TW: Loss of a loved one
I don't know what to think. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to feel. I don't know what to do.
I'm in a nightmare I can't wake up from. I keep wanting to pinch myself often to see if I can wake up from this. I want to wake up and never let go. I'm hurt. I'm sad. I'm scared for whatever future there may or may not have. I don't want to love again, I don't have the capacity anymore.
Tell that person that you love them. Give up anything and everything for one more minute. Hold them every opportunity you get. Tell them that they have your whole heart and that love isn't going away. Never let them go.
Because I can't.










