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Your mother would be disappointed, Daniel. (Horse Anon)
'I-'
Once again, he stopped.
'She would be dissapointed if she knew what has been happening but now- ... She might not immediately agree with my choices but she would understand them. I'm only trying to make things better. She'd see that.'
At least he hoped so. He was doing the right thing after all. Of course he was.
Dan, what the hell??
He shrugs, not really knowing how to respond to that question.
'I just explained it.'
So, your chip made you have a god complex? Huh, Daniel? Do you really want to think you're so much better? Hurt your friends, family? Go look at them, they are suffering. Do you want to assist in the issue, or fucking get off your high horse and help? Hm? (Horse Anon)
He stops for a second, a frown forming for a split second, something flickering in his eyes, before he goes back to smiling contently.
'They'll be fine. Everything's going to be just fine. Change demands sacrifices and those are some that we will need to make. It's going to hurt, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, am I right? Seriously though, if I get to experience what I can do and learn how to use it, we'll all be able to take advantage of that and everything's going to be okay.'
Dan, what the hell is wrong with you? Got kinda bitchy.
'What do you mean 'bitchy'? I'm being honest, that's it. Having control is amazing, especially after you haven't had much of it for a while, and I do think I deserve to feel good, don't I?'
Daniel doesn't see anything wrong with his behaviour, but how would he, it's justifiable after all.
Fight. The. Chip.
He tilts his head, and then looks down at himself.
'Why? I finally have some control. Why would I want to give that up?'
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
‘Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen’s gone for now, but he’ll be back later, if you want that. You’re safe now. No one’s going to hurt you. You’re here, with me and I won’t leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won’t let them. You’re not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?’
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
They hear him, eyes opening slightly- glancing at him for a few seconds before attempting to force out of the mindset, they’re still crying- but softer. Their fear of being a burden taking over as they force themself to speak, nothing more than a quiet apology coming out. They’re meant to be the soft and sweet parental role, not this- not this not this- They take a few deep breaths, before timidly asking for a hug- doubling as comfort and a grounding technique..
Daniel gladly hugs them tightly.
‘Don’t aplogize, you did nothing wrong. You’re so important to me, please don’t think you’re bothering me, okay?’
They hesitate before answering, a soft “mhm-” as they lean further into the hug- hugging back a bit tighter, suddenly feeling a wave of tiredness- They were greatly thankful for the soothing words, and wanted to give back somehow, but couldnt find the strength to speak.
Daniel notices the effort but doesn’t say anything about it and just quitely and slowly stroking their back in an attempt to soothe them further. If they were going to fall asleep, then so be it. He just hoped that they didn’t have to go through something bad. And even if they were, Daniel would take care of them being okay when waking up.
Their breath hitched upon the touch on their back, they started shaking- eyes wide, body tense. They grew very, very quiet.. Seemingly expecting to be hurt- memories of metal and leather coming down on their back pushing at their mind, a reminder of the many many long scars on their back that never healed right nagging at them..
Daniel immediately lifts his hand and brings it away from their back.
‘I’m so sorry- I didn’t mean to. I’m not going to hurt you, you’re fine. Nothing’s gonna happen to you. I’m not gonna do anything you don’t want me to do, okay? Just breathe with me, yeah?’
They take a shakey breath, blinking a few times before nodding. Making eye contact for a split second- trying to calm down, not used to triggers happening, they seemed very tense however trying to keep a soft demeanour, silver hair falling into their face-
Daniel evens his own breathing, hoping that Hosuh will follow him in that before looking at them kindly. He notices how tense they are, but doesn’t say anything about it.
‘Listen, I’m sorry- I didn’t know.. But it’s okay, no one’s trying to hurt you, I promise. Can I do anything to help you?’
They start to follow the breathing example, smiling at the other. They try to speak, but its difficult- instead they give a thankful, softly reassuring look, blue eyes glittering with some left over tears that they try to blink away.
Daniel nods softly and smiles back, just continuing to breathe.
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
‘Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen’s gone for now, but he’ll be back later, if you want that. You’re safe now. No one’s going to hurt you. You’re here, with me and I won’t leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won’t let them. You’re not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?’
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
They hear him, eyes opening slightly- glancing at him for a few seconds before attempting to force out of the mindset, they’re still crying- but softer. Their fear of being a burden taking over as they force themself to speak, nothing more than a quiet apology coming out. They’re meant to be the soft and sweet parental role, not this- not this not this- They take a few deep breaths, before timidly asking for a hug- doubling as comfort and a grounding technique..
Daniel gladly hugs them tightly.
‘Don’t aplogize, you did nothing wrong. You’re so important to me, please don’t think you’re bothering me, okay?’
They hesitate before answering, a soft “mhm-” as they lean further into the hug- hugging back a bit tighter, suddenly feeling a wave of tiredness- They were greatly thankful for the soothing words, and wanted to give back somehow, but couldnt find the strength to speak.
Daniel notices the effort but doesn’t say anything about it and just quitely and slowly stroking their back in an attempt to soothe them further. If they were going to fall asleep, then so be it. He just hoped that they didn’t have to go through something bad. And even if they were, Daniel would take care of them being okay when waking up.
Their breath hitched upon the touch on their back, they started shaking- eyes wide, body tense. They grew very, very quiet.. Seemingly expecting to be hurt- memories of metal and leather coming down on their back pushing at their mind, a reminder of the many many long scars on their back that never healed right nagging at them..
Daniel immediately lifts his hand and brings it away from their back.
‘I’m so sorry- I didn’t mean to. I’m not going to hurt you, you’re fine. Nothing’s gonna happen to you. I’m not gonna do anything you don’t want me to do, okay? Just breathe with me, yeah?’
They take a shakey breath, blinking a few times before nodding. Making eye contact for a split second- trying to calm down, not used to triggers happening, they seemed very tense however trying to keep a soft demeanour, silver hair falling into their face-
Daniel evens his own breathing, hoping that Hosuh will follow him in that before looking at them kindly. He notices how tense they are, but doesn't say anything about it.
'Listen, I'm sorry- I didn't know.. But it's okay, no one's trying to hurt you, I promise. Can I do anything to help you?'
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
‘Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen’s gone for now, but he’ll be back later, if you want that. You’re safe now. No one’s going to hurt you. You’re here, with me and I won’t leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won’t let them. You’re not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?’
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
They hear him, eyes opening slightly- glancing at him for a few seconds before attempting to force out of the mindset, they’re still crying- but softer. Their fear of being a burden taking over as they force themself to speak, nothing more than a quiet apology coming out. They’re meant to be the soft and sweet parental role, not this- not this not this- They take a few deep breaths, before timidly asking for a hug- doubling as comfort and a grounding technique..
Daniel gladly hugs them tightly.
‘Don’t aplogize, you did nothing wrong. You’re so important to me, please don’t think you’re bothering me, okay?’
They hesitate before answering, a soft “mhm-” as they lean further into the hug- hugging back a bit tighter, suddenly feeling a wave of tiredness- They were greatly thankful for the soothing words, and wanted to give back somehow, but couldnt find the strength to speak.
Daniel notices the effort but doesn’t say anything about it and just quitely and slowly stroking their back in an attempt to soothe them further. If they were going to fall asleep, then so be it. He just hoped that they didn’t have to go through something bad. And even if they were, Daniel would take care of them being okay when waking up.
Their breath hitched upon the touch on their back, they started shaking- eyes wide, body tense. They grew very, very quiet.. Seemingly expecting to be hurt- memories of metal and leather coming down on their back pushing at their mind, a reminder of the many many long scars on their back that never healed right nagging at them..
Daniel immediately lifts his hand and brings it away from their back.
'I'm so sorry- I didn't mean to. I'm not going to hurt you, you're fine. Nothing's gonna happen to you. I'm not gonna do anything you don't want me to do, okay? Just breathe with me, yeah?'
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
‘Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen’s gone for now, but he’ll be back later, if you want that. You’re safe now. No one’s going to hurt you. You’re here, with me and I won’t leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won’t let them. You’re not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?’
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
They hear him, eyes opening slightly- glancing at him for a few seconds before attempting to force out of the mindset, they’re still crying- but softer. Their fear of being a burden taking over as they force themself to speak, nothing more than a quiet apology coming out. They’re meant to be the soft and sweet parental role, not this- not this not this- They take a few deep breaths, before timidly asking for a hug- doubling as comfort and a grounding technique..
Daniel gladly hugs them tightly.
‘Don’t aplogize, you did nothing wrong. You’re so important to me, please don’t think you’re bothering me, okay?’
They hesitate before answering, a soft “mhm-” as they lean further into the hug- hugging back a bit tighter, suddenly feeling a wave of tiredness- They were greatly thankful for the soothing words, and wanted to give back somehow, but couldnt find the strength to speak.
Daniel notices the effort but doesn't say anything about it and just quitely and slowly stroking their back in an attempt to soothe them further. If they were going to fall asleep, then so be it. He just hoped that they didn't have to go through something bad. And even if they were, Daniel would take care of them being okay when waking up.
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
‘Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen’s gone for now, but he’ll be back later, if you want that. You’re safe now. No one’s going to hurt you. You’re here, with me and I won’t leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won’t let them. You’re not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?’
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
They hear him, eyes opening slightly- glancing at him for a few seconds before attempting to force out of the mindset, they’re still crying- but softer. Their fear of being a burden taking over as they force themself to speak, nothing more than a quiet apology coming out. They’re meant to be the soft and sweet parental role, not this- not this not this- They take a few deep breaths, before timidly asking for a hug- doubling as comfort and a grounding technique..
Daniel gladly hugs them tightly.
'Don't aplogize, you did nothing wrong. You're so important to me, please don't think you're bothering me, okay?'
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
‘Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I’m so sorry I wasn’t- breathe. You’re fine, everything’s okay. I won’t let anything else happen to you.’
He doesn’t dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
They’re nearly unresponsive, mumbling ‘no’ repeatedly- gripping their now grey hair and shutting their eyes. Thoughts and mind slipping, brain digging up repressed memories and replaying them, sight, hearing, scent, all of it..
'Hosuh, please listen.. Everything is okay now. Stephen's gone for now, but he'll be back later, if you want that. You're safe now. No one's going to hurt you. You're here, with me and I won't leave you unless you tell me you want me to. No one will hurt you, I promise that, I won't let them. You're not alone. Just breathe with me, okay?'
He explains calmly, not exactly knowing how to get them to calm down.
wtf why are you.. green? what did i miss man?
'Like you said, I'm green now. You didn't miss too much, just Stephen acting up and most of us changing, I think it's for the better for me personally.'
Stephen walks over to Hosuh with a slight smirk, mixed with a glare. He lets out a dark chuckle before slapping them as hard as he can-
They let out a small pain filled gasp- flinching, holding where they were slapped. They looked up at the other, blue eyes full of fear, tears already running down their face, flashes of their father blinding them as they stumbled back. Hyperventilating. Flash backs playing in their mind as they desperately tried to ground themself, mumbling softly.. They started sobbing, was this a panic attack, or a full flashback? Hard to tell..
Stephen just,,Walks away from them. He just walks away.
Daniel runs up to Hosuh.
'Are you- Oh god Hosuh are you okay? I'm so sorry I wasn't- breathe. You're fine, everything's okay. I won't let anything else happen to you.'
He doesn't dare to touch them, only kneeling in front of them and looking after Stephen, mumbling a few curses as he had to talk to him later.
Dan- Stephens gonna slap Hosuh-
‘He wouldn’t actually do that.’
Daniel shrugs. Stephen knows what he should and shouldn’t do, especially when it comes to Hosuh. He loves them way too much.
‘hah jokes on you Daniel i just did!’
'Stephen! What the- Why would you do that? I thought you loved them? You're such an idiot my god- You can't just.. I gotta check on them!'
Daniel glares and sighs heavily. God dammit.
Ur green! ....what
'So I am! Looks great, doesn't it?'
He's smiling once again, quite happy about his new appearance.
Dan- Stephens gonna slap Hosuh-
'He wouldn't actually do that.'
Daniel shrugs. Stephen knows what he should and shouldn't do, especially when it comes to Hosuh. He loves them way too much.
Are you.. alright?.. (Bella)
'I'm pretty good actually! Thanks for asking.'
He's still smiling, and this smile even reaches his, newly green, eyes.
