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pedro era! ellie : 20s · · ─ ·𖥸· ─ · · don’t repost mood boards! reddit insta open to requests!

[broknedits]

𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖇𝖔𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖘

terms & conditions spotify

|| by followyourfleart

a visual timeline • mood board collection!

timeline

|| 1982-1983

• school dance

|| 1986-1988

• tommy & reader

• joelxreader - truce

• joel & tommy

• the lakehouse *

|| 1988-1992

• nyu reader

• joel & tommy (1990)

|| 1996-2002

• nyc reader

|| 2003

• dallas 2003

• joel’s bday + 😘

• sarah’s pov

• miller & miller construction

• gf!reader

extras!

• joel's dreams

• angsty!joel

• lorraine’s photo album!

A Summer With Mr. Miller

|| by followyourfleart

moodboards

• the boys

• the girls

• firefighter!joel

*requests*

[broknedits]

terms & conditions by @followyourfleart

gf!reader - 2003

reader (34)

gf!reader!! ok ok this has been in my drafts for a while so i decided to just post it!! (also yes it is mostly charlotte york from satc but thats how i see reader ok?? ok (: )

“If you ever had a doubt, He was the man of your dreams, I'm gonna tell you right now, You're on the right track,You know you love him and he loves you right back”

song rec: savannah by drama

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[broknedits]

terms & conditions by @followyourfleart x

a visual timeline

Miller & Miller Construction - 2003

tommy, joel, and reader in the office

a workplace romance?? read chapter 23 - tommy’s office

“Cause I can see you waitin' down the hall from me, And I could see you up against the wall with me, And what would you do, baby, if you only knew? That I can see you”

a more generic moodboard than I usually do ik ik but it was just an idea I couldn’t get out of my head!!

song rec: I can see you by taylor swift

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[followyourfleart]

Your birthday, you're t&c!Joel Miller line

Sorry, not sorry, guys! I'm just in a little bit of a funny mood and after that big dump of emotions called clause 31... It's only fair for you guys to get my feelings now!

[broknedits]

❄️ december baby ❄️ sooooo cute fleart! love this idea!!

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requested by: anon

a visual timeline

June 30th, 1987 - the lakehouse

reader (18) joel (19) tommy (18)

chapter 11 flashback! (uggh i reread this chap to make this omgg fleart! so! painful!!)

“all I know, all I know, loving you is a losing game”

song rec: arcade by duncan laurence

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[broknedits]

I'm absolutely in love with all your moodboards, espically terms and conditions! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ). i love that story so much and when the author reposts your boards I just fall down a rabbit hole

you said you do take requests, right (ignore if I'm completely wrong... (◞‸◟)). my favorite chapter has to be chapter 11 with the lake house! could you make a moodboard over that?? 𐔌ˊᵕˋ𐦯

of course, and tysm anon!! lil scared to reread that flashback! so much angst!! ill update after I make it!!

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terms and conditions by @followyourfleart

a visual timeline

a glimpse into lorraine’s photo albums

reader, joel, & tommy (preschool/early elementary school ages)

oops i think i found one of lorraine’s lost photo albums!! hehe

“Where'd all the time go? It's starting to fly”

song rec: where’d all the time go? by dr. dog

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[angelamariaxo]

Terms & Conditions - @followyourfleart

Joel and reader

Also thanks @broknedits for the inspiration 😩

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terms and conditions by @followyourfleart

for @angelamariaxo 🖤🖤

a visual timeline

can’t sleep without you

reader x joel

heyyy @angelamariaxo love, love, loved your song recc babes so made a quick lil moodboard for ya!! 🖤🖤

love these two lil codependent bbs (hey they are working on it okay!!)

“every bed is cold without your body in it, everywhere I go, my skin is crawling, what if I can't close my eyes without you in my head? I'm scared I'll never sleep again”

song: i’m scared i’ll never sleep again by 5sos

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[broknedits]

terms and conditions by @followyourfleart

a visual timeline

full and irrevocable surrender

reader x joel

inspired by chapter 30! love my hurt x comfort bbs

“And I know I was wrong, But I won't let you down, Oh, yeah, I will, yeah, I will, yes, I will”

song rec: sparks by coldplay

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hiii love, i wondering if we do read about reader's love life in nyc. im really curious if she actually does get into relationships after leaving texas. and if she does, does she date men that remind her of joel, or do a complete 180 and date his complete opposite. and do you think joel knows about her exes, i can soooo see him dying inside listening 🤭

Hmm, I believe I mentioned this in chapter 10, when she and Joel are in the dressing room, but she does mention how she had some parners.

Now, I can't reveal TOO much cause a lot of what you are asking me are things I'll speak about later, but trust me, when the time comes (jealous Joel??)

[broknedits]

ooh this q totally just ✨inspired✨ a nyu reader moodboard!!

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terms & conditions by @followyourfleart

a visual timeline

new york university • fall 1988 - spring 1992

reader (19-23) - marketing major

lonely baby uni dayz reader

“the fire in your crazy smile, they can never take away, and she dreams in purple and anger”

song rec: purple by wunderhorse

👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾

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sarah’s pov - 2003

sarah (14)

lil angsty cinnamon roll

“All I did was try my best, This the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset”

song rec: brutal by olivia rodrigo

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[broknedits]

A Summer With Mr. Miller by @followyourfleart

firefighter!joel - 🥵

a lil gift for u fleart!! I hope ur doing ok and I want u to know that I think ur legit a genius, ur so talented and such an amazing writer!! my life is so much better getting to experience the world and characters that u create!! 💙

“we got it wrong, and you said you had enough, but what about these feelings I’ve got?”

song rec: I couldn’t be more in love by the 1975

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[broknedits]

terms & conditions by @followyourfleart

a visual timeline

|| the school dances - 5/29/1982 & 12/3/1983

joel (14/15) tommy (13/14) reader (13/14) - ch. 17/30

inspired by wednesday’s wip!! also see chapter 17’s flashback

“you tried to make everyone happy, is everyone happy?”

I couldn’t find a song for this exact vibe so i’m just recommending a fav of mine!! (very readerxjoel core imo!!)

song rec: some days by mree

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[broknedits]

terms & conditions by @followyourfleart

a visual timeline

|| happy 36th birthday joel miller - 9/26/2003

eek oh best laid plans

ok so fleart your song recc was scary perfect 🖤 - ch 29

“You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same, Cursing my name, wishing I stayed, You turned into your worst fears, And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain”

song rec: my tears ricochet by taylor swift

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[followyourfleart]

In regards to Joel’s codependency I’m curious as to what Sarah thinks about it. She’s very intuitive and it must be weird for her to see her dad’s behavior change once reader got back from NYC

Looking forward to tomorrows update!!!!

Oooo, thank you for the new perspective, nonnie! That actually isn't something I considered.

She's obviously picked up that her dad is a different man after Reader came back. After all, he grew up with the version without reader. She's so smart that she picked up reader and joel had feelings!

Trust me, she knows. And she has her own plot set up that no one is ready for.

[broknedits]

oooooo! i’ve been actually thinking about sarah and her pov a lot.

especially in chapters like 23 when reader and her have a convo about how joel has been so obvious and just overall different since reader has been back.

i think that was a big indicator for me in terms of Joel’s codependence and in the chapter it’s really sweet to hear about and its a sweet moment for reader and sarah but that’s what is so real about codependency.

its like something that can feel so loving but at the same time it is scary for another person to be so reliant/persuaded by another and I think reader definitely feels that.

anyway love that this community discusses stuff like this ☺️

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|| angsty!joel

I fear we will be seeing more of him soon based on the newest wip (and I literally cannot wait!!!)

“deep blue is my color, keeps pulling me under, no one holds me like you do”

song rec: oil & water by teeks

this song is so joel coded its crazy