Hearts Attacks are

"If the world is so sad and ugly sometimes then you have to find a way to be happy and find something that gives you hope.."

[onmyownxtcc]

At the hospital? I’ve only been there a couple of times as a patient, but more as a visitor. 

[brspierces]

Hospitals feel weird. Sometimes I'm like there and it feels super sad even if nothing sad is happening. Maybe it's because everyone in there is sick.. or something. Well, except like those ladies that are going to have babies.. 

[wishuponastarkurt]

No, but see...

Chocolate comes from cocoa which comes out of a tree. That technically makes chocolate a plant. Therefore, chocolate counts as salad.

[brspierces]

So I can make a sweet salad.. that's so cool!

[dont-mess-with-snix]

So what do you think of Tubbs being the ring bearer?

[brspierces]

Like.. the one who brings the ring? San, are you sure he won't eat it?

[dont-mess-with-snix]

I love you.

[brspierces]

I love you too, San.

[onmyownxtcc]

Oh. I was just wondering, considering the machines you’re usually plugged to can be confusing, I think. Have you been there lately?

[brspierces]

Yeah.. it feels really weird. Have you ever been there?

[wishuponastarkurt]

Neverland is definitely super fun! The Lost Boys are pretty cool too.

[brspierces]

Will you take me there?

[dont-mess-with-snix]

Agree to disagree.

[brspierces]

Of course, San..

[wishuponastarkurt]

It really is! I’m actually having a lot of fun, believe it or not ha.

[brspierces]

That's so cool. I bet Neverland is super fun!

[mottacommasugar]

That’s due to them being medical professionals. Well, maybe. Come to think of it I’ve yet to see any actual credentials so who knows maybe they are aliens who’ve come down to earth to capture you.

[brspierces]

[dont-mess-with-snix]

I try, but I think you’ve got me beat for that.

[brspierces]

No.. it's you.

[onmyownxtcc]

I was hoping you’d tell me… Are you at the hospital again? Is everything okay?

[brspierces]

No.. I'm at the hut. But I've been there.. like a lot of times. 

[dont-mess-with-snix]

You know I’d do anything for you Britt.

[brspierces]

And that's because you're the best fianceé ever. 

[dont-mess-with-snix]

I can be there with you if you want, might help make it feel less weird.

[brspierces]

Only if you want to, San.. it's a pretty weird place.

[brspierces]

Dear San || Brittany

TAGGING: Brittany Pierce

NOTES: Brittany's unsent letter to Santana.

I'm sorry I took so long to write this letter, San... but Lord Tubbington stole all my crayons so I had to find something else to write with. I found a pen. It's blue and boring, but I can still draw with it. I don't even know who it belongs to but yeah. Is it yours? 

Anyways, I don't think I'm okay. I thought I was, but the doctors won't even smile at me anymore. They are always sad when I'm with them and it makes me sad. They can only be sad for a reason, right? Promise me you won't be sad like that.. because I like it better when you're smiling and laughing. 

Can we go on a date? I miss those. We don't have to bring the cats, they can stay home. San, when are we getting married? Will we wear those white long dresses? I wish we got married like.. tomorrow. The only sad part about it is that my mom doesn't even knows I have an awesome girlfriend.. well, fianceé (that's a funny word).. and she won't even get to see me marrying you. Do you think she's mad at me? Because she hasn't talked to me in like.. months or anything. Is it because I have too many cats? I know she doesn't likes cats that much, but they are fluffy and nice. Everyone should like cats. Even grumpy cats like Lord Tubbington. I feel like he isn't that grumpy because he knows we love him. 

But I hope there's cheesecake at the wedding and soufflé. I had that once, but it was super good. I don't even know how I remember that, because the doctors said I would forget about everything, maybe. Even about you, but I don't want to forget. You make me happy so if I don't remember you, I think I might be too sad.

And I don't want to forget about our dates or anything at all. Like when we danced that one time and I kissed you because I really liked you or when we got Charity and we found out she was pregnant with Tubby's babies. Not even when bad things happened, I don't want to be blank.. like a blank drawing canvas. I want it to be painted, San. Preserve it like those famous paintings, why can't they do that? 

Not matter what happens, know that I love you and the cats and all of my friends. Like a lot, bigger than the whole universe. I just wanted to write it in case I forgot about it. 

Loves you tons,

- Brittany.

p.s. : Snix just took your red scarf down the couch. 

[mottacommasugar]

The doctor’s aren’t really probing you like in the movies, Brittany.

[brspierces]

But they are..they've got all these machines and stuff. Even like a chamber that looks into your brain. It's crazy.

[mottacommasugar]

You don’t really believe you’re an alien, right?

[brspierces]

I'm not.. but doctors are.

[onmyownxtcc]

What’s going on?

[brspierces]

I don't know.. what's going on?