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[ylly22]

[rushingheadlong]

Brian May says depression wasn't the 'learning curve' he expected

The rock and roll superstar spoke to The Big Issue about struggling to 'reprogramme' himself after school

In a Letter to My Younger Self, Queen guitar champion Brian May spoke frankly about his experiences of mental illness and draws one conclusion – he didn’t recover with any more answers than he had before.

The now-72-year-old suffered from depression in the early Nineties while dealing with Freddie Mercury’s death, the collapse of his first marriage and the death of his father.

“When you’ve got through severe depression you feel it should be a real learning curve,” he told The Big Issue. “And you should be able to give good advice to other people. But I haven’t found that to be the case.

“I think the only thing I could say is, focus on that tiny light at the end of the tunnel. OK, this day is going to be shit, end of story. But there will be another day which will be better. That’s the only advice which is of any use.”

Despite his astronomical success with Queen and as an individual, May says he still feels the “same feelings of smallness” as he did when he was 16.

He’s not humble, he insists – he’s just shy.

“I still catch myself feeling like the shy schoolboy of many years ago,” he explained.

“I don’t know how to start a conversation. It’s a complete shock to me when people treat me like someone they look up to or might be excited about meeting.

“People say oh, you’re very humble, but that’s not it. It’s actually that I haven’t reprogrammed myself from those days.”

[bri-borg]

chapter four of stars of lovingness in her hair hopefully tomorrow or monday night!!!

[bri-borg]

hey guys something's come up and ive come down with a bit of a seasonal flu, but i will try to post it before the week is over!! I am so sorry for the wait

[bri-borg]

I don't wanna promise anything, but ive been super swamped with sicknesses, work and school and rehearsals, but i peomise once i get time to myself i will update! I miss writing and interacting with you all! I hope u understand 💜💜💜

[mayanangel]

I FUCKI- 

Y’ALL KEEP THIS UP AND HE’S NEVER GONNA POST AGAIN SMDH

[ylly22]

[anime--irl]

[dungeonpeaches]

Black and White Emo Brian Post.

[johns-deacon]

if for some reason pennywise from IT ever tried to scare deaky he would take the form of brian playing an 18 minute long guitar solo

[bri-borg]

chapter four of stars of lovingness in her hair hopefully tomorrow or monday night!!!

[bri-borg]

hey guys something's come up and ive come down with a bit of a seasonal flu, but i will try to post it before the week is over!! I am so sorry for the wait

[bri-borg]

chapter four of stars of lovingness in her hair hopefully tomorrow or monday night!!!

[violettessas-deactivated2023091]

All I wanna know is do new Queen fans know about Brian’s bread making phase in 2016?

[violettessas-deactivated2023091]

In case you’re curious as to what I’m referring to

[brian-maybe]

brian may said lets get this bread

[liminael]

He.

Craves.

That Mineral.

[willowenigma]

#editor: so how many filters would you like me to slap on this bad boi #brian may: yes.

HOW could you leave these in the tags I am c r y i n g

[liminael]

#Brian’s solo career is literally just him going “Brian yes” with no one ever telling him “no” and it’s GLORIOUS #and by glorious I mean questionable but that’s basically the same thing

Some people use excessive windows movie maker style filters on their music videos TO COPE.

[itsrogerbaelor-blog]

Freddie: Rock and roll!!

Brian: NOT ON MY WATCH

[thebomb-diggity]

How is Freddie putting his whole body into this and Brian is stopping it with 1 (one) leg??

[anchoredbylove]

I love that Brian keeps on playing too

[swiftie-taylors-version]

Brian May’s legs are powered by his guitar. I thought everyone knew that already.

[redspecialstardust]

Freddie: READY TO ROCK

Brian: RESPONSIBLY!

[u-can-call-me-al-deactivated202]

im such a SLUT for guitar solos

[blackie-lawless-slut-cult-deact]

And the guitarist who make them.

[bri-borg]

Hey friends!

I am creating a masterlist for my fic stars of lovingness in her hair (or future fics) at the moment, send over an ask or message me if you want to be added to it!

💜 I'm really glad with the feedback I've been getting lately! I really appreciate it!

[conundrumwhatsoever]

You ever look at him and think: "God, he's gorgeous"?

[falsettotaylor]

so when freddie was writing in the lap of the gods did he just tell roger “I just want u to go fuckin NUTS in the intro”