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Heyy lovelies,

I‘m new on Tumblr and want to start blogging a bit while still going to school. Also, I‘m kinda sick of doomscrolling on social media and kinda want the 2000‘s vibe back so bad. Maybe some of you guys can relate🎀✨.

In this blog I‘ll just tell you something about my life (if something happens). I think a lot of you thought about vlogging or blogging but decided against it because idk. Your life is too boring? Or too busy? But I think it‘s better to start now than to reget it later so well, here I am.

A few informations about me:

I‘m 16 years old (turning 17 this year, very excited)

I love hanging out with my friendgroup (but not always, some weekends I just want to chill in bed and do nothing)

I graduate this year

I love too eat food (really much)

I love getting ready, doing full face and just feel like a Diva

I love going shopping but always spend too much money for useless stuff

I love deep cleaning my room but also could rott in it untidy for weeks

I do sports like kickboxing but always wanted to do Ballet actually

My favourite thing to do is listening to music and daydreaming

One of my favourite memories is laying drunk in the grass during a party, smoking and looking up at the stars (Please don‘t judge)

I don‘t have a boyfriend but also hate it if guys stare at me (creeps)

I‘m actually a pretty nice person but always walk around with a resting bitch face without noticing so I don‘t get greet so much and if I greet people they look at me shocked

I love girlhood and always support my besties in the best way possible (I hope I can support you guys too with this blog 💋)

I hope you guys can relate 🌸🩷

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Dear Diary

Hey lovelies✨,

Can anyone else relate on wanting a man yearning for yourself? Like yes, write me letters, kiss me in public and climb through my window at night (even if this could be a problem because my room is pretty high up). So, I watched Wuthering Heights a few weeks ago and yes, it‘s toxic but come on, don‘t we all want a man that wants us so bad? If anyone didn‘t want the movie yet, I‘m sorry for spoiling BUT I think the ending was kinda sad. I mean he wrote so many letters to her and she died, not receiving one of them. Do we all agree that her husband and the maid (Idk how she‘s called) are the actual villains? But yeah, I can totally relate with Cathy who died out of sadness cause she couldn‘t be with him. This might be out of context but Jacob Elordi as Heathcliff? DAMM.

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Dear Diary

Hey lovelies✨,

Does anyone else of you love reading? Because I do and I love to read dark romance. The thing about dark romance is that if a guy would break into my house with a rose or whatever Zade Meadows held in hand, at night I‘d probably beat the shit out of him with a baseball bat or whatever I get in hand. Don‘t get me wrong, Smut is nice, I love to read it, but especially at the Trope Enemies to lovers I‘d be out since I don‘t give a shit about what a man thinks about me and probably would just make him hate me more out of fun 😊. Something that really bothers me at reading dark romance is that the girl is always so weak. That‘s why I like to read fantasy romance novels, because the woman resembles the woman I want to be. Strong, independent and not dependent on a man. Ofcourse they get one but they both see eachother as equals since the woman is not weaker than the man but most of the time even stronger.

Do some of you guys read too?

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Dear Diary

Heyy lovelies✨,

So apparently go to vacation in three days and there‘s a lot of drama. Staring off with the fact that not just my family flies on vacation but also a befriended family comes with us. Now to the important part, this family has a son and he‘s my age, we knew each other since childhood and got pretty close last summer (if you know what I mean). Long story short, there was a thing between us, not quite dating but close and we actually also went on a date. Everything went good to the fact that he wanted everything between us to be a secret, which was kinda weird. We also met up in January (which is important for the rest of the story). I noticed back then that something was wrong with him but didn‘t mention it till I FOUND OUT, that he had a girlfriend since January last week and not even from him, no, I found out because his mother told my mother and my mother told me. Like, what the fuck. And now we go to vacation with each other. YAYY. I‘d lie if I would tell you that I wasn‘t at least a bit heartbroken but I decided that he wasn‘t worth it anyway so I moved on pretty quickly. I‘m still thinking if I should keep it a secret that I know about him and his girlfriend or if I should tell him but I‘m kinda curios how he treats me actually.

Hope you guys enjoyed reading my blog entry and I‘m excited to hear about your storie‘s if you want to share

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Dear Diary

Heyy lovelies✨,

I hope a few of you guys can relate when I tell you that I have a type but I‘m definitely not his type jk. Like, I really had a crush on Rodrick Heffley when I was younger (and still have) but he wouldn‘t even notice me since I look nothing like the type of girl he‘d probably date. I really do have a problem with my style because I Iove dressing like a 2000‘s Chic but I‘d probably get bullied in school if I ever come wearing clothes like that, so I try to fit in and thats the big problem. I do have the fitting personality but at the first sight I look like every other girl. What should I do? Also, in my school I don‘t even have a guy like that, even the boys all look the same and it‘s like soo freaking boring. Where should I find him? It‘s really hard for me to settle for anything less than my ideal type and it kinda bothers me since I think thats the reason I never had a boyfriend. It‘s actually kinda sad because everyone else out of my friend group has one and I‘m like the only one who doesn‘t. I sometimes do wish that I could just work with what I have but they‘re just not the one, if you know what I mean. Like, is it too much to ask for a boyfriend that is a little bit grungy, has messy brown hair and piercings? I‘m sick of all the guys who wear their jeans under their ass, walk around with fake gucci caps and treat girls like shit. If it‘s going on like that I will never get a boyfriend, fr. Since I graduate school in a few months and go straight into working, I‘ll also probably never get to show my real style and thats actually pretty sad since I think a lot of people do have a great style but never get to show it.

I hope a few of you can relate

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