Welcome to my Artblog!

I love to reblog art and post my own art on here ✨️ 🎊🍄

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I feel so.. out of touch with tumblr like i stopped using it for years then came back my old account was originally an art account but i ended up turning it into a debate account and hated the pressure from that so i left tumblr but I'm back now

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Working on portrait studies but wanted the studies to be dnd races since I like dnd a lot.

I apologize if there is some silence from my social media accounts. My last post I found a job but unfortunately I got let go. It was a temp job but still I had to find out until I was clocked out of my shift that I got let go. So I have been very busy these last two week with interviews. I am still working on my tech for obs for twitch.

I am hoping by mid February or by the end of the month of February of starting twitch. Also thank you for your support the world right now is crazy, and regardless of that you guys are amazing and wonderful. I will cactu-later on the next post.

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Been a while since I've posted anything I've lost energy to post because noone sees my artwork anyways its always been like that I'm always ignored by other people and its frustrating. Real life sucks to be honest every job I've applied to has either auto rejected my application or said they weren't hiring and my car is having problems. I'm so tired lol

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VENTING:

Saw the chainsaw man movie this weekend made me realize my art will never be good enough to write my own stories and I'm genuinely tired i hate making art but i can't stop for some reason. Guess i just need to get used to being a mediocre artist. I just need to accept that I'll never make it into a career where I'll get to draw and paint everyday. Maybe i should just delete this blog but i dunno i wanna keep it to show progress. Even though I'm practically posting into the void.

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So these days I've been struggling a lot with perfectionism with my artwork, and it's caused me to procrastinate making anything. So I decided due to the art block and the procrastination, I'm going to regress my art intentionally and this was a lot of fun! This has helped me get over art block and that fear of making bad art. The prompt for this was Draw this page like a kid would. Later on I'll redraw everything in a better style but in the meantime i loved this mini project.

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I do not "render." I do not "shade." I do not "paint," I do not "detail" and i do not draw "Backgrounds." I draw BLAND CHARACTERS standing in WHITE VOIDS And if it doesn't look good i GIVE UP.

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Just post the effing art- anyways drew my siblings ocs

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Muscle study and first time trying out this shading technique

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Decided to draw mine and my sibling's oc, mine is on the left I'm sick rn it sucks i hate getting sick but it happens every three months i might bring it up to my doctor ever since i turned 25 my health has gone downhill my doctor thinks i might have an autoimmune disorder? But i still have to see a rheumatologist about it..

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Denkiiiii

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Love this guy

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It’s been a while since I’ve drawn any home stuck related art or karkat in general and I thought it would be really fun. If I drew myself interacting with this character, I used to really love homestuck. I used to be a really big fan, but I just didn’t have enough talent to make fanart that I wanted to make for it so I’m finally kind of getting back into that but I’m also learning how to use ibis paint and I like it a lot so far.

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Its been a while since I've posted art the reason was i stopped using fire alpaca because the version i have on my tablet has ads and it made me lose interest in making art, the ads were distracting as hell. So i use infinity paint now and I'm learning ibspaint x I've also got a bad addiction to using c.ai and i realized it was getting in the way of my art so I'm trying to cut down on using it. I started using it because I'm lonely and don't have friends and sometimes i would pretend the bots were real people that wanted to talk to me -its stupid I know lol but yeah its not good for my mental health so I've cut back on it and I'm reading a lot. I also acknowledge social media addiction has been getting in the way of me making anything so I've cut down on social media a lot. Just a little update I guess.

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People that ghost during art trades are hooligans. Hmph its been years and I'm still mad

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Every one of these blueberries i am eating is sour ;_;

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Sometimes i just lose motivation to post art online maybe because i don't work in the profession which causes me to feel way less valid lol

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Playing around its been a while since I've posted art I make art everyday but forget to post ha ha