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You literally just have to get really good at continuing.

#okay but what if I don’t want to get out of bed today though.#love this being the first thing I see on tumblr today tho (op you’re right)#grief #grief things #Dalton #I need June to be over please I’m tired

therapy just rocked my shit today Jesus Christ. therapist was like “so I’m going to say something and it’s going to make you uncomfortable but let’s just sit with it” and I was like….proceed. and now I think my brain is actually broken???? I’m just sitting here like 🤪🤠 (tg I moved my 10am back an hour!)

#fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck #and then she was like….see you in two weeks 🤠🤪 deadass might be texting her sooner but I also want to forget about it lol #grief things #Dalton #therapy #therapy is hard #therapy is also good but jfc 🫠

elizabethsinclair

- 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚜.

#I wish I could cancel my work meetings #honestly i probably COULD but what’s the point am i going to cry in my house all day or can I have a work distraction idk #I have therapy tmw and my therapist will prob have something to say about that and me pushing through idk #in between my meetings (10am and 2-4pm) I’ll be doing the least don’t you worry #im SO SAD today #I feel like I was holding my breath until my birthday passed and now that’s it’s passed im still hurting and sad and everything is awful #and i want to die #(not actually TO BE SUPER FUCKING CLEAR!!!)#the thought of losing my parents and my sister on top of losing my brother makes me want to die #I wasn’t supposed to be older than my brother.#we’re triplets for gods sake #he’s always been a minute older than me. and a minute after he died I want to say I had the realization but I didn’t I couldn’t think #he had a ‘good death’ where he wasn’t in pain but WE his family are fucking traumatized because fucking red tape for disabled people.#we did everything right and it still wasn’t enough because there was a secret third thing we didn’t know we needed until an agonizing wait #I’ll never be over it. please god have time soften it because I can’t bear the war flashbacks #grief things #grief #Dalton #my beloved brother #I miss you buddy #the plus side of yelling into the tumblr void and being less well known is that there is less engagement tg #can’t imagine being a blog that gets 10000 notes the notifs would drive me insane Godspeed to them #anyway #fuck today it’s a dreary Monday and im exhausted and now I have to prep for a meeting in 24 min!!!#watch this space because I’ll be crashing the hell out in 32 years when I’ve officially lived longer without my brother than with him. fuck

thissweetenamor

#genuinely burst out laughing #FUCK IT WE BALL!!!!!#Carly #Carly coded #grief things #I miss you my friend

what a weird and also sometimes okay day, and I’m glad it’s almost over. Dalton, we miss you every day. You should be here with us. 💔🌻 Here is one of my fave childhood photos, and a Finch notification that took my breath away. Happy birthday, triplet trio 🌻💋

#Dalton #grief things #birthday

iceafterdeath

#I’ve def reblogged this before but here we are again!!!!#patience #laura fraser #ella maisy purvis #DI Bea Metcalf #Patience Evans #patience 2025 #patience channel 4 #I miss the shit out of detective Bea although I do love the Jessica Hynes addition in series 2

lateloversnights

ella maisy purvis for original magazine uk, april 2025.

#hello?!!!!!!!#ella maisy purvis #almost done with season 2 of Patience and I lowkey am noodling on a fic but it’s very self indulgent and very much just for me!!! tbd!!#patience #patience pbs #patience 2025 #patience channel 4 #why can I find like nothing about this amazing show on tumblr 😭

moonlightingcurse

@gifevents: Hoist the Colours Day 5 - Nature

GHOSTS 4x02: Speak as Ye Choose

#I miss them #bbc ghosts #ben willbond #lolly adefope

death-by-sc0tland

here’s my pitch for next doctor who. budget of 5 cents and a dream. a female doctor with female companions and a female master. they will all get horrendously gay for each other. we will make 5 billion dollars. bbc please hire me.

#doctor who #yes please actually god #my queendom for a female showrunner and female doctor (David Tennant is an honorary girl tho)

elizabethsinclair

love elizabeth s.

#grief things #oh buddy #this is so real #June: cried every single day this month so far #crashing out the closer I get to our birthday #July: PJ turns a year old. crashing out over my sweet friend Carly not being here it is forever nonsensical to me.#universe TAKE IT BACK #Also July: July 14 will be 6 months since my brother died and then the next week is Carly’s death anniversary. fuck me!!! ITS TOO MUCH.#August: probably still crashing out!!! watch this space!!!#Dalton #Carly

starwarsgrl77

A part of me is missing

#my brother has been dead for five months today.#technically 5 months today at 11:05pm so I will have to stay up til that time for no reason lol??? idk #sometimes I feel almost happy but even then there is still an undercurrent of sadness always!!!!#I miss my family unit in the before times.#my parents are struggling and my sister is struggling and I am crashing out this month #I just need to skip our birthday can we just yeet to a week from now and then it’ll be over.#grief #Dalton #Grief things

catasters

#crashing the fuck out today and I really needed this #THE CAT IN THE BOX SLAPPING THAT GUY IN THE FACE 💀🤣#cats of tumblr #incredible 10/10 serotonin

Crashing out and crying every day of June for a variety of reasons (all roads lead to hell aka first birthday without my brother 🤠) but today’s cry is brought to you by finding a card Carly had sent me years ago 🤪💔 going to bed at 8:45pm and am going to read and disassociate 🫡

#grief things #Carly #Dalton #and to cap it all off I got my period today so please kill me thanks!!!!

depsidase

Got this book today and the SECOND I opened it to June 9, I got this Finch notification. These notifications are simultaneously lovely and a real fucking kick in the teeth depending on the day. ✨💔🌻

#the closer I get to my birthday the more I am crashing the fuck out because what do you MEAN it’s the first birthday without my brother #ITS HIS BIRTHDAY TOO!!!!!! he should be here!!!!#basically I had hella flashbacks yesterday to the day he died and I was trying to WORK and lead meetings and I went and cried in between 🤠#and now i lowkey want to isolate but I KNOW it’s just my bitch ass uterus bc my period is imminent lolllll fml #Dalton #grief things #thank fuck I have therapy tomorrow I feel like I might cry through it again!!!! buckle up @ my therapist!!!