Santana Lopez.

My name is Santana Lopez. I'm known as The Stuck in Love because well.. That's exactly what happens when a relationship starts. I have a twin, but obviously I'm the prettier one. Twitter: @yogirltana Instagram: @yogirltana

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mysantanalopez:

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prettyinpinkberry:

San, you shouldn’t think poorly of yourself that way. I may not be stick skinny either but I have small meat on my bones. What industry are you talking about? 

It’s the way the world perceives me as. And the industry I am talking about is the modeling industry. They are cut throat there and if you don’t at least try to look like them then forget it, you’ll never get a dime and I do plan on trying to make it work in favor. 

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bsuscott:

How about you stop worrying, and start partying. 

We will see If I can make some time for it.

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bsuscott:

You won’t see anything in my eyes, I promise. Do you not have a place to stay? Please answer me this honestly.

Yes, For now I haven’t been kicked out.. You don’t have to worry about me so much.

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bsuscott:

Stop working out and start partying instead.

If I start partying, it will lead to drinking, which will lead to eating empty calories and that is not what I need right now. 

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bsuscott:

You can tell me. I don’t care about it, as long as you’re safe. 

Scott, It is just better for everyone, if I just go on and not involve everyone. My sister, you, everyone., I just can’t see the disappointment in anyone’s eyes. 

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prettyinpinkberry:

Wait, why in the world do you need to lose 20 pounds? You’re skinny as it is Santana. 

Skinny as is, Isn’t enough in this industry. Apparantly You have to be stick skinny and tall enough to basically reach the sky. I am neither. 

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belmontberry:

Now, I won’t claim to know you as well as others might, but I know enough to acknowledge that what I’m seeing is hardly the Santana Lopez that you’re so known for being.

Where’s that notorious confidence? That unattainable affection for yourself above all others? I’ve never pegged you as the type to be pushed around by anyone, let alone some dim-witted excuse for an agent with a clear distortion when it comes to beauty. Instead of conforming to his ridiculous standards, why don’t you tell him to take a hike and seek out employment elsewhere - or better yet, employ yourself? You’re more than capable of taking your own life into your own hands, and you have no obligation to tolerate that sort of abuse from anyone.

Things change.. What can I say? I rather have a roof over my head and some money in my pockets, that staying on the street. 

As much as I want to fight you on this, You’re absolutely right. I’m usually not the type to have anyone tell me and my ways what to do but I can’t afford to pay rent without these jobs. The second it came out of his squirmy little mouth I wanted to shove my heel so far up his ass. I don’t fit the par when it comes to be a model and I can see it for myself. The models are slim, tall and barely eat more that a handful of carrots,. Even people like me, who would tear anyone down would feel a little out of sorts.

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belmontberry:

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It Isn’t me who wants to fix anything… I was told by my agent to either lose the weight or find myself with no jobs and no money to pay the rent. Pristine condition? I am the shortest of all models and I still have baby fat…

Now, I won’t claim to know you as well as others might, but I know enough to acknowledge that what I’m seeing is hardly the Santana Lopez that you’re so known for being.

Where’s that notorious confidence? That unattainable affection for yourself above all others? I’ve never pegged you as the type to be pushed around by anyone, let alone some dim-witted excuse for an agent with a clear distortion when it comes to beauty. Instead of conforming to his ridiculous standards, why don’t you tell him to take a hike and seek out employment elsewhere - or better yet, employ yourself? You’re more than capable of taking your own life into your own hands, and you have no obligation to tolerate that sort of abuse from anyone.

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belmontberry:

Perhaps that’s due in part to the fact that you don’t have twenty pounds to lose, Santana. As far as I’ve seen, you’re in perfect shape. Why are you set on fixing something that is already quite obviously in pristine condition as it is?

It Isn’t me who wants to fix anything... I was told by my agent to either lose the weight or find myself with no jobs and no money to pay the rent. Pristine condition? I am the shortest of all models and I still have baby fat...

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bsuscott:

You can still get a piggy back ride.

Great! cause those work outs left my legs feeling more jelly that muscles.

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bsuscott:

Oh, okay. Good. But if it ever happens, please tell me, because you can always come to me.

1. I wouldn’t tell anyone if that happened, because I would be embarassed for myself. 2. I have my dignity and my pride..

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Really exhausted From all that running, working out and dieting. I have come to the conclusion that I won’t be able to complete the goal of losing 20 pounds 

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bsuscott:

Wait, you don’t have a place to crash?

Um... I didn’t say that......

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bsuscott:

You won’t have to jump on anyone’s back, because I don’t bail when it comes to partying.

Darn... And here I was hoping I would be gettijng a piggy back ride. 

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prettyinpinkberry:

I do have to admit that you’re right about that one. 

I wish I could find a genie in a bottle and wish it all back as it was.. sigh. 

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teddymcintosh:

Well looks like you should find a new agent. ‘cause you’re looking pretty fit to me. It doesn’t taste that great after awhile, you can have mine if you want it.

Fit, Yes. But ‘’skinny’’ no. I have been trying my hardest to shed that weight but I can’t seem to do it. I would find a new a agent If I could afford one. I wouldn’t feel right taking anything from you or anyone else, I got my pride.