Will you still love me?

“I have wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life." Living proof that things get better. New York. I want to inspire people. I want someone to look at me and say, "Because of you, I didn't give up."

[theoriginalsupermodels]

Krizia - Fall 1993 RTW

[frachella]

[lumituomi]

[unaliveish]

danique van kesteren

[iglovequotes]

[wiiwheel]

You're dead serious. I'm alive silly. We're not the same

[photografya-deactivated20230917]

dance with me in the rain

[briser-les-chaines]

Healing

Well, it's been five years since I've written on here. I'm using the same title of my last post here because here I am again still healing.

But its much different now. This healing feels happy, it feels healthy, it feels loving. Reading all the pain I had endured, who I was, and now who I became... Man I am so proud of myself. Everything I said I would do, I did.

I use to feel so much pain looking at the past and now I look back and feel peace. Ah, I'm crying writing this. My heart is just so full. I can't believe all the dark days I used to have and how much my life has changed since then.

Since 2018, my depression has healed, I no longer self-harm, my panic attacks have stopped. I've graduated, I got my own apartment, I got a great job, 2 actually.. My family got closer and healed. I'm back in school doing my masters. Everything I've wanted for myself, everything I dreamed of, I got it. I never gave up on myself.

The dreams don't stop here, there's more I have to accomplish, more living to do and that's exactly what I will do. Thank you universe for the blessings, for the love, for the grace.

It's a Thursday night, I am sitting typing this in my own office, in my beautiful home that I live in with my partner and 2 cats. It really does get better.

I used to read posts like this and think "I hope one day to feel that way" and here I am.

I'm home. I'm whole. I'm me.

[tunisian]

nothing gives me more peace than knowing that love will come back to me in many ways and different forms. i may have no idea what the future holds for me but at least there will be love. & a lot of it

[minkdoll]

[biglibrat]

𝔩𝔦𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔱

[warm-autumn-evenings]

changing every “i should have known better” to “i know better now”. i will not judge past versions of me through the lens of who i am now.

[stuckinapril]

i will never elaborate because i don’t even understand what i just said

[zegalba]

Altocumulus clouds during a sunset, both views from above and below show an amazing blanket of colored clouds

[unamore]

[tandorr]

t a n d o r r 🪬

[chanelbagsandcigarettedrags]

[luckydiorxoxo]

Details at Schiaparelli ss24🌟

[adrenaline]