Why do I feel like everyone is going to leave me anyway?
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Why do I feel like everyone is going to leave me anyway?
i think at their cores dean is sad and sam is angry but the way they externalise their feelings makes it easy to think it's the other way around
"Tell me you don't want me, Sammy, tell me you are sick of me, tell me I ruined your life, tell me—"
"Dean. I want to kill the demon bitch who took you away from me. What the fuck do you think."
Dean is turned into a vampire before even turning 18, during a hunt that went horribly wrong
according to John, vampires were extinct. He wasn't prepared to encounter one mid-hunt with his sons, whom he'd brought along believing they wouldn't be in real danger
a terrible plan, terrible ideas
Dean ended up being taken over by the vampire. In his desperation to escape, the vampire infected Dean with his blood and fled, taking advantage of John's distraction with his eldest son. Sam was desperately screaming for Dean, but John wouldn't let him near as Dean writhed on the ground. Dean begged for help, for his dad, and as he lay dying, John accepted that he had lost his eldest son, telling Sam to back off while brandishing the largest knife he had; at least he still knew how to kill a vampire.
Sam didn't take it well. It was either John or Dean, so he acted quickly, shooting John in the leg. He ran toward Dean, who was telling him to leave him alone, and dragged his big brother along. With John hurt and bleeding, they had little advantage. They had to get to where the Impala was hidden and flee, flee, flee. Sam threw Dean into the back seat and started the car when John was close, limping and shouting Sam's name
"Sam, Sammy... Dad, Dad's here". "I shot him in the leg, he'll be okay! Dad's dealt with worse, Dean". "No, leave me alone, leave me alone, go back, Dad's going to figure it out, Dad's going to be able to..." "No, Dean! You didn't see it! Dad wants to kill you, he's just going to kill you", Sam could barely see the road. He knew how to drive, but it was difficult without something to give him more height. He also had to reach the pedals, but he managed by pressing the accelerator. "It's okay", Dean said, "if i have to die, so be it, Sammy... it's okay". "No, i won't allow it! No, Dean, no, we're going to figure this out, we're going to fix this, okay? I'll fix it, i promise".
At first, it wasn't easy. With Dean newly turned into a vampire and Sam having to look after him, and not even tall enough to pass as an 18 year old, they managed by sheer luck. After a road trip, stealing a few things from the Impala, Sam abandoned his father's car and left in another with Dean so he wouldn't be tracked, and they continued on their way. Dean vehemently refused to drink human blood, so Sam had to make do with animal blood, and although it was unpleasant, Dean agreed to drink it from containers that helped trick his mind; it worked if he didn't see the blood
they spent years running from John, years investigating a cure or a way to reverse it, they also hunted because it suited Dean well, one day Sam realized that Dean was too young, he was too pale, too small, he was far from looking his "real age" (he must have been 26 years old) both physically and mentally, a 17 year boy who looked eternal, while Sam was already in his 22 years and had reached almost two meters, he could barely fit through the doors
an idea for a drawing or writing project when i'm in a better mood, because im so annoyed i couldn't do anything hahaha
Dean not being aware about how strong Sam actually is until his little brother is balls deep inside him and gets to manhandle him fast, easy and precisely in different sex positions without even ask him, Dean can only moan from disbelief.
all the times we were me and you by fleshflutter
people who comment on fics just to say that they are re-reading and still cried/felt emotions/loved it are the greatest people on earth and should be given a thousand dollars.
addition: people who comment on fics to say that they are not even in this fandom and didn’t know the characters at all but read it anyway and loved it are also the greatest people on earth and should also be given a thousand dollars.
damn the sadness really does last forever
Didn't mean to use that picture
what's his #?
are you asking me for Jensen Ackles' number
Sam hating John because he had Dean first, and no matter what Dean says he can never really believe that he wanted it, because even if he did, there was too much of a power imbalance, Dean could never say no to John, always wanted his approval and love, always needed him in a way he has never needed anyone else, not even Sam, and it's a dark sort of jealousy that makes Sam feel sick with himself. He envies and loathes his dead father, who he's still halfway convinced raped his brother, who took advantage of Dean's loyalty and devotion and love, that endless reservoir of love that makes Dean who he is, that Sam is eternally grateful to be allowed to slake his thirst with. And that's the difference between them: Sam would never force Dean, could never hurt him like that, and even though he wanted him for so long, when Dean was the one to offer himself up like a sacrifice to Sam's most shameful desire, Sam said no over and over again because what if Dean didn't really want it? And it took a long time for Sam to accept the gift he was being given, to trust Dean to know what he wanted, to trust that Sam deserved it.
But he's also, secretly, just a little bit, grateful. He might, once, almost high from a series of mindblowing orgasms after fucking Dean's brains out for hours, close his eyes and send a thank you to John in whatever afterlife he is in. Because he thinks that maybe Dean would never have wanted this if John didn't fuck him up first.
as mindless and obedient as an attack dog
Very serious post made for no reason at all
“wolfstar isn’t even close to canon!”
david and gary thought they were playing lovers
DAVID AND GARY THOUGHT THEY WERE PLAYING LOVERS!!!
Oh my GOD. Dean upset he has to go but then seeing Sammy and he smiles and he's like well, that's it. I need to go.
And THEN
'I know it hasn't always been easy.'
'I don't know what the hell you're talking about.'
Because no matter how hard it gets, it's always easy. It's the easy decision. It's easy to put Sam first. It's the easiest thing in the world to love him. It's just easy.
how to look at your big brother
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mutuals if I like your vent post I promise I’m acknowledging your post and sending happy thoughts and hoping your ok bc I don’t know what to say and I promise I’m not happy you’re in pain
So a while back I had an insane idea.
You see, there’s this classic Wincest fanfic called Ergonomic by sobrecogimiento, where Dean finds out that Sam wears Saxx underwear and becomes obsessed with the idea that his brother has a big dick. It's one of those precious stories that manages to be both a crack fic AND is really sweet, and touching, and tender, and hot af. It was one of the very first Supernatural fanfics that I ever bookmarked, and I've gone back and re-read it more times than I can count.
So when I was thinking about the next fanbinding I wanted to do, Ergonomic sprang immediately to mind. And what better way to cover this gloriously unhinged tale, than in the very thing that sets the events in motion in the story...