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“I can make deals with the devil cuz my dick’s bigger”

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a letter to myself

all my regrets coalesce behind closed doors, discussing the things i’m trying to forget. there is no lie more bitter than the truth that i keep trying to outrun, but i set foot in this city and it all outpaces me. i’m staring face to face with the words i never meant to say, in a room i always hated, in a place that never felt like home. so many nights spent screaming in the silence, suffocated by the quiet. the writing on the walls is mine, still there after i scrubbed it clean with time. what is there to do with all of this inherent guilt i left behind? my shame is sickly sweet like spoiled fruit, lies are always so much sweeter than the rotten truth. and that is: i cant stop trying to outrun the things i did to you.

-belle

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I got so drunk tonight. With people I used to hate. Anne says fuck you. She says I’ll cycle through a few of you’s until I find the one who is meant to love me right. Says I should have never had to beg. And says I will know it’s love when I don’t have to beg. Says you moved on so soon because you hate yourself. Idk why it took getting drunk with my elementary art teacher to be ok. But here I am. Healing. Fuck you. I learned tonight that people care about me. I learned the world doesn’t have to revolve around you. Everyone else sees who I am. They love me too. Even your douchey classmates wanted to make sure I made it home ok. I’m good, and people see it. Fuck you. I am loved. Fuck you.

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I wish my heart knew how to move on as fast as my brain did

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Where the Wild Things Are (2009)

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Trusting the Universe is one of the hardest things I've ever done ☀️✨

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The worst part about anything that’s self-destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.

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get in bitches, we're surviving rock bottom no matter how much further we dig. one day we'll put down the shovel and climb out of this for good. we have to. as long as we're still alive there is hope.

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I see all these posts glamorizing eating disorders

But no one really says how terrible they are. Like sure, you'll lose your hair, your muscles, your teeth decay and will break and fall out, and your eyes lose their light. But there are the more serious health effects too. The dizziness, the fainting, the inability to eat a full meal even when you try because your stomach has shrunk.

If you purge you increase your chances of throat cancer by a large margin. Purging will make you lose your electrolytes. Your blood pressure can drop out without notice. Your heart will, eventually, fail. All of these can kill you.

Seeing stars constantly isn't beautiful, it isn't finding the big dipper, its an inability to see the world around you and to see the faces of everyone concerned about you and having to watch you slowly kill yourself.

And the scary thing is, it's so hard to stop. Your mental health deteriorates to the point you lose all motivation to get better. You're obsessed about your weight but in an absent way, and the size of your thigh gap determines if it's going to be a good or bad day. Your motivation to eat declines until your mom is begging you to eat something, lecturing you about how you need to eat or you will die, and you don't even feel afraid or sad just... apathetic.

Please, if you see this, try to get better before it's too late. Take this seriously. Anorexia, bulimia, any eating disorders are not something glamorous, they are a deadly illness and if you have one or are developing one then please get help before you can't.