Brianna Monique Garcia-Colace

I may have lost but you can bet that I'll be a champion soon. Still trying to convince @brienotcheesy to join me.

No one wants to see my back in the ring.

See, I told you! Yes they do!

Yeah okay. You were right for once.

I may have lost but you can bet that I'll be a champion soon. Still trying to convince @brienotcheesy to join me.

No one wants to see my back in the ring.

What are you doing for the holidays? @brienotcheesy

Not sure. Nick and I have been so bus we haven't talked about it yet. We haven't even started decorating.

snakeorsaint

I think I'm going to take Nadia on vacation and ask her to marry me. @brienotcheesy

snakeorsaint

I was hoping you would agree. I don't talk to that many people. I don't like them in my business. How are things with Nick? he needs to pony up a ring soon.

Of course. Nadia is the best thing that's ever happened to you. Plus I mean everyone can tell how much you love her. Things with Nick are good. We've talked about it but we're a family no matter what. I don't need a ring to know that.

snakeorsaint

I think I'm going to take Nadia on vacation and ask her to marry me. @brienotcheesy

Well it's about damn time. Congrats.

nickwsu

Have I told you lately how pretty you are. You amaze me at times. @brienotcheesy

And you clean up so nice. You keep it up we might end up with another bun in the oven.

I might feel some type of way about it but Go Nikki!

spanish-god

Who did you want to win?

I'd have liked to see one of the younger girls win. But my sister still did amazing and I'm so proud.

I might feel some type of way about it but Go Nikki!

nickwsu

She could but she still looked good.

I'd still say that was a win. That pop was crazy for her.

I might feel some type of way about it but Go Nikki!

nickwsu

Yes! Go Nikki!

She could use a win.

I might feel some type of way about it but Go Nikki!

spanish-god

I hope she wins!

I'm torn. But I'm still rooting for her.

I might feel some type of way about it but Go Nikki!

Gonna have to start a new rule in the house. Whenever Nick is going to take an L Buddy has to go to bed earl because he hates watching his dad lose. He was up half the night crying and cursing Joe Hendry in the was a typical 4 year old does. He still doesn't understand it's not real yet. Gonna have to pat him down before we visit daddy at work next time.

rawsmackdownnxtdivas

Brie Garcia 💞

Do you think it's too early for me to fall for someone? I really like Joe but I'm sure a lot of women do. Why is life so hard for me? Everything seemed to come easy for you. You have everything I ever wanted. I'm happy for you but I wish my life wasn't so chaotic. @brienotcheesy

It feels like he's taken part of me and I'm not sure how to get it back. All my life I've prided myself on being that stubborn woman but right now I'm not sure where she is. I look in the mirror and I see me but at times I don't feel like me. I know it sounds stupid but he shook my confidence. I thought I had it all figured out and now I'm starting all over again. I'm not going to give up though. I refuse to have my son see me as a quitter.

It's a thing that happens after a dramatic life change. You have to go on a life changing journey of self discovery again. It's a totally normal feeling and whatever you have to do to find yourself again I'm always here for you. Whatever you need. You're not a quitter. It takes more strength to walk away from a shitty situation then to stay in it. Your son will know that you put him first and that's what matters. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. There's no need to rush things. Just take your time and enjoy life.

Do you think it's too early for me to fall for someone? I really like Joe but I'm sure a lot of women do. Why is life so hard for me? Everything seemed to come easy for you. You have everything I ever wanted. I'm happy for you but I wish my life wasn't so chaotic. @brienotcheesy

that part of what bothers me because I don't think he wants to settle down and I'm not putting myself in another situation for failure. Of course he has, look at him. We did but you have it all and I'm still playing catch up. All I do is work and be a mom and I love that but I want more for me. I want that fairytale ending.

You can have that. You don't have anything holding you back anymore. Nick and I are here to help however you need us. We can babsit, I can be a wing woman. Whatever you need. You deserve to be happy and you are the most stubborn and determined woman i know. If you want something you take it. Remember you're Nicole fucking Garcia.

Do you think it's too early for me to fall for someone? I really like Joe but I'm sure a lot of women do. Why is life so hard for me? Everything seemed to come easy for you. You have everything I ever wanted. I'm happy for you but I wish my life wasn't so chaotic. @brienotcheesy

I don't think has anything to do with feelings. But I'd warn you to be careful with Joe. It doesn't sound like he's looking for anything serious right now. From what I've heard he's slept with a few women around here lately. You need to put you and your son first. But you also deserve to be happy and treated right. None of this was easy. Or do you not remember all the years we spent hating each other because I got with Nick? Even my relationship with Nick wasn't easy. It took years for me to even tell him he was Birdie's dad. If you want your life to settle than you just have to focus on you and not everyone else.