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it’s so attractive when someone is all about you and isn’t afraid to show it.

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Unexpected messages are my favorite

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Shut Down

I loved you in the simplest way. A loyal do anything for you type love. The kind that lasts through the ups and the downs, no more no less. An unplanned emotional love. Of course you’re beautiful but that came secondary because I attached myself to your soul first. For the longest time, I was blinded and hopeful all at once for that feeling you gave me, that simple love. What do you think gets in the way of a simple love? A complicated society that constantly need labels. Gay, straight, black, white…do these things matter, well of course. Because of this a simple love cannot exist. A switch is flipped, shut down. I no longer can love you simply because you amaze me, I cannot love you because you make my life better in every way, it is all now complicated. I have to shut it all down.

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“It’s been a year and the streets are a little brighter, and daybreaks are a little colder, and everyone seems a little happier. But forgetting has become way harder and longer, darling, and Novembers still feel like losing you. Prompt: November”

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End Game.

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5 years with her, 5 years of loving you

Timing

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Unsent Text Messages

“I’m so in love with you”

“You know what’s crazy is that after all this time, every time i see you smile something lights up inside me, and if your smile was the last thing that ever made me happy i’d be okay with that”

“Today at the beach it took everything I had not to grab your hand and put it into mine just to see how it fit together”

“Tell me everything you are feeling in this moment?”

“I know how this goes, I’ve seen it before. We will keep in touch the first month and then slowly without ever realizing, we will be too busy to send a ‘hey how are you?’ or an ‘I miss you’ and 6 months from now we will wonder why we never kept in contact”

“Am I crazy to feel this way? am I crazy to be in love with you? please tell me I’m not, please tell me…something”

“Did you ever love me?”

“Did you ever think there could be an us? Would you want an us? I mean in a perfect world…would it be me?”

“I wish you didn’t run as soon as the conversation got serious. I wish you wouldn’t hide from your emotions”

“I probably shouldn’t be this invested in us should I? i mean sorry there is no us I mean me and you”

“You’re so beautiful”

“I feel like I say too much and I am always out of line when it comes to you”

“You have never seen how amazing you are, ever since I’ve met you and I’ve always tried to build you up and to help you see what I see”

“You are the most creative person I know”

“I want to kiss you goodbye because I never know when I’ll see you again and I don’t want to have regrets”

“I look at you and it terrifies me how much I would do for you”

“Why did the I love you’s stop?”

“I won’t stop you know….loving you I mean. I can’t. I tried for 2 years. I’m done fighting it”

“All those songs, are all about you”

“After all this time I’m still insanely in love with you. After the years that have passed, the fights, the other people. Time has passed and we have changed and even though I’ll never know what it feels like to be loved back by you, I’m still in love with you”

“I can tell you specifically where we were each time I knew I was in love with you”

“I’m so pissed at you, all the damn time. I’m pissed you never say what you’re thinking or when I bring up something important or anything that has to do with your feelings or my feelings you run away as fast you can. I’m pissed that you told me. I’m pissed that ever since you told me you act different. You act like you don’t care at all, and I wanna know why.”

“Hello, my love”