My life has always been better than yours.

Brooke Holliday. Dominant [> I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. —  мy lazιneѕѕ ĸnowѕ no вoυnd. can'т ѕay ι really нave no тιмe, plenтy people do нave ғυcĸιng тιмe вυт ι jυѕт don'т нave ғυcĸιng тιмe or enoυgн ғυcĸιng care тo мaĸe ѕoмe ғυcĸιng тιмe. Now we got that covered, spread your legs for me. Wider.

[brookeholliday]

Without You | Brorella

[brookeholliday]

brookeholliday:

Tagging: Brooke Holliday && Arabella  Location: Roselle Academy Timeframe: Saturday; { 9:00 AM-ish } Notes: Slight backstory Brooke after graduation. Brooke goes back to Roselle to apologize to Arabella for leaving. 

Arabella stood in the doorway, still, like she was almost frozen. A part of her wanted to burst into tears, apart of her wanted to hug her there was also another part who wanted to slap her in the face and slam the door, pretending like she would never exist. That’s what she did for the past few months, pretend she never existed.She put aside her mixed feelings, clearing her throat before pushing her long, brown hair behind her. “What, what are you doing here? I thought you graduated and left this place behind?” The girl said with confidence, quirking her eyebrow before cutting her off before she could speak. “Actually, don’t answer that, I don’t really care what you’re here for just tell me what you want.” 

The dominant, not having a legitimate excuse to why she was standing outside the Switch's door, opened her mouth and tried to articulate her thoughts to think of something reasonable but before she could, she was cut off by the seemingly angry brunette that made her shut her mouth once more. She did deserved that. She left without a word, not even much of a goodbye and the blonde knew that the other woman deserved more than to be treated like that. “You have every right to be mad at me,”Brooke muttered softly, her gaze meeting the floor. “I screwed up. I honestly don’t know why I’m here”, she admitted with a heavy shy before lifting her gaze and locked eyes with familiar brown orbs that weren’t as warm as they were used to. They were fierce, almost cold that made the tall blonde swallow thickly. “You.” Brooke stated immediately without hesitation. “I came here for you.” She added her lips pressed together tightly afraid that if she kept talking, she might say something wrong or say some words she’s not yet ready to admit. nShe prays that explanation would be enough for the younger Switch to agree to at least talk.

[brookeholliday]

Without You | Brorella

[brookeholliday]

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arabellaromero:

Tagging: Brooke Holliday && Arabella  Location: Roselle Academy Timeframe: Saturday; { 9:00 AM-ish } Notes: Slight backstory Brooke after graduation. Brooke goes back to Roselle to apologize to Arabella for leaving. 

Summer was a hard one, all though Ari did spend a majority of her time at the beach or soaking in the sun, the constant battle of pushing people away was one thing, meeting new people in the Summer was another but she knew she wouldn’t get to see them again, she wasn’t the type to keep in touch. She saw her mom, spent a few weekends with her and her family before reporting for duty at work and Summer camp, a summer camp for Switches and Submissives which was a good opportunity for her. 

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Hearing Arabella’s furious voice immediately made the dominant smile. It’s been three months since she’d last heard that voice, and even though she sounded a bit displease, it was still Arabella, somehow that alone brought a smile on Brooke’s face. Bella didn’t seem like she changed much, or from the sound of it, she still isn’t much of a morning person. As the door swung open, Brooke didn’t have time to prepare herself for what to expect. Part of her way happy, she would get to see the brunette again, she was still in Roselle, and in theory, if they were still going to fix - whatever they were; then she can willingly visit Arabella whenever she wanted; if permitted, but the other half was beyond terrified. She didn’t know what to do or say or wha to expect. Should sheexplainherself? Should she apologize? Maybe she should start crying - all of this question quickly flew out the window the second her eyes laid on the girl standing in front of her who wore the similar surprised expression Brooke had.

“Hi.” She greeted awkwardly, giving the brunette a small way which then she realized was pretty lame and brought her hand to her neck and rubbing it as she tried to formulate coherent sentences to kill the deafening silence between them. “I…I’m sorry I didn’t..like text first. I kind of..like, lost your number? So..yeah.” And awkward chuckle left the blonde’s lips as the hand from her neck slid down to her back pocket, her left foot started to shake involuntarily. “ Its nice to…Its nice to see you again.” She said softly, a genuine yet hesitant smile spread across her face. “You look..” She eyes scanned to what the brunette was wearing before her gaze landed back into Arabella’s eyes who had this unreadable expression on her face. “Well, you look..The fact that you just woke up it’s like, you’re probably the only person who would ever look that good wearing that.” She joked, hoping it would lighten up the mood by an inch

[brookeholliday]

Without You | Brorella

Tagging: Brooke Holliday && Arabella  Location: Roselle Academy Timeframe: Saturday; { 9:00 AM-ish } Notes: Slight backstory Brooke after graduation. Brooke goes back to Roselle to apologize to Arabella for leaving. 

It’s been months since Brooke left Roselle. Right after graduation which Brooke didn’t even bother to finish — she couldn’t bare to; she quickly up and left without further hesitations. All she ever wanted to do right the very minute she stepped foot on Roselle was to leave. She hated it their, the feeling of being confined by rules and regulations and being under authority was an environment the dominant hated. Which is why she left home to begin with — even if she was a dominant she still had people above her. People’s opinions she had to listen to above her own and even though some were helpful she still never did like the feeling of being controlled.

There were actually good times in Roselle. Good memories, but mostly they were just over shadowed by unpleasant once. Every time the blonde felt like something special was about to come crossing her life, reality had always found its way to screw her over. First, Heidi died; then, just when Jean and Brooke were getting along pretty well; Jean left. After that, the only salvation she had back at that time — when she really needed someone the most, Sofia — that didn’t end so well. So, to sum up her experience, every time she gets to recall Roselle, all she could think about are the people that left her. Broke her. How much pain it felt losing someone all over again. It almost became a constant cycle in Brooke’s that she stopped thinking there would come a time that she would actually have someone to call her own — unless of course she decided to claim someone.

Currently, she’s been receding in Cali where she formally was prior to Roselle. Before all the drama, California was her safe heaven. After deciding to flee the comforts of their home back in her teenage years, Brooke provided for herself and with all her efforts started a business of her own. Her business was stable, it wasn’t at its peek but since the dominant is back now, she’s making sure everything runs smoothly again. She should be happy, she graduated, in one of the best schools known and even that alone is surprising. The fact that she graduated with decent grades, and now she’s where she wanted to be a year ago, things should feel better right? Or at least, that’s what the distress blonde keeps on telling herself.

You see, there was something that held her back. Something that made her wish she just failed and had to take up another year in the place she once considered hell. Ironic, isn’t it? But a sad pathetic truth Brooke knew she kept deep down due to one person. This specific person that has only recently been part of her life but, no matter how much she tried shaking her off, she’s always there. A permanent scar tattooed in her mind. She hadn’t had a chance to speak to Arabella before and after graduation. Truth be told, she never wanted to. She didn’t think she could handle the pain of saying goodbye to someone she’s grown attached too. Even more than she originally planned. Brooke was beyond terrified of the growing feelings she started to have - strong legitimate feelings towards Arabella. It was - unexplainable, with the lack of better term for it how deep and strong fondness over the brunette. This explains why she never made a move. She used to be quick with these kind of things but from all the experiences she had before, she let her fear get to her.

Now, if you ask, even after all that, why did Brooke suddenly book a ticket back to Ohio, back to the place she once considered as hell? Bazaar.To be running back to the place you were running away from doesn’t make so much sense but Brooke was never really known to make the smartest decisions. She made one of her biggest mistake — leaving the girl that’s been continually on her mind and her dreams even when she was still in Roselle. What pushed her to finally just forget about her insecurities and just man up was a simple reason really. She misses her. Her smile, her laughter, her quick and flirty remarks. Her unfiltered words. Just anything that summed who Arabella was. She’s doesn’t really have all this planned out but here she is anyway, back in the halls of Roselle praying to God that Arabella is still around or still in campus to save herself from the embarrassment and possibly pain knowing the brunette might not be around anymore and she didn’t get to tell her what she wanted to. As she walked the quiet halls of Roselle - noticeably too quiet, she can’t quiet explain the familarity of the scene. It’s only been a few months but it felt like she had only left yesterday. Nothing much has changed, except for the obvious fact that there were lesser people. You could sense it by the aura of the place, it was never the same. Reaching to the all to familiar door, her fist hovered over to the door frame finding the courage to just knock. What if this was a mistake? Maybe it was, but to this point, it was a mistake were taking if it meant she could see just a glimpse of Arabella. Just one look, that was all she needed. To make sure she was well, breathing and fine. Finally convince that it was a logical reason she knocked softly. Three times before pulling her hand away and hiding them behind the confinements of her jackets — silently wishing she had something to hide herself from the shame and possible anger she might be getting from from the brunette behind this door.

[ambers-heard]

[brookeholliday]

Amber Heard arrives at ‘The Danish Girl’ premiere during the 2015 Toronto International Film Festival (Sept 12).

[brookeholliday]

things i have noticed about the signs based on people i know

aries: remain pissy about things even after you prove them wrong, are really good friends, super headstrong, have a weird sense of fashion, obsessive over some things

taurus: are stubborn as hell, tend to be really silly and funny, pretty much everyone likes them, are super friendly and love to talk to people but also value alone time, likes participating in team efforts

gemini: they change their minds a lot, are really horny, are very opinionated, super fuckin gay, have really weird idea of romance

cancer: very nosy, they care about the people around them a lot, they feel a lot of feelings but keeps it to themselves and let them out when they're alone, good conversationalists, very good at taking selfies

leo: act like big bad tough guys but are actually babies on the inside, overbearing, take very good care of their loved ones and will do anything for them, can be huge fucking assholes and turn people against you if you rub them the wrong way, have a lot of feelings

virgo: keep all of their emotions bottled up until they just let it all out at once, are a very classy kind of punk rock, are really cool and pretty much everyone has a good opinion of them, very rare that they use their heart over their head, knows how to deal with difficult situations

libra: if they don't like you they won't tell you straight up but they'll give you dirty looks and make it clear they don't like you without saying it, they're really good at the arts, they have really complex/opinionated thoughts about things, are very charming, are very articulate but also lowkey say a ton of fucked up shit

scorpio: are mysterious as shit and you can't get anything out of them unless you pull it out of them, on the inside they really need someone, into kinky shit, are really fucking hot, cares a lot about their romantic partner to the point where it's almost obsession but they have good intentions always

sagittarius: are really sweet people, focus on the future more than the present, very passionate lovers, have really good hugs, are only very comfortable around people they know very well

capricorn: refuses to tell people about their feelings and only keep it to themselves a lot of the time, organize things in their own way even if its a messy, are really cold but they never mean to be, not very good at having romantic relationships, they don't know how to let go of things

aquarius: when they dislike people they won't actually tell them but they'll tell people really close to them about it, are really good at talking to people, are really shy sometimes, gives good advice, have their heads in the clouds a lot

pisces: are super aloof to everyone, make really good musicians, their minds always pull them in two separate directions, are very protective and deeply love thier romantic partners even if they dont show it, really fucking sassy/sarcastic

[indecisive-quinn]

That’s it. We finally graduated! We finally made it!

[brookeholliday]

Who knew, right? Congrats, Fabray.

[dom-emmanuel]

I was sweating so hard out of my ass today and I had to jump into the pool to prevent heat stroke.

Ah. I’ve missed you, Summer.

[brookeholliday]

We did not need that visual.

[vanessafehn]

[blu-iv]

Who did this

[afunnybattle-deactivated2019032]

she will have whoever made this killed

[eleanora-mathilda-deactivated20]

Oh my god

[brookeholliday]

It’s funny: By putting up walls, you think you’re protecting yourself, but you get to live less. If you’re hiding behind a wall, then you can’t see over it. You’re depriving yourself of so much if you’re trying to be too aware of what you’re putting out there. If you feel someone breaking those walls down, let them. Those are the people that you need to find in life, rather than people that you’re just comfortable with.

[domme-helena-fay]

Yeah. Whatever.

[brookeholliday]

You’re cute when you try to be sassy.

[im-a-skanky-bitch-deactivated20]

[ambers-heard]

Amber Heard in NYC (April 15).

[bybyeblackbird]

From ELLE 2015: “Her is hair is all over the place, and she is wearing, along with the aforementioned white palazzo pants, an old T-shirt belonging to her stepson, and an old sweater from Zara.”

!!!!!!!

Can we talk about how cute it is that this whole family shares clothing?! Lily-Rose wears Johnny’s clothes, Johnny and Amber wear each others’ clothes, Amber wears Jack’s clothes like omg

[brookeholliday]

F2F | BRORELLA

[arabellaromero]

Hey…hey. What is it?

Ugh, come here. 

[brookeholliday]

W-why do I k-k-keep losing p-people..

[domme-helena-fay]

Wow. Never mind.

[brookeholliday]

I’m kidding, asshole. Tomorrow?

[domme-helena-fay]

You seem like a nerd.

No. You’re the one that asked for a distraction, dumb ass. Remember?

[brookeholliday]

You did not just say that.

No.I don’t remember that at all

[domme-helena-fay]

Nope.

And no, you nerd. So, when are we going out?

[brookeholliday]

Bet so.

Nerd? I wsa like the freakinig mvp back in the days. This aint your nerd. Oh, look at you, asking me on on a date. How sweet. This better have like, flowers and all that shit.

[domme-helena-fay]

Nope.

And no, you nerd. So, when are we going out?

[brookeholliday]

Bet so.

Nerd? I wsa like the freakinig mvp back in the days. This aint your nerd. Oh, look at you, asking me on on a date. How sweet. This better have like, flowers and all that shit.