black hole in my mind

single independent original character muse.

[brviisedknees]

going to try and hop on tomorrow, i have the muse, just need the energy lol if anyone wanna talk or anything, i’m always on discord, just ask for it!

[ajmichalka]

LEGACIES MEME [1/9] Outfits ↳ Josie Saltzman in 1.12

[candyflossmemes]

spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.

[brviisedknees]

ittybittylittlebit-hot​:

charlie hated not being in control of things. he had grown up most of his life not being in control of his life, going from foster home to foster home. things were finally starting to feel like he was getting the reigns on his life, but now? he didn’t know what to think. he nods, “i know,” he sniffles but easily kisses her back, his arms still around her. he’s afraid to let her go. afraid because he knows once he does, it would be the last time. “can we just… have tonight?”

she never felt so controlled in her life. the way that life was so cruel, it dug deep in her heart. how was she supposed to ever be her own person when this was her life? why couldn’t she be happy with charlie while he got his dreams? it wasn’t fair and she hated not being able to do anything about it. olivia felt her tears build back up, looking at him after they kissed, wishing for some solution to not have them part at all. but with his question, she always knew it would have ended like this, didn’t she? but she bit her tongue, “i... i can’t say no to that..." she didn’t want him to let her go, she didn’t want this to be their last night together, she couldn’t be selfish. “do you want to go back to your place? order delivery? watch some movies?” she asked, wiping her eyes, trying to smile.

[brviisedknees]

i might add it to my rules but if you see a post i reblog can you please not like or reblog it from my blog anymore? it clogs my activity and since i don’t be on enough, i have more likes and reblogs for my musing posts and can’t find my replies in my activity. i would prefer if you like or reblog it from who i reblogged it from (most likely a musing blog) so i can find my replies and not lose threads.

[birdy-lady]

[domprovosts]

I took raw shit and moulded it into steel. I broke her back, I gave her wings. She’s a perfect killing machine. That’s all she’s there for, that’s all she knows.

I don’t think so.

[afro-elf]

i’m too soft of a bitch to have lived when love letters were common practice. i’d get One and go lay down by a river and my friends would be like “what’s wrong?” and i’d be like “my friends, i’ve fallen ill” 

[bla-flsafa-deactivated20200802]

I can drink 3 cups of coffee and go straight to sleep, this is just one example of what is fundamentaly wrong with me as a person

[legaciesladies]

[brviisedknees]

ittybittylittlebit-hot​:

charlie looks back at her in fear and her words hit him hard. she’s being selfless right now in order for him to achieve his dreams and even though it hurts like hell, he knows she’s right. he looks away from her because his heart is aching, his feelings were much stronger than he thought they were and his chest feels like its caving in. his eyes start to water and as he blinks, a few tears slide down his pale cheeks, but his arms stay around her. after a few seconds, he finally looks back at her, pain in his eyes. “so this is it…..?” he sighs, “i didn’t think we’d…. we’d have an ending…. “he admits.

olivia tried her best to avoid this, even going to visit her dad a few times but even then, it got her nowhere. it wasn’t for the looming possibility of people finding out, especially her dad, she would let them continue living in a world that this could work. but she couldn’t ask him to give up his dreams for her, couldn’t convince her dad not to blacklist anyone who she tried to help get a career. hell, some people she worked with on a regular who had more status in the industry has been blacklisted because of them working together. and charlie was too new and too easy of a target for her to feel comfortable enough to keep up with this without fear of his own future career. she raised her hand to his face, wiping the tears away. “i guess so...” she whispered trying to not let her voice crack. “i never wanted this for us, i’m sorry.” olivia admitted before leaning in, kissing him for most likely the last time.

[buildgoddess]

my muses playing d&d together for a video featuring:

mona, carmen, luna, cory, olivia ( @brviisedknees ) & jezebel as players and vanessa as dm

[elcnasxltzman]

[brviisedknees]

ittybittylittlebit-hot​:

charlie wasn’t really the emotional type but right now his eye were starting to burn from trying to hold in his tears right now. he was so conflicted and it was written all over his face. “And i have no fucking idea what to do right now,” he admits as he clings to her. charlie was the type to always be sure of his wants and needs but he had never gotten a curve ball such as this. “i want to help you… and protect you and be with you…..” he whines. 

she felt comfort in his embrace, not sure how to feel about their situation. her dad wasn’t exact the most forgiving type, and she was aware of it. he had bigger and better connections and tended to make sure she was cut out. as she listened to him, her stomach turned. the idea that there were a chance of him wanting her in his life even with the information she gave him didn’t sit right with her. “charlie...” she pulled away slightly to look him in his eyes, her own still watery, “i want you to pick your dream. i want you to be able to do what you love. i couldn’t live with myself holding you back...” olivia spoke softly, her voice slightly breaking, “but...” she wiped her eyes, “i want to be with you too... i don’t want this to end... i want to be selfish but i can’t do that to you.”

[poppyluxe]

@ʙʀʏᴀɴᴛᴍᴋᴀʏʟᴇᴇ: 🌱the Emma experience pt. 2 🌱

[hiraismomo-deactivated20231024]

JOSIE SALTZMAN SEASON TWO, EPISODE TWO

[filmgifs]

Jordan Fisher as “Jake Taylor” in Work it (2020)