Justice for Hind Rajab

They/them, if you're going to be formal use Mx. | If you are not a transfeminist get off my page | adult | FREE PALESTINE | ACAB | Prison abolition now- Death to the US empire- Shame on the US military

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Hello, online I go by Newt! I draw, reblog, make shitposts and talk about my life.

If it seems like I’ve repeated a story or a joke, just repeating myself at all really it’s because I have memory issues. If you’ve noticed I’ve repeated something I’ve said before just let me know and I’ll take the repeat down. If its the exact same post seconds after each other it's just shitty wifi

I AM AUTISTIC, so I have a hard time with social cues, tone and abbreviations, if I ask for clarification or rephrasing I’m genuinely asking.

If you decide to be a fuck to me it is extremely likely that the only way that goes is getting instantly ignored, blocked and forgotten. If that's the result you want then have fun with the short time you get to see my blog

TAGS :

#i speak (my own posts)

#me irl (my face)

#newt favorites (my favorite personal posts)

#douglas (my dog)

#my art (self explanatory)

#depression posting (tagged so it’s easier to block)

#my fuckhead sister (talking about my abuser, tw for talking about abuse, self harm, mental hospitals and suicide)

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today is too much

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my friend I was really close with last school year who just straight up fucking ghosted me just sent me an insta thing out of the blue?? genuinely almost burst into tears out of confusion and sadness

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I will not spiral post I will not spiral post

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I'm not allowed to post anymore tonight I'm on the verge of a meltdown and everything is making me angrier and angrier

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I don't think my dasher saw my message about getting me my teriyaki sauce and if I'm right about them not getting it that genuinely might make me cry tonight. it's a cry over sauce night

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I'm a little afraid to go to bed tonight because I don't want more screaming nightmares

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yes I know it's stupid to take money out of savings for doordash and I'll be horribly anxious about it later. right now I don't care I'm just miserable and good food makes me happier

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I'm pulling 20 from savings so I can have a nice dinner I don't care today sucked a lot and it's kind of been sucking overall

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me being a nonbinary lesbian makes so much sense to me that I forget it can start arguments

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can those people who make those like sans undertale aus tag their shit consistently so I can block seeing it effectively. yall tag your stuff with a million versions of the sans!(blank) thing and it's fucking impossible to get them all

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I'm just not having a good time right now. I think me being outside when it was 102 f when I'm on meds making me sensitive to the heat was a really bad idea. I was doing fine until I did that and I just haven't felt good the rest of the day

'oh why would you go out during then' I hear you wonder and the answer is I HAD to because the front desk of my complex is only open during the hottest parts of the day

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we need to normalize fatness worldwide

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lets be nicer to people who struggle with processing things and may need things explained to them in a simpler way or broken down into smaller pieces and lets not automatically treat them worse for it. any day now

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you can all wait with bated breath for my employment posting

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hey at least my depression posting isnt nearly as bad as last summer when my sister was home. for those of you who are newer it was Real Fucking Bad. like daily tearful suicidal vents. this summer is rough but I've gotta remind myself at least my sister isn't here. since that's the case this might as well be heaven

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I want a job badly but I'm afraid of interacting with customers because what if they get mad that I'm not looking at their face? what if they comment negatively on my stimming movements? what if someone gets aggressive about my gender presentation not being clear? I dunno. I feel like these fears are not actually invalid or made up worries which makes it even scarier