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ok im not eating todat fuck that

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im locked tf in on starving so ill have the salmon my mum was complaining ab (she said my dad nearly puked) tomorrow before my drinking hangot

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i havent cut since January but i might relapse.... how do i live with the knowledge that gluten causes me intestininal damge...

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ok im connecting dots

my dads mum (who i never met) died in her 50's to stomach cancer. she was a nurse. she died a few months before my parents wedding. now that im old enough to have a slight comprehension of death, i wish id met her. that wasnt my point, but i still grieve her.

the point i was going to make was that celiac disease increases your likelihood of suffering from a gastrointestinal cancer

my dad has diarrhoea about 5 times a day

its all linked....

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i dont think ive ever entioned it on a blog but i suspect i have ocd.

its not severe but i definately have some comulsive behavoiurs.

idk if its the undignosed autism pattwrm notcing but it befinately causesmy distress

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im scared

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celiacs with eating disorders PLEASE message me

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unsarcastically became a rice cake warrior bc im gluten free and caant finish a loaf of bread before it gets moldy

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other than my relationship with food i m pretty sane considering my circumstances

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might actually be locked in today bc ive done nearly 15k steps plus cycling nd illive had today i 2 bites of curry to taste test whil cooking

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its 00.21am and im listening fr white girl music while pacing in my room while drunk of alcochol i stole

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for extra visals im in my boxers and socks ^-^

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might actually be locked in today bc ive done nearly 15k steps plus cycling nd illive had today i 2 bites of curry to taste test whil cooking

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its 00.21am and im listening fr white girl music while pacing in my room while drunk of alcochol i stole

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currently a litle drunk whil lsitening to music that rminds me of my workplace

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got fired on monday. its thursday. i miss talking to my female coworkers. i hope i bump nto them in public.

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shift at work=cardio

fuck my life how am i gonna starve now

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currently a litle drunk whil lsitening to music that rminds me of my workplace

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got fired on monday. its thursday. i miss talking to my female coworkers. i hope i bump nto them in public.

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currently a litle drunk whil lsitening to music that rminds me of my workplace

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currently a litle drunk whil lsitening to music that rminds me of my workplace

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its actually not fair bc i was jus startting to connect with my coworkers and i got on pretty well with the 2 female chefs

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currently a litle drunk whil lsitening to music that rminds me of my workplace