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On Finding My Birth Mother
(All photos of Whitney in this article are from 1987, the year I was born)
I am sure the general consensus of a random girl on the internet saying she's Whitney Houston's daughter... is like "yea, right sure". Lol however, in my case, it's absolutely true. I knew I would come to an ultimate finding at the end of all the gang stalking, rampant abuse, and people in almost any community I entered turning on me for no real reason... but I never thought THIS would be the conclusion.
I initially guessed it was about money... and it was, but in a much deeper and darker way than I was initially aware. Multitudes of people were paid and bribed to extort me and play with my life: (mind, heart & soul), my businesses, my finances and my love life. My family was behind most of the crimes, but another family was involved as well... which I will get into a little later. For now... let me start at the beginning of this sorted tale of pure injustice.
It all begins with my birth story. I am a 4th/5th generation back Mason on both sides. Mason's have trafficked Children in America for generations. When Israel began to occupy and colonize America in the 50's they started running regime programs through cults. They wanted complete control, and as Zionists do magic, they thought control would best be conducted through cults who also grasp elitist new world order.
I was born 2 months early. I was 2 pounds, 8 ounces. The story I was told goes that my false mom passed out and almost died of Toxemia and I almost died because I was a preemie. She said no one was there when I was born... not my dad or my grandma. She said they came much after. But there is a journal in which my dad wrote to me as I was being born and writes that I am strong and a surviver. My false mother and I weren’t even in the same city. They took me out of Whitney early, because my false mom went into labor and Whitney wasn't supposed to be showing pregnancy at the height of her career. I was given to a married Mason couple: my bio dad and his wife. My paternal Grandma told me the Masons have my real birth certificate. I believe I was born in New Jersey and taken to California after. I had to be in an incubator for months, because my ribs weren't even fully developed.
The year I was born: 1987. The year of the first intifada. Whitney was traveling the world, released 'I Wanna Dance with Somebody', and she came out with her 2nd album 'Whitney'. Four of her songs took the #1 spot: I Wanna Dance with Somebody, 'Didn't We Almost Have It All', 'So Emotional' and 'Where Do Broken Hearts Go'. They were all about my dad and her. She scored an unprecedented consecutive number-one hits on the Billboard Hot 100, surpassing the records previously held by The Beatles.
Long story short Whitney was booked and busy and viewed more as a product at that point than a woman. She was managed by a man who doubled as her Israeli handler named Clive Davis. It is widely known that Clive Davis was a Zionist and long time supporter of Israel and actively advocated against antisemitism. Following the October 7, 2023, Genocide, Davis made public statements “condemning the Hamas violence”. In 2003 Whitney and Bobby went on (what looks like) a retreat forced by Clive to Israel. Whitney refused to shake the prime minister's hand. They were made into honorary Israeli citizens, which being an anti apartheid advocate would have been something my bio mother never wanted.
Whitney Houston was the first artist woman to preform in post apartheid South Africa. She spoke out against apartheid and performed for Nelson Mandela even in prison. Clive (her Zionist Handler) clearly never liked this and she was punished for it and ultimately killed. She and Bobby were both “punished” or a better word would be "tortured" by Zionists for not falling in line.
So the year I was born Whitney was unmarried, but she still had a handler. She wasn't "supposed" to get pregnant and it was probably against her contract. My dad and Whitney both grew up in Orange, New Jersey and I think he knew her before he met my false mother Karen Monroe . "Saving All My Love For You", released in 1985, the lyrics tell the story of a woman waiting for her lover despite knowing he has a family and only shares "a few stolen moments".
Whitney admitted that she herself once had “a terrible love affair.” She said: “He was married, and that will never work out for anybody,” she said of her own experience, “Never, no way.” Notice in 1987 (the year most videos in this article are from) she only wears baggy loose fitting close or suits at the height of her career that year:
Years after Whitney’s sudden death in 2012, the F.B.I. released 128 pages’ worth of documents detailing investigations. The bureau provides information on three cases, dating as far back as 1988—two of which related to threatening letters she was receiving, the third related to an extortion attempt made by someone demanding $250,000 in exchange for keeping information on Houston’s alleged “romantic relationships” secret.
The second case was investigated in December 1992, after a person claiming to have “intimate details regarding Whitney Houston’s romantic relationships” threatened to “go public with the information unless [redacted] is paid $250,000.” In exchange for the $250,000, the heavily redacted case files specify, the unidentified person offered to sign a confidentiality agreement and provide transcriptions of taped conversations they had. Although the files do not mention how the case was ultimately resolved, Whitney Houston, Whitney Houston’s father, John (who ran her management company, Nippy Inc.), and Houston’s attorneys communicated with the F.B.I., and a confidentiality agreement appears to have been drafted. In the end, the F.B.I. determined that no federal crime had occurred. A HUGE crime however did occur... a crime that still involves me.
I am going to write about this very factually. According to these FBI files this totally appears to be about my parents. My dad is an attorney in California. My dad and Whitney were friends who grew up together in Orange, New Jersey, but my dad had a wife in 1987. After Whitney got married in 1992 and found her own joy, it looks like my mother was upset and they extorted her. Whitney said she would never do anything publicly to embarrass my false mother, but I believe she was extorted anyhow... on top of the deal they made at my birth.
Many many pages are missing from the case. There were a ton of nondisclosure agreements in place as well. Aside from legal stipulations the cults, illuminati and the Gov. in general also put in place spiritual oaths and contracts that the parties involved are not allowed to break. This is why my parents could never tell me who my real mom was. It's why my paternal grandma had to risk her life to tell me. My parents took blood oaths and agreed to the Mason contracts.
With all this legality and with the fact that my dad is actually a lawyer, everything was set in place to keep me from my birth mother away from me forever. My false mother is also a raging narcissist who would do literally anything (including kill) to uphold her false image. She NEVER wanted the masses to know that my dad had always cheated on her, but it lead to them inevitably getting divorced when I turned 10 anyway.
There are some rumors that my birth mom Whitney's Illuminati contract had ended, and she had to be killed in order for Blue Ivy to enter the Illuminati. She came from a celebrity family, so they already had Illuminati ties.
So, how did I find out she is my mother? I am sure you are curious to know! Well I did a DNA test that confirmed my findings but also my grandma told me. One night while my 92 year old grandma and I were watching the 'I Wanna Dance with Somebody' music video... she finally told me. She introduced the conversation like: hey, you see her... that's your face, which made me laugh, but also truly tripped me out, because it was actually so spot on and it really is a face just like mine. Then she told me what really happened, my true birth story and about my birth mother. My grandma said I didn’t have a mother and she felt it was her responsibility to guide me, as she is the last one left who could. My grandma left the Masons so she can somewhat move freely but she still risked everything to tell me the truth.
My grandma said the baby my false mother was pregnant with at the same time as Whitney, was given up for adoption. As my false mom and bio dad were Mason's they were given the more spiritually powerful child as a sacrifice and for them to energetically live off and Siphon. Do you think Whitney sang "I Believe That Children are Our Future" with MJ for no reason? Nah... there was a HUGE reason... THE REASON: me. She became a child advocate due to my existence.
My grandma kept tripping out about how Whitney died the night she told the truth. As we were watching the music videos she kept asking "Wait - how did she die again?" - To the point where I could tell, (because I read energy) that she actually knew her. She liked her a whole lot. She said all the ladies liked my dad during that time and that they were wild times and everyone got with everyone. But the way she spoke of Whitney, Whitney’s dad, and family... I could tell. My grandma didn't like Whitney's dad... (who I do not believe was her biological father). My grandma said the man who claimed to be Whitney's father raped her. A ton of physical rape went on within Mason communities for generations. Often incest went on as well. Now, in most cases, they do it through surveillance instead. My grandma said Whitney’s false dad contributed to Whitney’s death and for sure she didn't die the way they said.
Whitney's father, however, was already dead by the time she was killed. She did not attend his funeral. She also had to file a lawsuit against her own father some years after my parents extorted her. Her father stole a ton of money and she cut him off as manager. He also messed with her relationships and broke up a relationship of hers. Whitney had a relationship with a woman once and her father didn’t like this. He was clearly a Mason.
I believe Clive Davis arranged for Whitney to be killed on behalf the Illuminati (who are Masons and Zionists). I also believe the Zionist regime began attacking and torturing her after her first show of support for Nelson Mandela and anti apartheid South Africa.
Where things got complicated is that some Mason’s lied and told my biological dad I was not his real blood child. They did spell work on him and used MKAultra. He warned me when I was in college that he would not be there for me and my brother as we got older… so emotionally I was prepared. They wanted me treated like a child of incest not an artistically gifted celebrity child of two parents who were in love with one another. My false mother, Karen Monroe, my dad’s white racist Zionist girl friend Alisa and another random boomer Mason lady named Shawdra Blue started these lies, the spell work to change peoples perception of me.
It seems as through the Masons use kids of incest as like slaves to do their dirty work. They are hired as minions, informants and to harass people so the elites at the top will not get caught.
Due to who I really am, I was watched all my life, but until around 2016 that it became very aggressive. In 2016 I was in magazines, and before then they thought I would never really amount to much. Trumps Zionist regime also began in 2016. That year I got really sick and almost died. I got a strange illness and experienced a complete immune system crash. I now know what happened to me was just Zionist biological warfare conducted by Masons. Israel gives cults such as the Masons, biological warfare (similar to covid illnesses) to help torture its victims.
My family was trained and told to abuse me in specific ways since I was a baby so that would not come into my "power" or "magical gifts". Whitney came from a strong line and she didn't know her real father or where she was truly from and they used this against her as well. My family has orchestrated events all my life, hired actors and bribed external people to abuse me so that I would A.) never find out who I am but B.) never be able to stand in MY OWN truth if I ever did. Yet…somehow, however, I have arrived.
My family sabotaged my love relationships like Whitney's all my life. In 2023 I reconnected with and artist friend of mine who I had known for 10 years. His name, Blue the Great. We supported one another’s careers from the beginning and we never hooked up. We were friends who had a deeper connection but nothing romantic had yet to start. Little did I know Blue’s family were also Masons. At the time I didn't even know my family were Masons, because they all lied. Anyway Blue's mother is a top Mason trafficker of children on behalf of the Zionist regime. Ms. Blue has trafficked 5 children so far: 4 kids and 1 grandkid. I am guessing Blue actually has a biological celebrity mother too, as is the practice of trafficking. Shawdra Blue (like my parents) hired outside people as actresses or actors in Blue's life. When I reconnected with Blue things got a lot more complicated, because the Masons and the regime targeted us both like we were reincarnations of Whitney and Bobby Brown.
If you are a gifted and thus trafficked kid you are surveilled since birth. Masons begin siphoning energy early. For example my false mother siphoned my (nonbiological) little brother so much as a baby that my brother got polio and was paralyzed for a long time. He had to wear leg braces.
Blue and I were both being trafficked in a game beyond our knowledge… until we became aware. My family tried to bribe him to no longer talk to me. Mason’s told Blue lies about me and himself. His mother was in fact the third party in our relationship. They probably told him he's just an elevated cult member which is why he gets such perks. His false mom, my parents and the cult also sexually blackmailed him. He was actually (like me) put up as the sacrifice within his own cult group or fed ring. Many Masons are gay, yet closeted, sexual deviants and often boomers who are too ashamed to express their sexuality, so they go about it in very dark ways.
Shawdra Blue (Blue's false handler mother) paid 2 hoes to harass, copy my words, image and likeness… do spell work on me and stalk me. She had them do the same to Blue. When I exposed the hoes Shawndra took on the hoe role herself and come out with an AI copy of my Coloring Book. She gave me no credit or acknowledgement and worked hard to crush the #colorforacause campaign I had been building through my art organization STUK Designs. She then proceeded to get volatile and “competing” with me for her own son, which is the most twisted thing I have ever witnessed.
Shawdra Blue is even worse than my false mom. On top of that she did her own spell work against me and Blue. A spell to hide me from being seen clearly by the external world, so that I would somehow be dependent on her shadow energy. She wanted me left in an energy of heartbreak by Blue. She tracked us both as a fraud playing puppet master behind 2 hoes. She and multitudes of Masons and Zionists surveilled us both and virtually had sex to me and Blue because Zionists told the Masons this is how you gain power over divine beings. A lie. Rape is actually a method of torture used by Israel and the IDF.
Shawndra Blue proceeded to not only hire one hoe but TWO. The first fraud was named La Bonita. The second fraud Baby Mama is named Chrissy Marley - the goal: two women pregnant at the same time like Whitney and my birth mom. They tried to play Blue like my dad.
Shawdra Blue then planted a false baby (named Sky) as her 5th trafficked child. She brokered a deal with an Israeli girl who is a distant relative of Bob Marley. The Marleys got turned Zionist and bribed after Bob Marley’s death. Many of them live in Israel. Apparently this Zionist girl Chrissy Marley was supposed to replace me after they killed me like Whitney. They were gonna split up my life force energy or “my magic” between them all upon my demise. As if that would even work… lol these people believe in lies and illusions.
When they could not off me I was 51/50's and sent to a psych ward where they planned on keeping me forever until the judge dropped by case after telling her I was a Mental Health advocate and artist and showing my website. On my last day in jail it was Easter and they let me and some of the women out onto the prison yard in the sunshine. One of the girls started singing “…because the greatest love of all is happening” and we all chimed in. My bio mother has always been with me, especially when they tried to lock me away.
Around 2016-2018 it started coming out that there were other relatives in my family. We found out my dad had a half brother. He quickly buried that truth and was furious everyone found out. My grandma told me she had a brother who was gay/trans and that the cult liked him... which makes sense, because lot of Masons are closeted. My grandmas brother killed himself due to the internal pressure. My grandmas dad left the cult and she thinks they killed him. My auntie Carla (my dad’s sister) was supposed to be a sacrifice, but my Grandma told me she stopped it from happening.
My entire family, the hired stalkers and the cult all knew who I truly was for literally years. My family just chose to lie to me and pretended it was about my protection, when it never was. My dad told my grandpa's and made a deal with them both to ACTUALLY protect me however. Unlike the jealous women in my family, my grandpas were absolute pure love and were always better than good to me. I was treated like a princess most of my life due to their protection. I was raised like any other celebrity kid pretty much until 2016. Then my paternal grandpa was killed by his Mason girlfriend Josephine at the time. No one in the family spoke to her at the funeral. She tampered with his meds. A few years after that my maternal grandpa died who also had a quick decline.
An in-depth look at the life and music of Whitney Houston.
My dad admitted he and my false mom cased my illness that began in 2016 and threatened at one point to "give it to me again". It was just biological warfare given to them by Zionist’s.
When I watched the documentary Whitney I realized this is what the regime also put my bio mother through. She was sick often and missed shows. The regime didn’t want her working. After her wedding, Bobby and she were attacked. They pit them against one another and the couple began as friends just like me and Blue. They had Bobby publicly cheat as humiliation rituals for Whitney.
The regime and the cults used my mother’s love of substances and partying to destroy her career and character. How the "magic" elitists use in cults work is… they attach entities to people. Demonic entities that play on celebrities vices while surveilling them 24/7 and allowing others to copy their likeness and siphon their energy.
Bobby says in the documentary that it was not the drugs that caused Whitney’s death. There is also a part in which it says he would draw demons and devils on the wall of their bedroom. Bobby is an Aquarius. Whitney was a Leo. Those are opposite signs which makes them extremely compatible and a very strong match. She really loved him, but the cult was in between their love. Many people did not want to see them together or happy, plus there was a secret Zionist "Anti-Love Agenda" set in motion by the regime moving swiftly under the rug.
Not only did my false mother pick a Whitney Houston song ‘I Will Always Love You’, at her wedding... she also was jealous of Whitney having yet another true love match after her wedding.
My false mom also exploited Whitney's likeness. She cut her hair like Whitney's and tried to emulate her look in the late 80's early 90's. My mom put me in an all girls private school like Whitney. I was raised listening to Whitney songs and watched The Preacher's Wife every Christmas. I also grew up in the Church like Whitney and in high school sung in Gosple choir (same as her). While my false mother was so jealous and abusive in all ways... it does appear as if she considered who Whitney was in every way that she raised me. I was raised on Gosple music as well.
Israel /The Zionists working through the Masons strategically took out my protections like they did with Whitney, my sense of "safety" and my inner circle. They set her up to be heart broken, strung out on drugs, and to "go crazy". They surveilled her 24/7 and in the documentary it says she spent a number of year locking herself in her hotel rooms for a week at a time with her security guard as her protector. The regime wanted her to die alone and miserable and they wanted the world to turn on her. In her 30's she was too sick to attend many shows and go on tour. Near her death she tried to make a comeback. Sparkle had just come out and she cleaned up and wanted to go on tour. When Sparkle ended everyone said she didn’t want to go home, because she was alone and had no real community anymore. Then when she tried to rise up once more… they killed her because they could no longer use her.
She was going to Clive Davis’ party at the Beverly Hilton in LA. Her assistant went to get her Sprinkles cupcakes while Whitney was in the bath and was gone for about 15 minutes. The assistant said there were no drugs. She came back with the cupcakes and Whitney was face down in the bath tub. Clive Davis continued the party although Whitney was dead upstairs. This is how these people operate and yes - it was just another form of torture.
After that the same thing happened to Whitney’s second daughter (my half sister). Because they are black women with POWERFUL DNA and this sort of thing has been made so “common” in the Zionist run industry… their deaths were never even properly investigated. It was cold blooded murder. Donna Sommers had a similar experience to Whitney and they died the same year: 2012. Both women sang about the purity of Love: the highs and lows, the ups and downs. They would have both been staunchly against the Zionist regime, but they weren’t fully aware they were even under it back then. My family kept my inheritance from Whitney and scrubbed to many of her legal files… Donna Sommers family did something very similar.
It is finally time for us all to acknowledge with eyes wide opened that there has been a WAR on black women in this country since the beginning of time and it only got worse when Israeli occupation of America began in the 1950s. Donna Sommers story made me cry more than my own mom because she TRIED to tell people what was happening to her but no one listened. I have told people what crimes have been committed against me for years, but most just called me a liar because I am a black woman and that’s exactly how black women end up dead or missing in today’s political landscape. Now, my mission of protecting black women (myself first) is of an even higher importance to me.
Finding my birth mother has allowed me to connect to my roots on a level I never thought I would get to. While my mother is no longer alive… her spirit is with me and her soul is alive and well… she just no longer has a body. I gained another guardian angel on my team and I could not feel more blessed or be more grateful. Controversial to the lies told about her, I think Whitney Houston is the most amazing woman ever and I am PROUD she is my bio mother. Now begins a new chapter of self and a deeper journey in self love through art. I can’t wait to see how my creativity evolve with this life shift. I want to boldly inspire you, dear reader, to be the change maker in your own life. No one can save you but you and when we can stand up in our creativity and use our authenticity, powerful DNA and optimistic voices to shift a nation we create more movement than society would like us to believe. Keep loving, keep shaking, keep being the change you wish to see in the world.
~ B
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Ep. 61 ~ Who in the World am I? On finding my biological (celebrity) mother. Oh hey… my bio mom is Whitney Houston… but most of you have known that… for years… before I did. Lmao cheers 🥂 Tap in! Comment if you dig it!
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“what is something that is always true?”
Being "good" will not make you invulnerable to disease, assure you of job promotions, or protect your children. Even being yourself will not add or subtract one iota from your life; it will only make your perceptions a bit more keen, soften your heart a little, deepen your dark places until they sound the depths, and brighten your shining to reflect your experience more clearly.
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Not because they reveal anything true about you, but because it is through your fears that you will learn vulnerability and authenticity.
If you stay with your fears while being honest with yourself, you have the opportunity to be truly free.
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