Unsolicited Thoughts Of A Gemini Moon

26, bipolar, pansexual, appalachian witch bitch. 18+

[thememedaddy]

[brittanyautumn333]

I feel like I’m my most authentic self when I am with you

Which is why it sucks that I have to find somebody else…

What we have is really natural and special to me

I can’t be that way with just anyone…

I was told by another woman one time that sometimes in your romantic life, you have to choose what chooses you, not necessarily what you want

Ain’t that the damn truth…

I keep wondering if you feel the same. You feeling the same doesn’t matter if it doesn’t go anywhere.

I’m lonely and time keeps flying by…

I can’t wait any longer

I can’t wait any longer

[brittanyautumn333]

If it feels real, you don’t care about what other people have to say about it

[brittanyautumn333]

I wanted a job

Now I work every single day

I wanted my own place again

Now there’s no one here but me

One day, it’ll be nice to come home to someone again. I’m thankful, but I’m also ready to make memories with someone again. It has been a long time since I felt comfortable. Everything has felt so temporary over the last few years. I haven’t even decorated.

I’m trying to be grateful and appreciative. I just can’t wait for the next chapter. It’ll come :)

[brittanyautumn333]

Today was such a hard day. You’ve been gone a year. Grief isn’t linear. I wish I had someone to tell your stories to, who would listen. I wish I had someone to talk to about caring for you in your last few months. I hope you are doing well in the afterlife. You’d be proud to know how far I’ve come, even with struggling as much as I have. I still feel you with me, and I thank you for your guidance

[gr4ntsfull]

[sosothegirlblogger]

I can't help but be recherche.༘˚⋆𐙚｡⋆𖦹.✧˚

[brittanyautumn333]

I’m a “pull me closer in bed” type of woman

[disgustinggf]

[brittanyautumn333]

I’m too passionate for it 🤣

[thememedaddy]

[brittanyautumn333]

I’m allowed to have bad days, even as a generally happy person.

The worst thing about being an overall happy person is that you can’t deviate from the norm when it comes to your emotions. I’m allowed to have bad days, I’m allowed to be stressed, I’m allowed to be sad and show emotions. Sometimes it’s frustrating when people in my life notice that I’m having a tough go and they keep asking me “how are you today?” “Are you ok?” “Can I help you with anything?”…

Though I know they have good intentions, I just don’t like that because my happiness is the norm, my “lower” moments are almost unwelcome. The constant questions as to my mood just makes things worse. And they don’t take “I’m ok / I’m fine” for an answer. It’s not as if I’m being straight up hateful, I’m just being neutral. I’m usually trying to put my best foot forward. They continue to ask, even subtly, until I give in and answer. Then it’s awkward. Your perception of me is not my responsibility. I’m allowed to have bad days. Though I’m generally happy, I’m a human.

[only-cat-memes]

[brittanyautumn333]

Or you get nervous and pee everywhere 😂

[brittanyautumn333]

My gen x parents are actually glued to the tv. Like gorilla GLUED to that thing.

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[my-random--thoughts-deactivated]

[brittanyautumn333]

I still cry when I go to her grave site. I think of her every day. I hope she’s ok, where ever she is. When she was dying, she would look to me for guidance. She called me “smart” so many times. I don’t know anything at all when it came to what she was about to experience. I don’t think we are meant to understand death. I don’t have the right answers, even as a religious scholar.

[crazycatsiren]

September is Bisexuality Visibility Month. Please be on the lookout for bisexual people when crossing the street, as we can go both ways.

[crazycatsiren]

She is a witch, but she is tired, so she will be witching at a later time.