about it? It was my favorite movie when I was a kid.

Bree: Well that’s adorable. Show me what you got. I will be the judge of how true of a fan you are.

Cas: You’re making fun of me.

Bree: You are talking to the girl who had three Lion King themed birthday parties in a row. Now shut up and impress me.

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Nothing quite brings the MCLU/Eldarya fandom together like bitching about how awful Beemoov is.

[lizs-fictitious-life]

Can someone explain me what’s happening with Eldarya??

[breeja-mae]

Nothing is working and Beemoov is the worst.

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Can anyone else not enter the companion shop to buy bait?

[breeja-mae]

So I’m at episode 11, level 18 in eldarya and don’t have access to the market. Uhhh, what?

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On Bree Saving Cas from Fangirls

Castiel: Thanks for saving me. They can be a little much.

Bree: Saving you? Pft, I was trying to get you alone. Because you’re like, so fucking hawt. Like, it’s even better up close. Like, am I your favorite groupie? Didja write a song about me? Ohhhh, maybe I could be, like, a roadie. No, wait, I could be, like, your personal assistant. Lemme have your babies.

Castiel: Why are you the way that you are? 

[teaparti]

What is your OC’S nickname(s)?

[breeja-mae]

Breeja: Bree, B

Chloe: Chlo (not much shorter, lol)

[lizs-fictitious-life]

I finally have a name for her, she’s Alizee ♥ 

[breeja-mae]

She and Bree can be hair twins <3

[siguun]

help holo mom to punch art block✊

I want to draw some candy baes so you can reblog this w/ your pretty girl and make my day better✨

[breeja-mae]

Here’s Bree, if you’re interested!

[fictionalsimps]

Let’s talk Nathaniel pt. 2

*may contain spoilers*

So I have seen episode 3 of MCLUL. And the scene with Nathaniel that people have mixed views about (I happen to love it). I just want to write what I think is going on here from my own interpretation.

The way I see it Nathaniel’s breakup with Candy really messed him up. I talked about this in the first part but hear me out. Nathaniel put all his effort to be perfect for an abusive father. And when he is free of him starts changing immediately. He also tells Candy that he is unsure of what exactly he wants. He finds himself leaning on his girlfriend and cat for support as he no longer feels like part of his own family. When this girl that came into his life and freed him also disappears I imagine Nathaniel fell into despair. He most likely didn’t see a point in being in the University anymore as he signed up to be with his girlfriend thinking she was going to be there with him. He most likely stopped caring about what he SHOULD do to better his life and instead focused on how he could enjoy life alone. He sought comfort in random girls, drinking, partying, etc just to feel something. (Note that Nathaniel was never perfect as the previous him was a persona put on to please a overbearing father.) Reason I believe this? Because he shows he cares genuinely about how Candy feels and making sure she is okay. Yeah he makes crude jokes, but that is because now he has a new persona and he is still clinging on to it. Truthfully he doesn’t know how to act anymore because he doesn’t know who he is. (Trust me I know people like this who change who they are depending on who they are dating and hanging out with to the point they don’t know who they are and it’s hard for them to have real relationships. They become very self destructive and lonely) 

Clearly Nathaniel could have ignored Candy when she was being assaulted. Clearly he could have let her walk alone at night after he did save her. He could have not offered to teach her how to defend herself. Or tell her to make sure she got to her dorm safely because he couldn’t protect her all the time. He also could not have given two craps that she saw him kiss another girl. Oh yes I am bringing this up. The kiss.

So you guys know that when Nathaniel asks if Candy wants him to go into her dorm (after the assault he saves her from) and if she says yes his meter will go down and he says he doesn’t want an easy girl right? But wait!!! Why was he kissing a girl that “doesn’t even know his name” then? What I think is that to Nathaniel Candy is held to a higher standard. He sees her as being too good for him and too good to just throw herself at anyone. I think Nathaniel knows hes not a good person and so he uses crude jokes to push Candy away which is why is meter goes up when you refuse his invitations. Did no one else find this weird? If he really thought he was amazing he would have just slept with Candy no questions asked, but he didn’t. He pretty much told her to value herself.

Why did he seem embarrassed and say he was being a jerk for teasing Candy after she witnessed the kiss? Because he is embarrassed that the one person he never wanted to hurt and thought so highly of caught him doing something despicable. He even gives a little self depraving smile to her when he says he is being a jerk. He chased her because though he pushes her away he cares for her and doesn’t want to hurt her ever. He let the girl slap him because he felt he deserved it and he told Candy he was sorry without looking her in the eye because he probably felt he was unworthy of her forgiveness. And says “I’m sorry if I hurt you, I didn’t mean to.” Perhaps his way of saying that he didn’t think she would even care. That her reaction was unexpected and caught him off guard because like I said he thinks she is too good for him.

This is all just speculation on my part. Something I thought about when seeing all this. I don’t think Nathaniel is a bad guy. I think he’s a troubled person who might suffer from a form of identity disorder. I know a lot of people want to write him off as just being a jerk, but I don’t believe everything is black and white and considering he goes out of his way to make sure Candy is fine just doesn’t convince me he is.

Let me know what you think? Keep it civil :)

[moonlightmcl]

I agree with pretty much everything, but my point of view is slightly different.

Nathaniel wasn’t Candy’s ex in my case, so the argument that he suffers after Candy kind of falls flat. I just see it as you mentioned further: he was confused after leaving his abusive father and decided to change his persona, a persona that shows that he is strong, independent, doesn’t need anyone and is far from vulnerable, like a wolf that doesn’t need a pack and decided to go its own way. This type of U-turn happens to people who has been through heavy forms of abuse, be it emotional or physical, but just like you said, it’s just a persona, just who he is on the outside, what he wants to seem like to those around him. Because he’s had enough of being abused and swore to himself he won’t go through that again. 

He obviously is still caring on the inside, but he’ll show it very rarely …if ever. For those who didn’t choose Nathaniel as a boyfriend in high school, maybe he sees Candy as the one he still cares for and trusts due to the fact that she was the one who helped him leave the mess within his family. Not his mother, not his sister, but… Candy.

At least… that’s how I see it.

[breeja-mae]

Bad Boy Chronicles Origins?

So. Bree and Nath have this whole backstory from high school where they make a similar mistake. Since this episode of mclul is not very inspiring, how would people feel about The Bad Boy Chronicles: Origins? 

Let me know!! I’ll need a few days to get my plot in order and write it (I do have a scientific paper I need to write for publishing) but I would happy to do it if you guys will read it? Let me know!

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Bree Facts

Breeja has a surprisingly deep voice. It’s also a little gravely. 

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Facts: I am bad at keeping track of the days

Doing a shit job remembering to do daily facts, but here is another one.

Breeja and her dad always did science experiments together when she was little. He never once told her building an electric toy car was for boys, that girls didn’t mix chemicals to make them explode, that she should play with dolls. He helped on every single experiment she wanted to do. He supervised her science fair projects every year. She always took first place. Celebratory milkshakes were a must after every win.

[mcl-pauly]

Hi I was just wondering what the actual fuck is Melody doing in arts??? I mean, cmon, that girl has less creativity and style than a fucking rock?? Why putting her in mclul and not Violette, the real artist in this game??

the real question is what am I doing in arts, ME, who totally committed a murder on a color wheel back in ep 32

[jedruch]

She is in love with her sunglasses

[breeja-mae]

Are you gonna make part 2 of The Bad Boy Chronicles: Bad Decisions?

I would like to! I don’t have inspiration for a part two yet. Maybe when Episode 3 comes out (and hopefully we’ll get to interact with Cas) I’ll come up with something! Glad you enjoyed it though!

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Facts Day 8

Ugh, I suck. I’ve definitely skipped day. Anyway...

Breeja is brilliant when it comes to math and science based topics. She never studied much in high school for any of those subject. English and literature objectivity makes her mad. Can’t the drapes be blue because the author wanted them to be fucking blue.